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[brittzak]

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GREENIE....geez how ya gonna be a cowgirl? I was wondering what the heel barrel rolling was...I was thinking that is something the clown rodeas do...roll the barrel around and yeah, I would fall and bust my face.
MA...no worries honey, I dont see me and Greenie hoping a horse and rodeoing any time soon. I haven't ridden in YEARS!!!! I really don't have a desire to own a horse. I would like a miniature donkey though.

[cowgal]

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Feeling like CRAP!

Someone a while ago asked how I am feeling, for some reason my back has started hurting on top of my mouth... Probably working with a skeleton crew ( I mean WAY understaffed this week!) did not stop all week, and just found out I am not off every other Fri..... Not very mentally motivating, was the only perk the place had going for it...

Just had to get that offy chest, not feeling good right now. Gotta go in now ........... BLAH!!!

MA

[greeneyes]

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MA, I'm sorry. :l:l:l Try to find your happy thought.

[cowgal]

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Ok

I feel better that I caught a nap, I guess 1/2 days on Fri. Is a bonus, but man we work well over 40 hours for that!

I am off to Zac's assembly ( at Florida State Univesity ) he got a "scholarship" to a marine biology summer camp, which he TOTALLY loved, following my dreams!!!! The other night while camping out and in the middle of the night took a boat out(with their counselor) and saw flourescent plakton..... Zac said he put his foot in the ocean and it started glowing!!!! How cool is that????

Next chapter is canoeing and kayaking down every river in the area......David and him LOVED it every time they have gone........

Feeling a little better, except my back, but it IS making me forget about my mouth!!!! I am going to an AA meeting tonight, hope I don't drink afterwards, which I have done a million times......... If so, come Monday I have promised myself to get alot of AF time under my belt..........gotta get off this roller coaster!

Did I tell you all I got my car back??? Getting in and driving for the first time.......I bawled!!! Was scary!!!!!


XOXO

MA

[tara1]

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I am going to try again ......its crucial I succeed ...this is day1....

[Cinders]

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MA, Good on your son. I remember the first time I saw the plankton that glowed. It was awesome. It was the pillow. It glowed in the dark and I was laying there thinking, "am i tripping?" LOL I was not. It is plankton that glows. Whew!!

Tara, You can do this. We will be here for you.

Love,
Cindi

[greeneyes]

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MA, that is very cool! I had being a marine biologist in my mind, but math was a roadblock for me. MA, who do you drink with after AA? Them? Or by yourself? Is it a trigger? Need a new group? There is no judgement here whatsoever (having thrown up in the parking lot just after a meeting) I'm just curious as to how you can better avoid the pompt. I really want you to get back on the wagon. :l Hey, do some deep breathing in the car, girlfriend.

Tara, do keep trying. Anything we can do to help?

[brittzak]

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Tara, welcome to our little group here. Glad you found us.

MA, really cool about Zac. I hope you have a good weekend.
Cindi/Greenie... Happy Saturday
I have no big plans today. For some reason I am very tired today. I may go lay back down.

[spedteach]

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Hey all,
I'm in california visiting my sons. Swear to god everyone is drinking wine out here. Even when we went out to breakfast this morning, there were people drinking bloody marys. Am holding my own, have had a couple of glasses but just need to take some antabuse tonight and be done with it.
Trying hit an AA meeting every couple of days but LA is not the easiest place for me to navigate.
Driving back to NM on Tues.
MA..marine biology..what a great thing to study. I've got 2 kids in biochemistry.
Welcome Tara. Hang in there. Physically things get better. For me emotionally things can get tougher but that's just my stuff coming out, unnumbed.
Later,
sped

[CS04]

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Cowgal, I'll be with ya on Monday!

[brittzak]

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Sped,
It is common for everyone to suffer emotionally for awhile. Most of us use alcohol to NUMB. FEELING life can be a tad unpleasant at first. But, it sure beats hugging the toilet day after day. (at least in my case) I am not missing that at all. Once your mind clears and you start dealing with life constructively, it won't seem so "BIG". You will see. You hang in there and keep sharing with us.
CS04..I hope you are joining us. Good to see ya here girl.

[cowgal]

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Hi!!!!

Did drink last night, but only 2 and alone, mostly I think due to apprehesion of how Mike will be......

AF still today and intend to stay that way no matter how butthead is

XOXO

MA

[cowgal]

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By the way

Welcome to tara :welcomedo I have that right???) a d good to see you spedteach, you sound great!!Talk to you all later.

Much love,

MA

[brittzak]

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Well crap just heard dryer stop so guess that means I have to fold laundry...I hate doing laundry too. Happy Sunday everyone.

[brittzak]

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Where is everyone this week? MA???? You haven't checked in, what is going on...