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[MDBiker]

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I actually think Barbie and More2 are closest. I look like a big old cuddly lumberjack. Lol I at one time looked like a lumberjack, and then I put on about 50 pounds. Now I look more like Babe than Paul. (he he) Actually you can see my pic if you will click on MDBiker. I posted it in the photo area. It is one I took when I went to get the sportster in Austin. I keep meaning to subscribe so I can post some pics and support RJ/MWO, but I keep getting busy and not doing it. Now, do y'all want me to post what I picture you to look like? :xxx:

I have had a long day, sorry I am so late posting. I was sick again last night and got very little sleep. I do feel absolutely better now so I should get some sleep tonight. I saw my Psy today and we talked about my alcohol intake and the drugs I am taking. I thought I was telling him like it is; but it seems I keep holding back facts. As we go along I throw in a few more facts about my drinking. I don?t know why I do that. Maybe the fact is that no one knows that much about me and my drinking; it is personal. I have kept it a secret for so long it is hard to let go. I think I have buried things about my drinking even I do not remember.

Good job hereatlast on the 8 days. :clapclap:

More2, I am glad you are feeling better.

Rambo, good job on the 6 days.:clapclap:

Luv, you sound like life is good, and knowing what you are dealing with, I am proud for you.

I hope everyone has a great Thursday

Luv you all
:groupluv:
Bear

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I had pictures of myself...I think most of you couldn't see though...

[Guest]

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Let's hear it Bear...what do you think we look like????

[MDBiker]

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It's that subscriber thing Luv.

How are you doing today? I am feeling better; I have my happy back!!!

I hope everyone vistiting is having a good day.

bear

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I know Bear...I look just like Cindy Crawford!!! We could be twins!!!!

Glad you feel better. I was wondering where you were. I thought I was gonna have to send out a red alert for you...LOL

[Niblet]

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Hi Guys!! My computer completely crashed 2 days ago for no reason atall... CONGRATULATIONS BEAR !!! I'M SOOO GOSH DARN PROUD OF YOU !!! We called our computer friend and he hasn't gotten back to us... Last night we lost our power and while walking by the computer, I thought what to heck... It's back working !! 5 programs automatically installed ... Our friend may have something to do with that? He has access to our passwords etc... Not really sure... Prayers do work...Not sure what happened, but I like it !! I've been just wanted to get you guys a message that all is ok in Niblet land and that I'm not off on a bender.. This weekend is the camp wedding so I'll be away for a couple days !! You guys are all doing so great !!
I absolutely LOVE ponds in flower yards ! Luv you are going to finds many many hours of enjoyment creating it and then enjoying it ! Does Cindy Crawford garden ? Tee !! Heee !! Maybe she should because if she wants to be YOUR twin she had best get out the gardening gloves ! Hereatlast you are doing so great ! Tex, yeah, my Qhorse gelding is actually due to be wormed at the end of June.. Does your company deliver outside of the US? Also at one time while I was still riding and showing him I had him on a supplement (flex-again) I'm guessing it had maybe glucomsomine etc.. Worked really great and didn't hurt his vital organs.. I cannot wait until Hubby gets home to find our computer working again !! He's gonna be a happy fella !! Just soooo good to touch base and I don't think that I welcomed our Cindi yet so " WELCOME Cindi to our group, we are so happy to have you and hope you enjoy all you experiences here" Hugs and smiles, ~Niblet~

[MDBiker]

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Niblet, I saw you posted on the other thread. I really am glad you are ok. We were wondering what happened.
bear

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WELL....SHOT FIRE GIRL...I was wondering where the heck you went. Niblet, you are gonna have to PM , me a phone number. I have pictures, email addresses, etc...but no way to find you...you CAN'T crash. It just is not allowed...HA HA HA Glad all is well.

