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[bootcampbarbie]

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okay so teaser for tomorrow. since i'm too tired to tell which i have i think two really good bootsie stories. ah probably 3. but lunching in beverly hills with mr. mcdreamy (i was interviewing for research i was doing for a thread on this site) today off of rodeo drive i was in the same restaurant, secret service there and you have to guess who was the grand dame they were there for. now there was another very, and my personal favorite grand dame there as well. now, there were other stars but who cares. (hints: one is political/one is movie star and i mean star not actress) ah, story number 2, hummm that would be my poor barbie car, and story number 3 is about this wild invitation to what? yes " the annual rollerporn birthday party" no it's rollerblading. lmao. and no i have no idea.... since i've never attended one. oh my gawd i'm just way too old for this town. it's making my body hurt thinking about rollerblading in a rink. why do my clients invite me to these things? and what do those two words have to do with each other "rollerporn"? lol ah okay well. i don't know that i want to know. lol too tired so more stories this weekend. nite all..... p.s. hi magic. sending you and collies lots of love. took girlies on hike late today. the fog was coming up over the ridge. couldn't make out the coast like usual. but the bluff was really pretty.

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I wanna come live with you Bootsie..OR I could live with Nibs. I think starting over would be good. I was lucky, when I decided to stop drinking I had support. Alot of people don't. I don't think I could have done it is all my friends were drinking around me and encouraging me.

[morrison]

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Welcome FindingMyGrace. congrats on day 4. and :welcome:

Bird, I know what you mean about the past. Sometimes I'll see people from the past that saw me at a real bad time, and I'll just feel like garbage. All those feelings immediately surge back. Then it just lowers me back to where I don't need to go. That is why I think a fresh start could help so much.

Boots. Are you going to help me out if I move to Cali? Can I live in your shed? I can be like SlingBlade. MMM. French fried potatoes. Hhhmmm.

[bootcampbarbie]

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morrison i will most definitely help you out if you move here. i don't have a shed though. but oddly you'd think i should since i do live in the woods. but wow there are so many friends of mine with places and i am just sure they must have rooms for rent. but beware my buddy they are alll of em and i do mean every single friend of mine is a normie. hahahahaaha they don't even do pot. lmao. straight as an arrow. that would most likely be the boring part. ah but you know what.. the healthy part too. one of my girlies moved back from colorado and is staying at the zen center til she finds a place to live. so i'm guessing that is always the free option. i'd have to ask j about that. she knows all. soon i have another client that will need a place to live and will need two room mates. she is a designer. she used craigslist. so there are all kinds of ways to make that work. they find roommates and then find their perfect pad.

bird, i too know what you mean about people from the past thinking about you what they think. well, but then they are not very nice people are they? i mean what kind of person holds on to such opinions? we are all human and we do the best we can. it always makes me think those with the most judgment must have a serious few skeletons hiding to be that way. lmao. wow, i often wonder what kind of skeletons they are hiding. one time and i'm seriously not kidding i found out about this ex loser friend who had betrayed me and was all high and mighty about my actions. oh really now. well turned out he was like some kind of secret meth addict and spent his fun frolicking gay weekends doing meth with strangers in bath houses. um wow, well that's just a bet free willy for even bootsie. i was so mad at him that i immediately went to go daddy and bought his name. oh which remindds me please please please luv bug go and buy up your domain name with every way you can spell your name. it costs maybe 20$ but if one has enemies brewing sometime in their life you want to be the one that owns your name and include the middle name too. and you don't want someone else owning it. now, i never did anything with my friend's name but i own it and well i own it under privacy which means no one knows who owns it. less he ever screws with bootsie again. just the comfort of knowing i could post bathhouse pictures. i wouldn't but knowing i could makes me feel better. i know i'm not that cruel but sometimes really mean people have to be dealt with on their turf less they just take the truck and run over your heart.

[bootcampbarbie]

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so domain name is your .com, .net and .biz with your real name not avatar name dearie. in front of it including first, last and first middle and last and first in front. luv bug that is really a very strong request on my part. godaddy.com
thank you bootsie. and since i live in a world with some very mean people i suppose i'm on the defensive but reading some other threads i'd appreciate it if you would think about it. one just has to be careful and protect oneself.

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Bootsie what are you talking about? I don't know what this is...own my name????? explain please...

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OH OK, I get it....good idea. I never thought of that! Thanks...

