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[brittzak]

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Organic

I think that is organic..LOL What happens Thursday? Did I miss somethin? Your divorce final?????
Not much new in my world. Zak is now sick. I am still coughing. I have a fun weekend planned. I can't wait for that. Going to Virginia. Girls weekend away...yipppppeeee.

[greeneyes]

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It's a hearing and finality is a hopeful possibility.

[cowgal]

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Hoping

I am hoping for only the BEST for you Greenie!! And LUV have fun in VA, will be driving through there next Friday or Sat..........................I think VA and West VA are GOD'S COUNTRY!!! Beautiful area up there!! (then again, so is PA, cannot wait to go to the cabin up there, heard it is cool................gonna be weird packing warm clothes!):H:H

lots of love you guys!! I will be thinkin about ya on Thurs, Greenie!

XOXO:l:h

MA

[Niblet]

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Hello everybody, my computer has been constipated and working sooooooo slow lately !!!
It's hardly worth the aggervation to even sit in front of it knowing that a half hour will pass before even opening a single window... gosh and then all the emails have to download automatically with most of them title things like "pump her all night long like a stallion".... geez !!!
Well, I'm lazy today and am happy to touch base with you all even if it means waiting and waiting.
So, bird stopped by... wow, I've missed that gal !
Cowgal, my co-workers are all very dark and depressing people to be around too... It sucks that whenever anything atall goes wrong you are the target eh? Yup, I know how you must feel. Although I still have a month off I think of it.
Well, on August the first hubby and I will be headed to Kentucky !!! First of all we will go to Indiana to stay at friends and then travel with them to Loiseville and see the Horse Park... I cannot wait !!! We'll take about 6 days total. On the way home we will go to Cabellas which is an outdoor type store.
Oh, yesterday I went to my own doctor and all went well... When I told her about the other doctor telling me to drastically cut back on starches including whole grains etc, she was shocked and told me to continue eating all the whole grains that I do so much love... It was hard not to eat dempster wholegrain bread, brown rice, whole wheat pasta and lentils.... I was living on yogurt, salad, cheese, meat , broccoli, yellow and green beans. Gosh, food began to be a chore to prepare and plan... boring too. I was barely awake this morning and I said, "I can eat grains again"... Haaa !! Haaaa !!! My doctor couldn't even figure out why the temp doctor would have me reduce all these healthy foods. I'm certainly not overweight or have allergies... I've been taking that prescription now for almost 3 weeks for my fungi toenails with no side effect that I can see.... Tomorrow I have to go in for bloodwork to make sure my levels are ok in my liver as well as have colesterol and thyroid checked...
Greenie, I'm sending you possitive vibes as you so deserve to close that door and lock it.
Happy safe travels Luv and I hope that you and Zak are feeling better...
Hugs and be well everybody, xxx
Well I'll press "Post Quick Reply" knowing it will take atleast 10 min... Haa !! Haaa !!

[cowgal]

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how'd it go??

Greenie, how did it go yesterday??! I am off today and just wanted to check in before I get out and about..........................good to see ya NIBS!! Sorry about the computer, slow dial-up sucks! I was going to ask you to email me another good pic of your horse, I finished TIT's illustration of her baby, want to mail it to her, but she hasn't replied when I asked for her address a month or so ago..................hope she is ok......................

When you pc is better, please send me a good pic, so I can start working on some art for you.................it helps me to do it, so I would appreciate the therapy!:thanks:

lots of love everyone, check in later, going to totally enjoy the day.....................


MA:l

[greeneyes]

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MA, it bombed out at the last minute. I didn't get a divorce and I snatched his arse from the jaws of jail. I'm disappointed but just keep on moving forward. I'm doing the best I can. So, back to waiting. But I will live my life happily while doing so. I have to do some financial satements and get back on the docket. Just a blip I hope.

[cowgal]

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sorry

I am sure this is just a "blip" as you said, in the entire scheme of things...............this too shall pass..................

I am saying that alot, in good and bad situations:h...................

love ya!!:l:l:l MA

[cowgal]

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hey all!

Just up and awake at 3:30~ Mike is not home, not worried, he has done this alot lately, but am thinking alot......................hope all is well everywhere else, just wanted to say something here, get some positive feedback from someone...................I know, I know, I know.................I should leave, this is yet another sign of "why not"??

lots of love,:l:h

MA

[Cinders]

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Hi, MA,

I am up early, too. I don't like it!!

Hope you are doing okay.

Love,
Cindi

[cowgal]

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ok

I am ok, not drinking.....thank God for good books and tv!

MA

[greeneyes]

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Wow, I though I was up early a bit before 6! MA, your comment about not drinking made me shudder because there WAS a time that dirnking at that time was not unusual. I am so thankful to not be in that awful place. I got up and stood barefoot in the cool damp grass and watched the sunrise and lisened to the bird symphony.

Morning Cindi!

MA, I feel for you being in limbo like that. How big is your fear of the unknown without him compared to year after year of the same stuff with him? I am thrilled for you going on a trip and I think your time with Sherry will be life altering. Seriously. :l

Everybody have a good one. I guess for three of us it'll be long anyway :H

[cowgal]

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Yeah

Greenie, I cannot wait to get together w/ her..........about the fear thing, I don't know if I just haven't TRIED hard enough to think about it yet? If that makes any sense!? I will be ok, that is what I know TODAY..... Just focussing on that is all I need today......plan to go to the gym when it opens(no to 10!) then, weather permitting, riding w/ a friend(if not, movies again???? Saw harry potter yesterday) but will be tired as CRAP tonight.......all I am trying to think about......

Bored, but reading so that is ok.

Love,

MA

[brittzak]

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I am back from a meet up in Virgina with Mags, Simeybear, Wally22, YoungatHeart, and Janie...WOW. That is all I can say. Meeting people from here is so nice. Until now the only other person I had met was Greenie. It is so nice. We had such a wonderful time. I am definately going to the meet ups from now on. We laughed and laughed.
MA...it is so good to hear the chirp back in you. I am just so happy. I love you!!!!!!
Greenie...I know you are ready to get divocred but you did the right thing. You would have been sick with worry if he were sitting in jail. He may deserve it, but that is besides the point really. You are a good person, so just do what you feel is right. HUGS!

[brightlite]

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Brittzak,

Are you all in Virginia? Where was your meetup?

[brittzak]

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Oh no Brightlite. We are from all over. I live in South Carolina. Those of us that met up have been here a couple of years and have talked a good while now and were ready to meet, so we picked a location and some flew in and some drove in. There have been a few meet ups of folks from here. All of them have been wonderful experiences. It is nice to put a face with a name. We share so much of ouselves here. When I came ehre I was such a damn mess...these ladies have heard a awful lot of my trials over the past couple of years. They have talked me through many hangovers, many drunken days, many depressed days...now to meet up when I am AF due in a big part to their constant support...very nice...very nice!!!!! I LOOK FORWARD TO MEETING MORE PEOPLE FROM HERE.