30 days???

[magic]

30 days???

Trust Boots to stir things up over in research! Poor IAD's going to have heart failure and now you guys have sworn him to silence!

Have a great time camping Bird, Nibby is off on her trip too?

How's Mama LUV, and you? Today was the doctor's appointment, wasn't it?

Hi FMF, fancy meeting you here, Cindi, my dear.....I hope you made it home peacefully.

You see that beautiful kitten up there, Jemimah? Her Mom and Dad are due again, a C-section ~October 11 or 12. We seem to have an awful lot of animals on this thread.......

Morrison, please come out. Big ol Bear...thoughts with you too, M2, TIT you too!

And everyone else, posters or not, be kind to yourselves.

m. xx

[Guest]

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Yes, today was the doctors appointment. Mama has a CT scan next Friday to check on growth...we will make concrete decisions then. BUT, she wants some time off from chemo even if she decides to keep doing it. Every thing in medicine is hurry up and wait, SO we wait again. Of course, I can WAIT! when the waiting ends, she will be gone. Honestly, I try hard not not over think it. It is upsetting, naturally, so I just take minute to minute....kind like when you first go AF...don't think to far ahead, it is to hard on you.
I am back on track with AF days. Had the slip up and have not drink since. Have had cravings around 5-6 for about an hour, but they pass and nothing I can't deal with.
OFF for shopping today with my baby girl!
Love to you!!!

[morrison]

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It's a simple song.

The World I Know"

Has our conscience shown?
Has the sweet breeze blown?
Has all the kindness gone?
Hope still lingers on.
I drink myself of newfound pity
Sitting alone in New York City
And I don't know why.

Are we listening?
Hymns of offering.
Have we eyes to see?
Love is gathering.
All the words that I've been reading
Have now started the act of bleeding
Into one.

So I walk up on high
And I step to the edge
To see my world below.
And I laugh at myself
While the tears roll down.
'Cause it's the world I know.
It's the world I know.

[Guest]

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Morrison,
I know you are hurting. Honey, please let someone reach out to you and help you. Are you taking your meds? You sound so sad. We all love you very much. I am glad you posted.

[magic]

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Hi Morrison

I'm glad you found your way back to us.

Please take your medication if you haven't been, I know it's a bugger, side effects and all, I take them too, because I have to. The road is not so dark that way.

m. xxx :l

[toughintexas]

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There you are Morrison, thought I was going to have to form that search party again! I second everyone's votes, do the meds....we all gotta do, whatever we gotta do.... Are you still boxing and working-out????...... You are too awesome to be sad, do whatever you need to, to get back in the saddle! We love you tons, and tons, and tons, and miss ya just as much!!!!

[bird]

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Hi all,
Morrison, I'm glad you posted.Post some more. Don't go away....we are back from camping. It was great fun and exhausting. Invited a friend and her granddaughter who'd never been before. We rode bikes and hiked and cooked and I'm so beat. Left the rain flap off the tent so we could see the stars. The moon was very bright. We got there way before my friend. I had a little pet tent about 2 feet square I'd set up for the kids to play with. Well,she pulls up and sees it and says whats that? I say thats your tent!! It was funny the look on her face.Hope everyone had a good weekend. bird

[toughintexas]

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Hey Bird, sounds like a great time, funny about your friend thinking she was sleeping in the tyke tent! Been just hanging out at home this weekend....kinda nice, have to be on the go alot next week....fun things tho....will be around til Thurs.....Hope Bear is still having a blast, hope More2 didn't get eaten up by the 'skeeters in Louisiana....whew....Boots, are you still watching movies in bed or what...lol...Nibs, you camping?....LUV, Dr's and tests and results can just push the limits on the patience barometer, I know...I think your Mom is making a good decision...if she's only going to feel worse, she may as well enjoy the best days she can! I still think I missed you going on an outing? Did I miss that? Anyway...Hope all is well with everyone....Watched the Dallas Cowboys go 4-0, only NFC team unbeaten so far!....Go Cowboys....lol....my Texas Longhorns didn't fare as well....opps....Gotta tune in for Desperate Housewives, and Brothers and Sisters.....did ya'll know half of us are ON and IN that show!....lol....

[Guest]

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Yes, Tex you missed it. We had a nice time and it was a good break. I have more famiy coming this weekend. UH, I am so sick of company I could scream. I have always lived really far from everyone and I always go see them once a year. I like it that way. I just enjoy my space. Mama being here has been great, but I could do without the rest coming constantly now.
Bird, sounds like great fun. Glad you all had fun and the weather was nice.
Nibs, I hope your girls weekend away has been good. Did ya behave? LOL
Bootsie, I think you're becoming a couch potatoe girl..HA HA HA
More2, I hope your weekend went OK...I was thinking of you. i know how rough it must have been visiting your Daddy's grave. HUGS to you!
Bear, I am ready for you to get home. I really hope all was fun and you got us some pics.

[Guest]

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Morrison...thinking of you today. Know you are loved here and that I so wish for happiness for you.

[toughintexas]

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Well drats LUV, I miss all the good stuff...I understand about "family company" too....my family lives nearby, and we don't see each other that much either, sometimes good, sometimes bad, but I'd go batty if I had them in and out all the time too....peace be with you!!!! Nibs, I forgot about you going out with the girls...whew...better adjust my hormones again, I'm getting CRS bad! I miss Papa Bear too....wahhhhhhhhhh....I'm sure he's having an awesome time!

[toughintexas]

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Hey just thinking.....anybody heard from propartychief...I know he's logged on, but I don't remember him posting lately....I'm watching TV and conjuring up people.....lol....lets see, who else am I missing.....???.....lol.....

[bane of noah]

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Way to go and proud of you. I made it 10 days and then went south. Keep it up and be and inspiration, because I really need it. I'm right there with you on the "getting older" bit.

[Guest]

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bane of noah,
Welcome to our group. 10 days is something to be proud of. Pick up and start again!!!

[Niblet]

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Hello everybody !!!! I'm FINIALLY home after a long 9 hour drive... I had a very memorable trip, but I just had a shower, need some supper and then spend some time with my "fellas".... I will read all that I've been missing and will check in tomorrow... I missed everybody and love you all dearly, Til tomorrow, Hugs,