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[brittzak]

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Keep on pushing on Charly....you can do it. Read alot and post....go to chat if you are feeling very vulnerable....is how I got my first 30 days..i lived on ehre for the support.

[greeneyes]

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Aw, Bird. Poor guy. Hope a new feller is in the works.

Cowgal, we should have a race to see who gets out of our mess first. My divorce papers are filed and we live apart, but you have a job and are going to school! :H:H "And as summer comes to an end, they head neck & neck down the home stretch!!!!" :H:H I laugh but it isn't even feckin' funny. :H

[rubywillow]

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Hi, everyone. Trouble sleeping here, so I'm sort of drifting all over the computer tonight. One good thing, I've cleaned out my e-mail box!
Rubes

[cowgal]

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Wednesday!

Hey all, happy Eartday! I am all for it, nature lover, "tree hugged" as my dad used to say.........

Happy humpday too! Charlygirl, great job last night, keep doing what you are doing one day at a time and you will soon have 30 days! I am 1/2 way there and I KNOW you can do this!!we are all here for you!

Everyone have a good Wednesday, will check in at lunchtime.....

xoxoxo

Mary Anne

[spedteach]

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Ditto cowgal,
Happy Earth Day! Teaching kindergarten today and I just know 5 year olds are going to be into tree hugging.
Ran this morning, heading east, saw the crescent moon with Venus right next to it. As I ran the moon eclipsed Venus. So cool to see, I love to be out by myself early in the morning.
Nibs, sorry about your trees and Bird sorry about your rooster. My trees are like pets to me. I have 2 big ash trees in my front yard that I remember bringing home in the trunk of my car and planting with my sons about 20 years ago. I look at them and think of my boys and know how important nurturing is for all living things. Whoa, sounding a little new age here but after all, ITS EARTH DAY!!!
Here's to not drinking all...for me not even a drop (thank you antabuse).
Actually thanks to all of you fellow af travelers...the trip can only get better.
sped

[brittzak]

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Everyone sounds good today! Greenie you and Cowgal have good things coming. i think you have both earned angel wings for putting up with your fellas. Maybe even a halo...LOL

Sped...glad you are still with us and doign so good. Enjoy the lil ones today.

[CHARLYGIRL]

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i'm in--AF day 5 doing well working tonite-went to gym today-had lunch at a park instead of a bar. have a great evening

[brittzak]

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I am freaking pissed tonight! Ex is supposed to get the kids on Wednesday nights, but he gets them when it fits his freaking schedule....so when is he getting them..TOMORROW night...normally, I am pretty flexible, but this time I am pissed. He is the most selfish person I know. tomorrow is Billy's 3 year death anniversary..and I will be home alone. Real nice..thanks..butt munch! So, making plans to busy myself. But, would have been nice to have my kids...ok done whinning now.

[greeneyes]

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Can't you tell him "NO" ?

[cowgal]

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Yeah really.....

LUV you should have some say in this, right???

Hang in there.

I drank last night AGAIN.....I got "advised not to wear cologne/perfume" yesterday......... Others do but I got the greif.........my manager has it out for me......I will be suprisedif I am still employed after my 6 months, which is just a few weeks away.......that is why I drank last night, am just frustrated and feel singled putt and personallly picked on...... I am not allowed to talk to patients, get told at both reviews how poorly I am doing.........sorry to be so depressing this am, but this is how I feel.........

Love you all,

xoxoxo

Mary Anne

[greeneyes]

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MA, I hate how this job is making you feel. Thank goodness you're going to school. MA just keep doing your best so you feel good about yourself. That's what's most important. I can see why you love the freedom of riding. :h Hang in there and smile anyway!

Luvie, thinking of you today! :h

[cowgal]

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Hey

I am bored out oft mind here, doc left at 10am for meeting and we have no patients the rest of the day..........just paperwork so she doesn't have to send us all home( I guess I am thankful for that so my paycheck won' t suck TOO bad)

Thanks Greeneyes, yeah this job is rough on me, but I am really hoping to keep it, as it is better than nothing.........been there and that sucks!!!!

Mary Anne

[Niblet]

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Hello everybody and a warm welcome to our newcomer "Charly"... Yippeeee !!!! for you !
Cowgal your boss would likely get along just wonderful with my darn boss... some days she is awesome and the WHAM !!! What out because she'll stab you. I'm so glad that you are going to school and perhaps that could be why your boss is treating you so darn cruddy.... hmmm... maybe that's why?

Well, today we had a code green lock-down at the school which just keeps all staff and students in the building with the doors locked... Apparently from what I gather a janitor that is employed at our school came unglued in his home with a situation pertaining to his shift at work last night?... I know very little and will fill ya'll in when I hear more. The OPP tactical unit is on the case at this time. We were all allowed to leave the building at the end of the day because from what I gather he is holding up at his residence...??? I know the fella and have made small talk with him. He seems ok to me although none of the caretakers can stand him as he is a S#$!T disturber.

Luv, how is it that 3 years have pasted since Billys death?.. Keep his warm memories close to your heart and know that we all love you xxx

Bird, how horrible that your precious rooster was mauled to death... soooo sad.. Please express my condolences to your girls. I'll be happy to hear when all the eggs hatch. How long have the hens been sitting on the eggs now?

Well, this Saturday we all have to work from 1-7 because of a big dinner we put on every spring. It's call the "Spring Folly" that has people from all over Canada spending the whole weekend at the school... They have bands and use of all rooms, the P.A. etc...
Tomorrow will be another early 5:30 wake-up call for me...

Tonight our boys have a friend over for band practice. I'll have to dig out my earplugs later on I suppose. Right now I have dough rising for homemade pizza... I'll sleep quick tonight !

Thank-You for all your kind words and understanding pertaining to my spruce trees in the front lawn... It'll take some getting used to that's for sure.

Take Good care everybody, Hugs xxx

[cowgal]

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AAAURRGH!

I just got done w/ work, Nibs, your work sounds dangerous, hope it all gets ironed out.............

Still feeling for you Bird, I love our chickens, they are out there crowing like crazy right now, we have a guinea hen, the noisiest thing you could ever want, it is the "alarm" and if it feels endangered it makes such a ruckus you can't stand it!! The sweetest little rooster (a mini) and a funny Silky one, w/ a tuft on his head, the kids make fun of him all the time.............they fight sometimes, but pretty much get along ok............................

Bringing the horses home tomorrow (per Mike last night, but he was drunk) I had 2 beers and w/ the new Lexapro (anti-anxiety/antidepressant) I feel like CRAP today, so that will deter me from drinking anymore that is for sure!!

We have dinner w/ FIL tonight, and I am thinking of blowing it off, I really feel that bad...............:upset:

More2, I miss Palm trees, we had tons of really cool ones in Palm Beach, just have oaks and dogwoods here, maybe some day if and when I leave (but cannot afford to take the horses there) I would go back......................oh well...................

lots of love, :l:h:l

MA

[brittzak]

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Hi all....glad you made it through the day MA. AD and AL do not mix...I know from experience. Hope you feel better tomorrow.

Nibs you have sure been working alot. When do ya open camp for the spring there? I know you have to be more than ready. Yes, it has been three years today...time does really fly.

More2...have fun on the run/walk..sounds nice.

I am fine tonight...gonna grill and watch a movie in a bit with a friend...LUVUALL