You don't think my twin sister would garden with me and help me build my koi ponds? LOL

[Niblet]

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I think if she wants to keep you as her twin, she had best find some work gloves.. Gosh that's the least a lady could do for her twin. I did PM you my number as well as a picture of our boys swimming with our dog.. Beau actually loves to sit on top of the inner tube in the water ! Laughed until I was seriously considering depend undergarments ! :H Hey Bear, you wanna bring your axe and come help split some wood? We have about 10 cord or so that will be split and put away for the upcomming w.. ww..w..w.. OHH!!! I just CAN'T bring myself to say the "w" word.. Soo happy first day of summer all !!! Hugs, ~Niblet~

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Mama starts chemo today! So, today is a big day. Granny will sit with her. They will be there about 6 hours. She is very nervous, but ready.

[MDBiker]

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Now Nibs, don't make me get out my sharpening stone. hee hee! I have split a lot of wood, but after years of living, I think hydraulic splitters are a wonderful invention. :thumbsup

Good morning everyone, mama bear is coming home today. :ey: I am anxiously awaiting her return. I am so glad I got my happy back; it looks good on me. Have any of you noticed that Fridays seem to last longer than other work days? Since I adopted this new "everything is not my fault" work attitude, Friday afternoons are much like the last half of the last day I work before a vacation. I can't wait to get out of there. Don't get me wrong, I have actually been enjoying work since getting sober, but I also have been enjoying life like I haven't in years. I am having a hard time sleeping just because I want to do so much and time runs out.

Ok, enough of the rambling of an old drunk, I luv you all and hope you all have a good Friday.

:alf: woo hoo

Bear

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When HAPPY hits you Bear...it hits doesn't it....LOL You are sure chipper...I am SO glad. Glad Mama Bear is on her way home....try to get something accomplished this weekend, besides cuddles OK...LOL.

AND...I am ALL for FRIDAYS...rarely work a friday in the office, but I am here today...body only...he he he...but, leaving at NOON!!!!!!

[MDBiker]

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I hope your mom is doing well Luv, I cross posted with you last night. It takes me a while to post some times. Here it is Friday noon and I am buried.
bear

[toughintexas]

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Bear, I envisioned you as a big ol Teddy Bear of a hunk myself! I'm so proud of you also...you are doing soooo good! Glad you got your happy back, and I know you'll be even happier with Mama Bear home, that's great! Luv, hope all goes well with your Mom, bless her heart, and yours too...you also are an inspiration...Nibs, where are you again? We ship tons of places and we have a wonderful joint supplement too...just let me know, my e-mail is splashes@hughes.net for a PM....Bootsie, you hang in there too, I'm pulling for all of us, More2 too....lol....glad you got the inspiring forwards, they help me alot, and I pulled out my "Get Yourself Outta That Pit" book too...going to start it with ya....I also have a goal to get the CD's listened too...I'm sure it'll help me, I have been so distracted, I couldn't concentrate on them, but I'm going to do it today, so I'll have added ammunition for the weekend....I've about come to the conclusion that I can't moderate too well either, do it perfectly for awhile, then have too many...not anything like before, which I count as a huge improvement, like instead of a bottle a night, I'll only have 1 or 2, then do what someone else said, reward myself with a couple of extras....how dumb! But I sure appreciate the encourgement from Luv and Bear, you guys know I'm really into this, and sure plan on success...I guess I'm expecting perfection too soon....lol....Love you all, soooo much, couldn't make it without you, each and everyone of you!!!

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The CRAZY...I mean completely insane thing is sit seems we have this perfectionism trait. How do you go from fall down, sloppy butt drunk, to perfectionist? I can't answer that, but I can tell you if my knick knack is a tiny, itty bitty spot out of its area, I freak out til I move it back...I mean it drives me NUTS! SO, Texas...don't be hard on yourself...take your time and do this thing right. It is dang hard, but we can all do it with each others help. I couldn't do it without each of you either.

Mama did ok today...not feeling real great tonight, but hanging in there! Say an extra pray!