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[hereatlast]

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hi everyone had a fantastic break but did not stay af soo disapointed but nothing bad happened fantastic hotel at boughton on the water in the cotswolds got back to the still damp house waiting for all the work to be started but got to dry out first ( the house not me !!) i dont know what to do about me im not drinking alot but want to go backto af got to go back to work next week god i am dreading that i feel so down at the moment i was doing so well

[Guest]

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Oh Here, I am sorry you are down....welcome home. Maybe getting back in the grove of things will help? Do you think??? Try to get on more and read alot and post...are you taking the supps?

[Niblet]

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WELCOME back Bear... You must make an awesome Grampa for the lil' fella to want you closer to him. That's heart tuggin' stuff.. Glad Mrs. Bear had a wonderful birthday !!
Hereatlast, these tough times are here for us all so that the good times are shear bliss... I hope that tomorrow brings a wonderful day for you
Hugs to everybody, ONWARD !!! Your ~Niblet~

[toughintexas]

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Wow everyone, this weekend has brought many ups, and downs it seems, just trying to catch up on posts myself! Luv, you are an inspiration, hereatlast, been there too, you'll be back on track tomorrow, just focus and remember how good it felt to not feel bad....Bear, so glad you are back, missed ya, glad you had a great birthday visit, sober too, I'm sure your grandsons want you to live close, I'm betting you are one heck of a granddad! And geeezzz, where'd that 3 yr old get those wild genes!?!.... Austin Texas....whew...what fun!....Hope you son makes it home to W. Texas a-ok! To everyone, glad each of you are here, we all need each other, tons!

[Guest]

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where were you Texastough? think we will hear tomorrow? will be thinking of you...lot of love..

[Guest]

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Sitting here drinking coffee, my little Shitzu is in heat...so, my friends Shitzu came to visit....OH I hope we have little Shitz's running everywhere in a few months. They are the cutest puppies you have ever seen. Her first litter was born a week after Billy died and all but one died. I was so damned depressed I didn't tend to her like I should have and help her with her first litter and poor thing didn't know anything. Only one made it. This time though, I got her back! I am ready...she is a really tiny puppy. She had 5 though and I was shocked. They were so cute! Mama said she needs...see what I say..NEEDs one. LOL I like Shitz's because even though they have all this hair...they don't shed. Little balls of fur that doesn't fall out and mess up my house...YEAH!
Zak loved his bunny. Named it Sherriff..where do they come up with names? UGLY! Now Brit wants 2 and name them Bonne and Clyde...who is the rebel? Just like her Mama...bless her heart! Well, guess I better get ready for work. They like to eat...so they tell me...LOL

[MDBiker]

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Hello guys, I made it through another day. Hope all of you are doing well.
bear

[morrison]

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I'm gonna come back to this. After my drinking binge. I need to come back, and I love you guys. Sucks starting over, but I'm gonna do it. Thanks for being there for me, and I swear, I'm gonna be there for you.

[Guest]

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Welcome back Morrison....we really aren't 30 days AF anymore...we have really become more "30 We Got Your Back" we just get on here everyday and chit chat with each other...sometimes we don't say a dang thing about drinking...might talk about our kids, grandkids (some of us) floweres, the weather, coffee, whatever strikes you...WHATEVER...gets you through the day and helps you to moderate or stay AF..whatever your goal is. We're just trying to stay out of trouble and stay healthy. So, what is your goal? Mine is AF, only because I have trief mods 100 times and each time ended up drunk on my hinny AGAIN, so had to start over again...so gave in and went AF...with help from supps and my best friend Topaline...LOL So, drop in every day and get your daily dose of support real quick and boost up for the day...we love you too!

[morrison]

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Luv, thank you. I'm listening to this song right now that my cousin turned me on to. He is in the Middle East right now, in the midst of all that bullshit. I don't know what I would do if he died. I read what people have went through on this board. I want to help them, and it hurts my heart that I can't What went wrong along the way? What the hell happened? I want to get back and be there for you. You have gone through so much, and I"m crying over nothing. Tomorrow starts day 1 again. For real.

[Guest]

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We certainly have sensitive hearts don't we? We may drink to much dang it, but NO one can say we aren't real! We are all some of the most caring, loving people I have ever seen in my life. Sometimes I just type and cry and read and cry....we really are good people. We just have a common problem...just putting our best foot forward and trying our best to overcome it!

