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[morrison]

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Holy shit bird. That is funny. It's mean, no doubt, but funny anyway. Kids are pretty creative when it comes to cruelty. I hope you're feeling better. Make, and enjoy a good meal. I'm a bit bummed out myself today. Women problems again. Haha. So I'll think of you, and you could think of me, and we can both stuff our face.

[bird]

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Yeah I am pigging out on pizza. Thinking of you Morr.

[bootcampbarbie]

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ah birdie. maybe go up on the kudzo a bit... i have to go up on the kudzo this weekend to make sure i stay af love the new avatar morrison. have fun on your trip luv bug... bear sorry to hear about the potassium. i actually have to take potassium pills as well and eat the bananas. well, life goes on. shower time then back to work. oohhhh but it is movie nite out. very exciting. beowulf came out. fun fun fun....

[MDBiker]

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OK I did another blood test today and the potassium is back up to normal. However, I have had a lot of banannas, yogurt, tomato juice, and avacados. When I went back today I checked and it was barely under the lower limit the first time. I am looking forward to Vegas just to get away from here for a while. I will take my laptop so I can keep up some. Bird, here is something for the kids to do with the chickens. Have them hold them by the head at the comb and push their throat and beak down flat on the ground. Then starting at the tip of the beak; draw a line in the sand outward (away from the chicken) about 12 inches long. the chicken will be locked there for a while "hypnotized". We used to do this all the time on the farm. Mom would gripe because it would make the chickens not lay so well.
Good for you Luv. You sound good too!
More2 I am so sorry you are having to go through this. I hope everything arrives as it should. Last time we moved someone broke into the shippment and took a lot of cheap jewlery and electronic items. Mostly just pissed me off, not that it was a great loss.
Boots, enjoy the movie; I have been watching a lot of movies at night since moma bear has been out of town this week.
Morrison, hang in there buddy. I will be there before you know it. and I am excited about meeting you. I may cut back my beard before I leave, so I may look like a new man lol
Nibs, be careful with the freezer; last one I cleaned out I poked a hole in the refridgeration trying to hurry it up. he he
Everyone else, Have a Great Weekend !!!!

Bear

[bootcampbarbie]

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hey more 2 so hoping they get there tomorrow with your goodies. i know you are anxious to get everything unpacked..... yeah yeah yeah. nibs are you in your freezer??????? be careful there girl.....
and who are the newbies that joined in????? gosh i'm really fading aren't i..... i can't wait to get to the gym next week. i think i've developed hips. not a good look by any means. ahahahahahahahahaha
i don't think i like your avatar morrison. it gives me a headache.
bear love that about the chickens. way funny does it work on dogs. should i try it on the girls tonight?

[Guest]

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Bird sorry the drinking has been rough this week...jump back on the wagon girl. The chicken stories were funny...poor little chickens.

So, I have to tell you about my experience lastnight. Brit is on this Youth advisory board right...ok...they do alot of good things for the comunnity...BLAH BLAH BLAH...we'll last night they want them to go through a program called " ALIVE at 25"....teaches them about driving safely etc.....first video we watch are a bunch of different episodes of people crashing their cars and dying and the police having to go tell the family....I am now crying!!!!!! Ok so then I regroup...trying not to embarrrass myself, etc.....then teach them several other good things.....want to show a closing video of REAL footage from car collisions where the people died...I should have left...NO I stay because I think it will upset Brit...this video is VERY graffic, people faces half gone, one guys legs chopped off, all mangled up inside the cars....I am now crying , crying, crying...I wanted to tell the officer the reason I am freaking out is because this just happened to our family a year ago, but that is the end, so I get Brit and get the hell out of there! I am now crying so hard I can't stop it so there was no way I could speak. So my good Mommy attempt turned into a damn nightmare.

[Niblet]

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Awww Luv, I can feel your grief.. That is just too darn close to home... Bless your sweet heart for trying your very best for your daughter to learn from this sad film... I'm afraid I would be right beside you, blubbering all over the place. I'm sorry you had to go through this, but I can honestly say that your sweet Brit got the full impact of this sad experience. As a Mom you did your job very well and you should be proud of yourself for going through this. You are human and it is absolutely normal to feel as you do being that you just went through this horrrible lifechanging experience.
On a lighter note, I'd like to wish you a Happy Birthday Sweetie !!! You look so good for 22 !!!! Love Ya !
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Hey Bear, I have heard of the chicken thing.. My hubbys Dad used to do that too !! I'll have to try it on my lil' Niblet... Haa !! haa !!

Bird, I hope that you Dr. can help you with your tough times... Do you feel the effects of less sunshine ? Some people really have a hard time when we have shorter days... Maybe some light therapy might help.. Or more fresh air?

More2, I sure hope that all your stuff arrives.. Enjoy your special times with your hubby and son
It is snowing ever so lightly here today... Oh ya, we got our freezer done without a hitch and now it is all organized too... Yahoo !! Now it's time to load up stuff for the dump , so I gotta fly, Hugs everybody ,

[bootcampbarbie]

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have fun at your outing with your family nibs. i think you are going to go out to dinner too with hubby or was it to town.... wow, topamax is a fizzler. well, i used to love going to the dump... hahhahaahah
so bird i hope you are feeling more chipper today... and more 2 i'm praying that truck shows up today. here's to u eating up some bananas today.
i'm wondering have you seen a grief counseler at all luv bug? seems you have gone through so much and you've never talked about doing any work with counseler or any kind of transformational courses like even the landmark forum is a life saver. i just ordered up the sedona method which i didn't want to go to a work shop so i got their book, workbook and cds. so i could do it at home. but well these things help alot a whole lot to clear it all out. hope you have a special day.

[Guest]

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Bootsie I did join a group called FHF...Families for Highway Fatalities. It has helped!!!!

