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    #1141
    30 days???

    Hey Guys! Had an awesome chat last night with my "family"....lol...I'm calling one of you back today that was so sweet to call, and More2, hope all is well in the desert today, she and Bear have really gotten me into a pickle...lol...or a boat I should say....Ya'll are the sweetest ever, all of you, Nibs missed you and Luv last night also. Ok, I've had some really funky feelings the past week, from being really mods, and from the LO kicking in, even had the can't sleep last night, was typing to Bear with one eye open...lol...anyway, I think with all the feelings, and some thoughts I've had, and some things I want to do and be, its time to go AF....So today is day ONE for me, I'm hoping since mods has gone well except for a couple of boo-boo times, that I'm ready...done it before, before cancer check, so I think without that stress, I can do it again, I really want to try....so please guys, say a bunch of prayers for me....I just want to kick this in the butt!....lol
    "Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending"

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      #1142
      30 days???

      I enjoyed the chat last night too. I am so glad all of you are a part of my life. You make me happy and that is great because I haven't been happy for a long time; I was drunk instead. Tex I thiink that is a good decision. It will make you feel better, and you don't have to deal with the temptation so much. You have my prayers and support. You can do this.

      "All Aboard"
      lol
      bear
      What St. Frances of Assisi said of himself is true for me.
      ?If God can work through me He can work through anybody.?

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        #1143
        30 days???

        Thanks Buddy, this is an incredible group and is the only way I could have come this far, and will make it...I'm gonna give it a Big Ol College try....AF just seems right to me today...I'll need all the prayers I can get, and support too, and I know being a part of this "family" will help me get there....its done wonders so far....Can't wait for us to all meet up! More2 and Allie, holler at me today when you get a chance! Love you guys tons!!!!! SouthernBelle, thanks for your note also, and SKdenall, love you too!!!!
        "Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending"

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          #1144
          30 days???

          You can do this Tex....I KNOW you can!!!!!!!!

          I need BIG prayers today too guys...Mama has been walking to the left for the past couple of days and feeling "left" like everything is on the left...so we are off for an MRI tomorrow...you all know what the concern is...they think the cancer may have spread to her brain. She has been acting very strange, but I thought it was her medication. You know I work in the medical field but when it comes to my Mama I always just blame the medicine...I don't want to think about anything else. My girlfriend always has to tell me to stop and think...then I am like...DUH... I just don't want to think about it...

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            #1145
            30 days???

            Luv,
            Good luck with your mom- I don't know what else to say except stay strong...:h
            Sunny days, sweeping the, clouds away. On my way, to where the air is sweeeet!!! Can you tell me how to get, how to get to......LOL

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              #1146
              30 days???

              Tex, I'm gonna send you a prayer while I'm at my most favourite place in the world doing what makes me the happiest...... While I'm in the barn I do 95% of my praying... I can almost feel a calm come over me knowing I'm heard... Quick story:
              My Gramma was dying and I would spend alot of time taking picture books and reading to her.. She was coherant (sp) and everything, so her favourite(mine too) was James Harriotts' animal stories. Well, I had taken out another of his books but Gramma left too fast... You know what I did? I had a little metal stool I set up in my horses' s
              stall. I sat there and read the story to my horse through my tears.. I knew she heard me. Now, that is my place to talk to her. Gramma used to give Cody Trident mints from her purse, so whenever Cody saw Gramma he would nuzzle her purse... When it's his time I just know that Gramma will be there with Trident mints in her purse for him.. (Aww.. Now I'd give my eye teeth to run out to the barn and hug his neck to smell that special smell, but "Mommy" already tucked her kids in 3 hours ago and they'll be fast asleep. )

              Luv, I'm gonna say a special prayer for your Mamma also while I'm out there.. The reception is really good out there with no interferences. Thinking of you.
              Bear, how did the bathroom renovations go? Sure hope that your back continues to be on the mend... You have been down a rough road my friend. I really gotta get me a more comfortable chair.. I still have chair envy ! LOL !!
              Good to see you Happy... Buff fella you got there !
              More2, hope that you are enjoying that beautiful home to the fullest... Good On You !! I'm so happy for you.
              Well guys, I went for that job meeting today. Turns out I know 4 of the staff already... The boss is truely a down to earth person who I would be happy to do back flips for.. well... no quite cause then I'd not be able to work....I'm looking forward to starting 1 week from today.. You know what ? A year ago , literally I yearned to work but was too "sick" to get started...And... Now I'm....... ~Niblet~ Love You guys !