[Niblet]

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Great to have you back Morrison, I've never experienced this type of support ever in my life and feel blessed every morning when I wake up I can come on here and be totally understood... This is truely a first for me. We are enjoying the second day of rain, so Mom Nature if taking care of all my watering jobs in the garden.... Luv, I'm just curious, will you continue taking Topa longterm, or lower it ? I'm so proud of you making AF your goal... You are doing it !
Have you heard your good news yet Toughintexas ? I've been thinking about you....
And I've been meaning to tell you Bear, I sometimes take our sons' bike for a ride. He is 14 and has a pocket bike that is powered by a chainsaw motor.. It is a hoot... I'm comfortable on the lil' thing cause I'm short. I get laughed at but it's a hoot !!!
Good Night All, Take care everybody and enjoy your Tuesday ! ~Niblet~

[MDBiker]

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MORRISON Welcome back.:welcome: I really did mean it when I said I like your ranting... not that I like you drinking, but even then it is pretty good stuff. I think you bring character to your avatar. I am glad to have you as a member of our family.

Luv, I don't want to get too mushy here so I PM'd you. You keep me sane.

Niblet, you lift me up, I mean you inspire me and make me happy and give me warm feeling. I thank you for that. I am glad you are here too.
Isn't Tuesday day 50 for you? :goodjob:

Tex, we need to hear something from those stuck up Dr.'s now. What are they doing out there. It is enough to make a man crazy. Tex, you remind me of me, and you make me laugh. As as matter of fact you all bring out these emotions I have not messed with in a while. Tex, I am still praying for you and your safety.

I really am glad everyone is here. :thanks:
Thank you all
bear

[Guest]

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Niblet, honestly haven't even thought about not coming off the Topa...hasn't even been 60 days yet, so I guess I will just see what the doc says. I buy it online because it is so much cheaper, but I follow up with a doctor. You do have to dwindle down when you come off...I will let you know when I find out.

[bootcampbarbie]

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hello everyone. i was out and about today going very slowly since surgery. and luv luv luv bucket, how are you? i had to wean myself off those pain meds as i didn't want to then become addicted to them. so i have a funny little story for you. well, i thought it was funny but then i have a very wicked sense of humor. and if there is one thing that we drinkers tend to share at least is a sense of humor and huge gigantic big big big hearts. okay, well it wasn't a funny story yesterday at the time but it is today. yesterday, i decided that i needed no matter what to not take anymore pain pills. now i'm still in a lot of pain from rotator cuff surgery and i have like 2 bottles of pain pills left but i have alot of work to do this week. and yesterday, i needed to show a client a few real estate properties. so, here bootsie goes, slowly she gets herself dressed and out she goes to show props to clients. now normally, boots doesn't pay attention to what people are thinking in their heads although when i look at them i can tell as i suppose most can or maybe i am just blessed or cursed with seeing their thought bubbles. but i usually tune it out.but nooooooooooo. see i'm in so much pain that i simply can't seem to focus on the tune out game i do. so here i am showing props to my fella client who is a pleasant guy, cept everytime i look at him he's got all these fantasy pictures of me in his little thought bubble in his head of yeah you guessed it. things i'd like to do to bootsy. oh my gawd. in full on x rated video thought bubbles. gross gross gross well, see bootsy is not feeling well, cuz she had surgery and the pain thing and no pain pills and then i keep trying to avoid looking at him cuz i know he's fantacizing about me and i can't tune him out. and then the damndest thing happens. bootsy becomes physically ill.now, luckily for mr client, i pulled car over, jump out and threw up all over the sidewalk. and then i told him i just have to take you back to your car. i can't do this anymore today. and quite frankly i don't know that i can look at said client again without either a. becoming sick to stomach or b. laughing hysterically. i'm sure once i'm feeling better and no pain i'll be fine but well, it does give new meaning to the term. "you make me sick to my stomach." anyway, thought that would either shock you or crack you up but i swear true and sober story for a sunday. should have dropped the fella off at church and told him to say a few prayers. really, now. i'm selling real estate here. there are no side deals. lol okay, pain pain is my new best buddy. but i can't take aspirin either. so, i'm going to beddy by. and looking forward to sober tuesday. nice ring to it. and i think i will avoid ogglers this week til i don't feel like lame bootcampbarbie. lol