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[Niblet]

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Oh, and I have to add, Gosh it sure is great to hear how awesome you are doing Tex !!! Yahooooooo for you !!! Sounds like you had yourselves a HOOT !

[cowgal]

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yeah!

TIT, you sound awesome!! I am so happy you had a nice dinner w/ the champagne and enjoyed it.....................makes me wonder if I would be able to do that w/ someone I truly loved, where I wouldn't be drinking to numb the pain......................?? Enjoy your "girl-trip"!! For today I am staying AF though...............off to my 8:15 AA meeting..................

Work is work, hard day today, slow one yesterday, which made it drag.............

Nibs, hope your work situation is better............as always great to see you!!!

LUV, Cindi(it is so good to see you............thanks for the kind thoughts!), TIT, More2...................and Bird.............anyone else I missed, much love coming your way!!!!:h:h:l

XOXOXO

MA

[greeneyes]

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Hey all, I'm in my robe already. I'm going to jump in bed and read. Just wanted to say hi - might have said more but TIT's post exhausted me:H:H

[toughintexas]

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Sorry Greeneyes! I pooped you out! I'm off to Colorado, so I'll check on you all next Monday! Everyone stay safe, and know you are in my prayers, and keep me in yours! Love you all!

[brittzak]

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Where the hell is Bird anyway!!!!! She hasn't checked in for awhile.....

[greeneyes]

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YES, TIT! all that running around! Phew!

What are you doing in Klamath Falls, more? Do you do anything with the blue green algae that comes from there (Cell Tech)?

Luvie, I went to the craft show Sunday! I was there from 11 till 1. Pretty empty people-wise. Did you get anything?

[cowgal]

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so sick!!

I am so over it................will fill you all in when I get time.................he is gone, kids are gone, I feel so alone, just (THANK GOD ) got off phone w/ aa friend, but they don't always answer phones....................off to bed, love,

MA:l:h

[Niblet]

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Hello everybody,
Well do you remember me saying that the wind was howling last night? We lost our power in the evening but it returned a couple hours later...
Today though the day started out nice and bright, but super windy !... Snow started and then pretty soon it was a total white out with wind gusts 60 miles per hour.... We ended up keeping all the kids and staff ... making supper (soup, sandwiches and juice)... such a short notice to have food for the kids that weren't able to go down the East Highway. (about 400 kids) 200 or so were able to leave... Anyhow I've nicely only been home about an hour and a half and I'm tuckered, but home safe. My nephew whos bus couldn't go onto St. Joes Island came home with us also. His Mom, my sister Vicky is stranded in Soo, MI and very relieved to hear where her son is safe and sound.
Seems we never have a dull week in our school lately, a lock-down last week and now we have this happen.
I ended up taking the back roads home as there was traffic stopped as far as the eye could see. I had to drive in 4x4 with my flashers because it was sometimes a white out... I do know of 3 seperate accidents, one of which involved 3 vehicles... I pray to God that it was just minor fender-benders and that all is well..
I hope that everybody has had a happy Humpy, as for this girl, I'm too tuckered for a "Happy-Humpy"
Night, Night, Hugs, xxx

[Niblet]

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Cowgal, I hope that you are ok...
I'm sending you strength and alot of love...
By the "kids are gone" is that a good thing?... sure hope so Hon... Take Care,xxx Stay strong.
We all here love you very much... feel our love.

[cowgal]

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he is out and drinking

He is out and drinking, I am avoiding the family night out tomorrow, so will look forward to anything to take my mind off of it............... be here, maybe a meeting hopefully not drinking............right now I feel like getting SMASHED!!! I am so upset..................g'night,

MA

[brittzak]

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MA....ok honey, so he is out drinking. You DO NOT want to follow in his foot steps. You have worked to damn hard. Plus, LOOK AT HIM....do you wanna be him????? HELL NO! He is slowly sucking the life out of you.....we see it ehre and I am sure this only touches the surface of how shitty you really feel. What are you hanging to? Is it worth your sanity and your life? Honey STUFF can be replaced...you can't!!!!!!!! I lvoe you...call me ANY TIME! PLEASE!!!!
Greenie, I was at the craftshow from 12-3. I bought some sauces, a sign to put by the pool, Brit got a few belts that are really cute, and a couple of others things we didn't need...HA HA HA

[cowgal]

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new day

I am determined to make today a good one..........................work was rough yesterday, then my evening was less than supportive.....................I am going to stay positive today!!! He is saying that if I don't go to dinner w/ him and his dad tonight, he will want a divorce, I think he is still drunk from last night, he is acting like it anyway, yelling at the kids and all. I have enough stress w/ work, bills, staying AF, now trying to start back up at school (which he "knows" I am going to drop out of............another complaint of his...................) I just really don't need this.................

Thanks for being there and letting me vent.................I will check in tonight if I can, he doesn't like me to be on my pc w/ my "cyber-friends", he says I care more about you all than I do for him, I told him you are more supportive than he is ALL the time....................you all and my AA friends.

Now, what to do about dinner.......................He is so childish making such threats, will talk to my sponsor about it...............really enjoy dinner (w/ the kids, not him and his fat gluttonistic drunk dad!! Thing is he is looking and acting more and more like his dad the older he gets, no wonder my mil divorced him...............abuse was her #1 reason, I see why now!)

love you guys!!

MA

[brittzak]

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Don't go, maybe you will get lucky and he will divorce you. Would be the best thing to ever happen to you. Tell him don't make promises he can't keep! You are dropping out of school????? I hope I misunderstand that.
All is good in my world. Gotta get my bathroom tub remodeled. Ity crakced right down the middle. OMG. So, I called and the repair is 5,500.00....to take out the old, replace all the wood and put in a new tub. Guess I could put one of the kids on ebay for sale...LOL (I better put NO REFUND) HA HA HA

[Niblet]

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Haa Haa Luv,
Cowgal, I agree 1000000000 % with Luv... Absolutely !!! Tell him "don't make any promises he can't keep".... Damn that was good !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yup !! Men honest to goodness do turn into their fathers often .... My hubby is showing some traits of being like his dad at times... Not happy about that... His father died very young, 46 from alcohol, smoking, overweight.... you name it... He was verbally not supportive and MIL kicked him out with seperation papers 2 years before he died.. My hubby doesn't smoke, but doesn't always hear me nor is as supportive as I think he should me ( I communicate this very well, we don't fight about it and he sees what I bring to light) he only drinks a couple times a week and rarely gets, "drunk" .. He is the kind of fella that would say, " I'm so hot in the sun I think I'll have a couple nice cold beers" and that is all he will have... But you are right they do sometime turn into their fathers in varying degrees in my lil' old opinion.
You know what you want ... go for it and don't let this loser slow down the train of progress for you.. You so deserve all that is amazing and good... I wish continuing strength with the will to go forward to reach all your goals. You can do this... Myself and hubby didn't have our usual "winey Wednesday" so we were AF all week. Tomorrow will be awesome !
Hugs, and alot of love to all, xxx

[cowgal]

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ok day

Had dinner just to "keep the peace"............yes I AM A WHIMP!!! FIL left early due to stomach problems, I left early too, showered and now have to be in to work at 6:45 AM instead of 8 as usual, but WILL be out at noon, YAY!!! Off to a meeting, lunch w/ a friend from AA, Ed, a guy who has been through it all!!! Then to the gym, pool, riding then again to my Friday night meeting...................I AM SOBER, so that is a good thing.

lots of love,

Thanks for the support, sorry I whimped out......................

MA