              ~ I hear a whinny on the wind~

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                #1147
                30 days???

                Thanks Nibs...I love you!!!!

                You know I KNOW my Mama is terminali just really pray today that her cancer has not nets to her brain...her quality of life left herre will just be SO POOR. She won't remember us half the time...it just makes me SO SAD!!!! Not to mention is shortens what we did have... I will let you all know how it goes...

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                  #1148
                  30 days???

                  Thanks Hon, we would all appreciate that.

                  ~ I hear a whinny on the wind~

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                    #1149
                    30 days???

                    Tex, we are all rootin' for you to have a great AF day !! You can do this..
                    Today I'm making a whole whack of pizzas... I'll make extra for our boys because they are staying home to take care of my "kids" while we're away on our anniversay weekend... So, I won't be here from Friday around noon until Sunday evening. Please don't worry, I won't talk to strangers or take candy from them either.... Nope won't even pick up a hitch-hiker.. tee !! heee!!! Have a wonderful Thursday everybody, I'll check in later, gotta get my butt in gear ! Love you guys, Hugs, ~Niblet~

                    ~ I hear a whinny on the wind~

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                      #1150
                      30 days???

                      Morning all! So far so good....lol....One big 'ol AF day under the belt...wasn't really a biggie tho, since I'd cut way back, it'll be those "triggers" and friends coming over and someone spiking my sprakling water when I'm not looking...HA! Anyway, Nibs do I know about praying in the barn, and talking/reading to my horses...thought I was a nutcase there too, see I have a sister in insanity! I love the sweet smell right up next to my horses noses, it calms me way down....its intoxicating all in itself, and not something I have to give up! I'm blessed so much to have my animals! Luv, hope your Mom is doing better today, she's on my prayer list too....Nibs, waiting on whatever you were gonna send me....More2, did ya make it home???..... I hope Bear's pharm. grade omega's with glucosamine kicks in and he's not bent over double from the rennovations...lol...How's Mayor Morrison? And Bootsie? And Deter?....Lucky, Bak, Hart?....I'm missing someone, but gimme a few more days for the brainfarts to clear out, and I'll be able to "CALL THE ROLL" better! Ok, here's my plan for the day, fixing to finish domestic duties, go to the gym, do an hour on the threadmill, get a massage, then come home, and catch a few rays, unless its raining and that's threatenting, then, I'm going to go back to the gym, and meet hubby so he can do a lil work-out, and I'll do the weights then...then our relieft guy is coming in to work the pharm. tomorrow, so we'll just go out to eat, son is here someplace, doing some farm chores, and tomorrow, is hubby's big boat surprise...lol....we're taking the dang thing out on Lake Palestine, but he doesn't know he owns it yet...guy is going to "show us the ropes"...hell, I better tie on to a rope, its been awhile since I was afloat on anything other than my raft in the pool! Ok, that's my plan, poop myself totally out and work the bod! Love you all!
                      "Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending"

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                        #1151
                        30 days???

                        Sounds like everyone has a full day. I pray for you and your mom Luv. As a matter of fact I pray for all of you. i m lbusy and will check in later
                        God bless
                        bear
                        What St. Frances of Assisi said of himself is true for me.
                        ?If God can work through me He can work through anybody.?

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                          #1152
                          30 days???

                          hi everyone
                          my house is chaotic it is filled with little boys big boys and daughter in law to be i am so tired but this morning i said to my 9 year old nephew who i rarely see but my brother has left his 2 boys here and him and his wife are at a hotel i am just a washing fairy and he said you are a very kind aunty and i wish we could see you more often that made every thing worthwhile i have 24 people coming for a meal tomorrow night but that is cool !!!

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                            #1153
                            30 days???

                            Scan was NEGATIVE! Thank you Jesus!!! I could cry. Doc thinks it is the patch he put her on 2 weeks ago...so he took her off and we will try a different source for pain control. Like I said...she is terminal, I have come to terms with that, but I want some quality of our time left. So, tonight that prayer was answered!

                            Hereatlast, so good to hear from you my friend....I can just feel the joy in you post. I know you are so happy right now.

                            BOOTSIE...where the hell are you??????? Does Papa Bear need to come find you??????

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                              #1154
                              30 days???

                              Luv, that is excellent news. I'm so happy for both of you.
                              where does this go?

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                                #1155
                                30 days???

                                Luv, great! Those "patches" are stout, so I can see how she'd have been a tad goofy....glad our prayers were answered! Hope things are looking up!
                                "Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending"

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