[bird]

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Hi all,
Gawd I'm so glad its Friday and I'm home from work for 2 days.Spent the afternoon working on a armadillo sculpture Ive been trying to get finished, got it home, set it on the bookshelf and looked. The friggin head is too big. Guess I was not looking at it from a distance at work but so what. Its staying that way. I've got it easy tonite food in the crockpot. Just gonna kick back and relax. Hey morr, you could live in a tent in Bootsies woods. I wanna move to Alaska but my kids don't. Cant afford to go anywhere anyway right now, but would like to get out of this oven one day in the future. Later on all. bird

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Just looh at it up close Bird, it will be perfect...LOL I am ready for a weekend but not this one. MORE COMPANY coming tomorrow. Mama had CT scan today...ALL the tumors are the same size and she has a new one! So, 8 weeks of chemo for absolutely nothing. she hasn't taken treament for 2 weeks now and gained 7 lbs back. So we give up with that shit already...it will kill her before the cancer ever does. She will still get the antibody treatment, but no more chemo.
Went shopping some more for Christmas. She bought Brit a beautiful locket and chain and is having it engraved. She is going to put a picture of the two of them inside. I bought a few things too, of course...
Tired today. Didn't sleep real good after the whack job from my office had me upset yesterday. But, I am better today. Screw it! People can be evil, I REFUSE to be evil. I was a mean person when I was drunk and I hated that person...one reason I stopped drinking....one of many. Sad that people keep throwing it in your face and don't let you heal. But, I will not let it break me either!

[morrison]

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Boots, I was worried about you. Those last two posts of yours seemed like some incoherent rambling, and I know that is not like you. hehe. I get what you are talking about. Never would even think of using cyberspace to slam people. That is nuts.

Bird, Alaska looks beautiful. That is where my roommate is from, and he showed me pics. I'd love it for the mountains and the fishing, but I like the heat, so gotta find a middle ground.

Luv, what is this jerk busting on you for at work? Because you used to drink ions ago? God, that person needs to let it go. It's been what, over 4 months? I lost track. That is a long time to bring stuff up from that long ago.

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I don't think I could do Alaska...to cold! Winter is depressing to me. I need FLOWERS! I would like to visit, but not live there.

[morrison]

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More2, did you ever read Greg Iles? He writes about Natchez in all of his books. Well, the ones I've read. I sounds very nice. Lots of old homes and buildings still there from the Civil War days, yes? Didn't that used to be the richest city in the country for some time during the 19th century?

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More2, SO FUNNY you said that!!!! I was so upset yesterday I almost PM'd you for a quote. I am glad your trip was nice. Makes me sad your daddy didn't have a marker. I know he doesn't care, but you do! Glad you kids will get to do it together though, that makes it very special.

[Niblet]

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Hello everybody !!!
Welcome Findingmygrace ... and congratulations on all those AF days !! Yahooo !!!

More2 , I'm sorry to hear that a marker wasn't put in place for your Father... just sad. I'm glad however that you will place one there.. Maybe he's been waiting all these years for his children to pick a special one out just for him. Please get yourself checked out Hon... I do not like to hear that you have shooting pains... This has gone on LONG ENOUGH . We all love you and want to see you pain free sweetie.

How Could anybody have the Nerve to give you a hard time Luv ? My goodness !!!! Evil is everywhere and that is proof right there... I'm sooooo sorry to hear that you have this shit on top of everything else... Sometimes I just want to put up a protective shield for you... Yet I'm soooo gosh darn far away and can do so very little... I want to do so much to help you... I'm relieved to hear that chemo treatments have been halted... Brit will have that special locket forever and remember this bitter sweet time that sadly helped her to grow up quite quickly... She is a special young lady... Wonder where she got that from...
Oh,,, For Thanksgiving I will make turkey, stuffing, turnip, coleslaw, sweet potatoes, mashed potatoes, gravy, carrots, home made rolls, apple crisp, pumpkin pie type thingy with no crust, fat-free and topped with dreamwhip, and ice-cream for the fellas, frozen fat-free yogurt for me... I would love to wiggle my nose like that lady on "Bewitched" and have you sit at our table with us Morrison... I would have a spot for you.

Bear, I'm sure you are getting caught up on stuff and getting your jet lag sorted out too...

Bootsie, I'm not quite sure what you were talking about by buying a name...

Tex, You are the sweetest gal on the block...

Bird, you make me gigle with the armadillo head being big !!! Oh my gosh !!! You are a HOOT !!!
Hugs Magic xx love up those collies....
Take good care all, Hugs,

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Where the heck has Tex gone again? Did she say she was going out of town? i think so, right?

I wanna come for dinner now too. Sounds yummy. Pretty much what I would make too. I am now starving, thanks! HA HA
Mean people are every where! I just tell myself, I am changing, but I can't change the world too. Changing me has been one hell of a job..HE HE HE