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[cowgal]

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glad and freakng!!!

Glad for you TIT, but I am totally creaking out as my boss just told me I ha e to meet w/ personnel director today after 1!!!!!!! I am in NO WAY ready, I told her that........ And Greenie, Fl has this law that definitely they can fire me for not liking the earrings I have in... I don't have time to prepare or research or anything... Really feel like I am. Being set up!!?!?! Oh well, lots of prayers, will post you when I get a chance, gotta go NOW!!!

MA

[brittzak]

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I am getting my hair done too!!! MAn we must all be walking around ugly right now..LOL Mine needs cut BAD and dyed!!! I look like a skunk...HA HA HA

[cowgal]

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No way!

I KNOW he would not tell anyone here, knows Dr C. and told me he really doesn't care for him, we are pretty close, I have actually gone to Vegas and a Dallas meeting trip w/ him, actually had a few beers w/ him, he was very suprised to learn I had a problem....... Gave me the baclofen as soon as I showed him the Dr Ameison article and told him I already tried campral and naltrexone like him and both didn't work....... I love him (as a doctor I mean,and friend)

Getting ready for my meeting, we are still busy though and he was supposed to be gone by noon( dr c )!?!?

Was supposed to be a light day?!?!

MA

[cowgal]

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No way!

I KNOW he would not tell anyone here, knows Dr C. and told me he really doesn't care for him, we are pretty close, I have actually gone to Vegas and a Dallas meeting trip w/ him, actually had a few beers w/ him, he was very suprised to learn I had a problem....... Gave me the baclofen as soon as I showed him the Dr Ameison article and told him I already tried campral and naltrexone like him and both didn't work....... I love him (as a doctor I mean,and friend)

Getting ready for my meeting, we are still busy though and he was supposed to be gone by noon( dr c )!?!?

Was supposed to be a light day?!?!

MA

[cowgal]

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relieved!!

Basically had a pep talk w/ personnel director, my boss gave me tomorrow off once she looked at the schedule, so I am very relieved today...................will stick it out, she said he likes me, thinks I am a wonderful person, just was a little disappointed because when he hired me he thought I had more clinical experience, she explained to him my experience etc, so he is ok w/ that, will be patient, he was pretty nice to me today, and I am grateful for making so much $$ as an LPN, they usually make ALOT less than what they pay me..................

out to dinner, going for chinese, my BIL and SIL are in town from Oxford, MS, I love them dearly and miss them, she is super nice, he is in AA sober for 20 years now, so will sit next to them and chat, can't wait, I am all dressed up and ready to go...............look pretty good for a 46 year old!!! :H:H:H

love you guys, thanks for listening to me worry and gripe so much, what a difference a nice pep talk/positive meeting does for you , huh!!??:l:h

MA

[greeneyes]

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MA, I'm SO pleased you feel better from that positive meeting.

I went to Home Depot to get 4 paving stones. An hour and a half later, I'm now home with no stones and an injured pigeon I found in a box. Geez.

[cowgal]

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so glad

Mostly relieved, I realized today that I am bringing the weight of the world, all my problems, (drinking, Mike, the boys, my worries etc) to work instead of leaving them at the door, or home.................will function much better(and DO) when I am living in the moment, day, hour etc, I had been doing that, as I have been reading (which I am starting to reread again) The power of now and practicing the power of now, both by Eckart Tolle (don't know if I spelled his name right!!???) It had been helping, something else I haven't done since leaving for my trip, why things got worse and I drank I think...........................

anyway, off to sleep, gotta take Zac to school at 7AM for orientation, then to my office to give someone a birthday card, and a few thank you cards out....................feeling TRULY grateful to my boss for talking to me yesterday, I really have no hatred towards her now.............GOD IS working in my life in SOOOOOOOOOOO many ways, man it is cool!!!!

Love you guys!!!!:h:h

MA

[Cinders]

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Hi,

I have read the last few pages and I am exhausted.

TIT, I love my girl with all my heart and soul. She and I are best friends. She has had a hard time talking to me until lately because of my drinking. She sobered up a year ago and has worked hard to stay that way. She is thrilled I am sober today. BUT, she never, ever, ever ignored me, tried to hurt me or threatened me. EVER. and she had every right to be hellaciously angry with me. Oh, and I don't give her lots of stuff, either, and she won't take money from me to help with bills, etc. I do know if my girl had done to me what yours has done, I would be bereft. Completely. I am like Greenie, WTF?? I am pissed off at your girl. I am not easily pissed off.

MA, I am grateful you have gotten a bit of reprieve with work. I don't usually give advice about marriages and family but I do want to say that you really MUST get your life back in balance. You must. Or you will continue to drink. You cannot sober up and be as unhappy as you are. The drinking is hard to quit in the best of times, in your situation, it will be almost impossible unless you start taking actions that lead you into a better situation.

Love to all.

Hi Nibs and Bird!!

Love,
Cindi

[toughintexas]

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Cindi, thanks, its good to hear that I'm not the only one confused and hurt by her. Greenie, I love it, WTF is right! LOL More2 is always understanding and tells it like it is to me too, that's what is so great about this place! MA, I'm so glad things worked out at work, and I know God is good, and if you walk in Faith, it'll be ok, we need to all remember that everyday, He does want us healed to, I truly believe that! Got my hair red and blonde, it looks human again! Love you guys tons!

[greeneyes]

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more2life;697909 wrote: What???? you dyed your hair red and blond? I go to great lengths to make sure they don't put anything on my hair to pop out the natural red. Funny, we are all on the same hair schedule.

:H yeah, I'm cutting mine this AM too. I'm too lazy to color. People are amazed at how good I look when I tell them I'm 73! :H:H:H

[chevyboy]

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me to day thirteen im in

[greeneyes]

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Wonderful chevyboy! Welcome aboard! Gread job on your double digits! Almost 2 weeks!

[cowgal]

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Funny!!

I am thinking of getting mine cut this weekend too!! Chevy, welcome!!:goodjob: day 13 is great!! Keep us posted as to how it is going........ I am day 5, started baclofen and feeling pretty confident.

Thanks all for the support and love:thanks:

XOXO

MA

[brittzak]

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MA...hugs honey. I was so nervous all day yesterday. I thought they were setting you up. I felt like crying really. I said dang...she really needs a break God. He must've heard all of us!!!!

[brittzak]

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Welcome Chevyboy!!!