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[toughintexas]

30 days???

Awwwww from me again. I can just hear him saying that, I can still hear the way his voice sounded when I called all whinney about wanting to just pull a good bugger.... "Just do today TIT, just do today, don't drink this minute, or the next, a lil at a time"..... I'm sure he's up in heaven, looking down at us, each and every one of us, some he's smiling at, some he's laughing at, some he's scratching his head wondering why we haven't "gotten it" yet, and some he is protecting while we have our training wheels on! I do know we have an "in" with the Big Guy with him up there tho. I'm sure he is our Angel! You keep it going Babybear, and stay here with us, right where your Dad would've wanted you to be!

[brittzak]

30 days???

TIT, I'm not gonna yell at you, but if you ever need us again....don't run away...run to us. BUT, I can sure as hell tell you this..if you come up missing again...I am tracking ur ass down!!!!!

[cowgal]

30 days???

yeah!

TIT, I feel for you, I LOVE to isolate when upset, not good!! Then I start thinking about drinking, then I start drinking usually, and we all know what usually happens then, don't we..............not pretty................we love you!!:h:h

And Babybear, we are all here for you too............:l

love you guys, another rough day at work, cried about 3 times (of course hid in the bathroom so nobody saw!) This past two weeks has been gruelling, it is a wonder I am not drunk right now in fact!

Goodnight!!:h:h

MA

[brittzak]

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Ma, what has happened at work to make it so rough? Honey I think you are just a ball of emotions right now. Wish I could give ya a hug because I know that feeling and it SUCKS!!!!! Stay strong and stick close to us and AA.

Kids are out of school today so I am making them a big breakfast and taking them for haircuts. We are looking scruffy over here. HA It is 72 today but might snow this weekend...WTF? SC weather is NUTS!

[cowgal]

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yeah Nibs...

I would love to garden and make more of my own food, healthier and less $

More2, LUV, everyone, just my ego gets hurt DAILY (hourly sometimes) at work, my sponsor lends an ear and reminds me DAILY that I have a job, and I post on my facebook often that I am grateful to have a WELL PAYING job.............which is one of my fears.............we are slowing down, I am new, highly paid, he is looking at that, I mean, just got sent home today..........and my boss is a "flip-flopper", one day I am ok to do some things, then I get reamed and told I am not allowed to do the things I have been doing (numbing on faces of patients etc............) it goes on and on, the manager is the thorn, and I am still learning...............:upset:

It is not THAT bad, I am just SUPER sensitive w/ all that is going on all the time, and stress hits me hard................WILL not go out and get toasted over it................off to a noon meeting, the gym, and then a 6 and my 8 PM meetings..............need to be around safe people who enjoy my company...................not drunk!

Love you guys, off to have a fun, sober day................will probably be back as I have SO MUCH free time and this is my "home", all my buddies are here..............

Best, Cindi, uhm, who else....................how are you guys???

MA

[cowgal]

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off!

Off to my favorite AA meeting.......................still AF!! THANK GOD!!!:thanks:

Talk to you all later, love:l:h

MA

[brittzak]

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MA, I like the picture. How'd you do that? Your horse is so pretty.

More2..you finally get to see hubby..thank goodness...I am so happy for you.

Nibs, where are you?

[cowgal]

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well...............

LUV, for the pic, I went to signature and it allows you to load a picture................had a hard time though, since that pic was already on my profile, just had to delete it from there, then was easy.........you take a pic and have it on your desktop is the easiest way (it is handy to have a teenage boy, Zac, who is in the IT program at school!):H

I am up super early, going to the gym, a meeting, shopping at a friend's clothing shop (FUN, FUN and lots of free stuff!!!) Then maybe up to see the horses, THEN to sil's for a big family thing, taking my own car and going to an 8:15 pm meeting w/ sponsor...........growing fond of the meeting,it is a speaker meeting, which is easy, no pressure to say anything, and usually very entertaining, it is going to be a GREAT day!!

