OH Bootsie, Sorry to hear you had surgery...I hope you have a speedy recovery. Hop back on the wagon...don't mix those pain meds with alcohol for sure...you will be lopp to loop. I need a pedicure too. I broke my toenail yesterday...hit my toe so hard...I almost cried. rolled on floor and all...lol...in the middle of the night...I hate that! I am 7 weeks today sobber! YEAH!
Had to rush Mama to ER yesterday...she was vomiting uncontrolably...I haven't shared inawhile, because I don't want to bore you guys with day to day stuff, but she is so sick guys...and we STILL haven't even started chemo yet....she weighs 99lbs now!!!! Has now lost from 128 to 99....she is dying....I have accepted that, but it kills me to see her suffer and she is suffering. I stay VERY positive in front of her...if I feel I have to cry a minute I go outside...I do not want her to see me. I don't want her to give up, I told her we don't give up hope til there is no hope and there is hope until the day she dies! Because the only one that KNOWS is God! I truly feel that too. Miracles can happen. I am realistic, but hopeful too and grateful that God at least gave me the time to care for her.
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