[morrison]

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Wow Luv. That sounds pretty intense. It probably has more of an impact on your daughter seeing you ball like that. Kids don't get things sometimes. It's the whole video game, movie world. Seeing blood and gore doesn't shock them like it should. Maybe her seeing you in that situation will have a greater impact.

[bird]

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Hi all,
I'm gonna try that chicken thing. That movie sounds awful Luv. My Dad was killed in a helicopter crash in 1970 and I still hate seeing the things even as long as its been. Everyone sounds good. I took the kids to a wildlife arts exhibition.It was cool. They had animals and art and crafts for the kids to do. Then we did a bit of shopping...I think I'm just tired drinking to try and feel better. The Thanksgiving break should help and I will up my kudzu Bootsie. Have a good night all. love bird

[morrison]

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AUggh bird. That is crazy. I have two friends that are still here. My cousing Ray, who is doing EID. He is a tough mother.Hang in there. I'm saying a prayer. My cous has been in the shit for 16 years now. He needs out. He needs out. He's done his fucking time. I can't think of him getting getting blown to bits by EIDs.

[toughintexas]

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Hey everyone, whew.....I'll never catch up! I've been gone so much, my head is spinning....I'm pooped, I even read some of my previous posts, and I typed, like I used to think, on topa! I'm spread thin, and I'm stressed out knowing I have to leave, yet again, next Sunday to go back to Johns Hopkins, and have icky, yucky, make ya feel bad biopsies done again....ewwwwww.....not to mention, worrying all over again....Ok, I know the drill by heart, and I know to keep the Faith, and I am, its just been and up and down roller coaster of emotions, too close together lately...I'm trying to keep busy, and now I'm thinking maybe TOO BUSY....lol....I'm feeling frazzled....anyway, enough pity party!!!!! Morrison, sorry things are tough in Sin City...waiting is the hardest, but you are right about trials and tribulation, I have to remind myself right now, we do have within us, the strength the Big Guy upstairs had during all the time he tried to convince others of the truth, and even died for it....we gotta keep it all in perspective.....I'm looking forward to next week being a tad low-key too, I'm going to go for pamper next week! LUV, again, Happy Birthday, Bird, hand in, its the pits somedays, but its worth the effort...More2, call me and let me know how its going, hope your awesome guys get there safe and sound, ditto the furniture...lol...Bear, glad you are on the mend, hope you and Morrison have a great time, I'm betting (no pun intended), that you guys have a life changing experience! Nibs, glad all is well, and lordy....snow....we had on shorts today at the gym, and grocery store, its hot....have only had 2 nights with a fire in the fireplace, supposed to cool off for the holiday, I'm crossing my fingers....I know I've missed so many, so just know I love you all tons, and will have you all in my prayers, ditto I hope you'll do the same!....Tomorrow....BOOTS...omg....last but surely not least....glad you are feeling better too, I got a Far Infared Sauna today, early Christmas....Sunlight Suanas, supposed to be great for all that ills ya...got it put together, gonna get in it everyday now, it was developed for the NASA astronauts at the space station for cardio, they treat HBP, rheu. arthritis, detox of metals, cancer, etc....with them....its basswood, hypoaller., and has a great sound system in it....wahhhhhwhoooooo....AND, IF YOU SPEND 30 MINS IN IT, ITS EQUAL TO RUNNING 6 MILES, OR BURNING 300-600 CALORIES....today I did 62 mins. on the threadmill, did upper body weights, and tomorrow, will hit the sauna! Its also supposed to be incredible for your skin...we'll see!!!!! My medical ins. will cover part of it, I got my Dr. to give me an Rx for it, they've tested them at J. Hopkins....maybe it'll be extra ins. for health! Ya'll can come hang out in it and stay with me, and I'll cook for you too! Love you all.....

[Guest]

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TIT, so glad to hear ffrom you made me b-day. I got OTS of goodies...my sweetie bought me diamond stud earrings!!!!!!! I was so surprised and Mama and the kids got me a 1/2ct diamond solitaire with baguettes necklace. I was so happy! Brit got me so special shea lotion for your feet cause she knows I ove my feet rubbed and she always does it and Zzak got me a SS bracelet that says Mom. They picked them out by themselves. My fella took hem shopping. Isn't that sweet???? Then he and I went and saw SAW IV...I love those movies. Don't worry I am not so psycho killer but they make ya think a bit. Plus, I LOVE movie popcorn.
TIT PLEASE PLEASE call me if you need me when you go to JH. You know I am herre for you. I love you and I can nly imagine how scarey this is. BUT, same breathe....YOU WILL BE FINE!
Me and Bir are gonna meet as soon we we get thtse hlidays out of the way...I can't wait. We both already said we're gonna cry!
I love you all!!!!

[Guest]

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TIT, so glad to hear ffrom you made me b-day. I got OTS of goodies...my sweetie bought me diamond stud earrings!!!!!!! I was so surprised and Mama and the kids got me a 1/2ct diamond solitaire with baguettes necklace. I was so happy! Brit got me so special shea lotion for your feet cause she knows I ove my feet rubbed and she always does it and Zzak got me a SS bracelet that says Mom. They picked them out by themselves. My fella took hem shopping. Isn't that sweet???? Then he and I went and saw SAW IV...I love those movies. Don't worry I am not so psycho killer but they make ya think a bit. Plus, I LOVE movie popcorn.
TIT PLEASE PLEASE call me if you need me when you go to JH. You know I am herre for you. I love you and I can nly imagine how scarey this is. BUT, same breathe....YOU WILL BE FINE!
Me and Bir are gonna meet as soon we we get thtse hlidays out of the way...I can't wait. We both already said we're gonna cry!
I love you all!!!!