Love you guys!!:l:h:l

MA

[brittzak]

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GREAT MA...sounds like a wonderful day for you!!! Kids come in handy dont they....guess they are good for something..ha ha ha

[cowgal]

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AAUURRGH!

I hate Mondays, but at least I am not hungover, just going to go in, humbly accept what happens, help where I can and do the best I can................whatever happens happens, and I will try not to get upset or let my pride get hurt in the process.................(AA is getting through I think!)

Still cannot get my picture changed to be underneath my signature.............grrrrr.......and I want to load some pics onto my profile (the kids and the horses) and cannot do it................emailed the computer guy, but he hasn't gotten back to me yet so I am going to try to get Zac to do it.....................

MA

[Niblet]

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Hello everybody
Babybear thanks so much for sharing your life with us. You are such a blessing to have around. Congratulations on all your weightloss and all those AF days !! Yahoooooo You sound just amazing !
I havent' been on the computer in sooo long. It seems that the boys are either on the computer or the phone which is on the same line... ugggg.. and they say that girls are worse?? hmmm...

Tex, I'm so happy to have you back here right where you belong. I've missed you so much..
And More2 is headed to be with family again.. I don't know how you did it alone in a hotel room for 2 weeks !

Well, tonight I took a bunch of the tomatoes I froze from my garden.. Poured hot water over them while they were still frozen and the peels come right off... I love to use all the veggies I lovingly grew during the summer. I'll likely have plenty enough potatoes to finish off the winter with small ones for seed in the garden this summer. I didn't really can so much as freeze stuff... My new stove I bought has a ceramic top which will mark up with the canning pot, so I'll have to maybe do my canning out in the trailer this summer.

I just love that picture of you and your horse Cocoa MA... Just beautiful... I hope that work smooths out for you..

More2 thanks for reminding us all once again what a dear special person Bear was to us all.

Work seems to be ok for now... We'll see what the rest of the week brings. I really have fun at work and love the environment.

Sure do hope that it's a bit warmer in the morning because today we woke up to -30 Celcius !!!!
Hope everybody is well !!!
oh, and "Hello" Beaches !!! I saw that you stopped by.
Hugs, xxx

[brittzak]

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DAMN I was just posting my heart out to you all and lost the whole thing...I HATE that! HAHAHAHA Have a good Tuesday...I will be back later..

[cowgal]

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happy Tues

I hate when that happens LUV!! Write us all about it later when you have time..............today is my late day, go in at 8AM but there til?? Which could be 6-7 or so..........tonight is my home group meeting, then up for an early day tomorrow at 6:30-4 or so, YAWN!

Nibs, you sound good, hope work is going better.........................I noticed I had the right attitude and yesterday went well, where it could have gone south really easily many times!


Good to see you Beaches, will you make out Florida meet up?? I am hoping to.............forget where you are, in the keys I think??

love and hugs all,:l:h

MA

[cowgal]

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c'mon guys!

I hardly have any time to check in, but I guess you guys are busier than me..................got good news, am off on Friday YAY!!! Got to numb a face so am ok for that AGAIN...............Dr. Cognetta is out until next Monday so the next couple days will be a cakewalk..................boss is out too!! YAY, like I said.........................off to shower then to my meeting........

love you guys!!:h:l

MA

[toughintexas]

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I guess everyone is busy! I'm just checking in too! Glad you get a day off Friday MA, make the most of it! You deserve it! I'm fixing to go get a massage, and go to the grocery store, the cupboards are bare again! I have a crick in my neck, guess I've slept in too many different places lately! Hope everyone has a great day! Guess More2 is catching up with hubby after 2 wks alone! They are probably burning up the lounge chairs around the pool! Hope all is well with you Nibs! Where's Bird? Have I missed Bird posting? Luvbug, I have Iggy bird, an umbrella cockatoo, he's a hoot and a HOLLER! Has anyone heard anything from Cindi????? I'm really concerned about her, I thought she'd be here giving us all kinds of wonderful advice after rehab! The Cliff notes for us! Ok all, Lucky and everyone, love you guys!