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[KatieSmiles]

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morrison you need a hug!

BIG HUG!!!!

from me to you!

K

[morrison]

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Do yo wan't to chat? I like your posts.




QUOTE=KatieSmiles;232166]morrison you need a hug!

BIG HUG!!!!

from me to you!

K[/QUOTE]

[Guest]

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I love you, all yesterday was TERRIBLE put up all the christmas stuff Billy's favorite holiday was x-mas cried the whole damn day. I WONDER WHEN YOU STOP MISSSING SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS TO THE CORE OF YOUR SOUL??????? I have a boyfriend that is great, but he isnt BILLY......He's been gone a year and a half when is the pain going to end????? I am going to put a Christmas decorations at his tree today. I try to let him go not even think about him and then fine myself wondering when he is coming home. I ALMOST HATE CHRISTMAS BECAUSE HE LOVED IT SO MUCH

[bird]

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Luv, I wish I could help. I am not so good at saying things to help people out. You too Morr. You both sound so sad. Big hug from me.....my landlord came over awhile ago with a Xmas card. Said someone had paid my rent for December and I couldnt talk. I'm pretty sure it was the kids school. Had a bit of a cry over that and I havent cried in forever. Where is everyone??? love bird

[Niblet]

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Luv, I know that you know Billy wouldn't wish you being sad for him... I'm sure that we all feel so sad of our losing loved ones because "they" are blistfully happy above in the Lords arms. Please know that Billy wants you to be happy, finally... Cry when you need to, but know in your heart that Billy will be looking down at you wanting to dry your tears. You have suffered enough pain. I understand fully how Christmas can be such a sad and lonely time, what with all the sounds and smells that are all associated with it... I wish you peaceful thoughts.. xxx Sending you a Hug. xxx

Morrison and Katie, I hope that you know you aren't alone... You are so special... Hugs to both of you from me. xxx

Bird, God Bless whoever paid your rent for the month of December... I believe there are angels among us... I'm so very happy for you Sweetie... This couldn't have happened to a "" Nicer,,, more compassionate,,, loving,, bighearted,, giving Person" YOU !!!
May this gesture warm your heart knowing that all the wonderful things you do for others is seen and recognized.

Missing you, Bear, Bootsie, Tex, More2, Magic, Take Care everybody, Hugs,

[MDBiker]

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I have no time right now to catch up, I just wanted to let everyone know I am ok, busy, but ok
I'll check in later

bear

[MDBiker]

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Wow, things are quite here. I finally am home for the night. Really busy lately. I guess we all are. I am going to have my left knee done on Dec. 10th. If all goes well we are going to do the right one about 4-6 weeks later. I discussed the possibilities of having to replace these and my Dr. says they may need to be replaced in about 20 years and he is concerned I may have problems then. I think I would rather have the next 10-15 years without the pain and worry about replacement if I live that long. I may never make it to 75 but I sure hope I make it to 65. He says in a year I will have a much better life. I already have a much better life just being AF think what it will be like when I can climb stairs again..he he.

I hope all of you had a great weekend and I will check back in tomorrow.

God Bless

:h< :huggy >:h

Bear

[Niblet]

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Good Morning everybody,,, thought I'd stop by before work... Tomorrow I will be going to town, but before I leave, I'll be calling the dentist referral and emergency line... I have a moler tooth that has lost the filling a long time ago and it is starting to be painful... enough is enough... It won't get any better on it's own and needs to be pulled... I'll have to leave my cell number with the receptionist for the dentist on call... Hopefully I can be fit in between hubbys eye appointment and the tires being put on the work van... uggg.... What will be will be...
How was your wonderful dinner Luv ? I'm the only one in our home that truely loves cooked cabbage.
Bear, I'm happy to hear that you will be running up those stairs in no time... Momma Bear better watch herself !!! Giggle !! Giggle !!!
Well, I'm gonna get my butt in gear now... Time to brave the winter weather. Hope all is well with everybody, Hugs,

[bootcampbarbie]

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gotta jet out for the day. hope you all are having a beautiful monday. i'll have to catch up on the thread later. birdie such a beautiful thing to have someone pay your rent. you are mighty special. bear you are going to be running track soon i bet. morrison and katie big hug and shout out to you. nibs soup is on? luv bug hope the welbutrin kicks in i used to call it my happy pills. loved em when i was on anti depressants. welcome back more 2. when you move out i'll come and visit. big hug over to tex and anyone else i'm missing. i'm off to work for the day

[magic]

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I'm here.

Bird, that made me cry. xox There ARE angels.

I'm taking puppies out to shovel snow.

Big hugs and kisses to all of you.

magic xxx

luv, it takes a long time. It just gets easier. xx

Morrison, see if you can find someone who needs your help, then you won't be alone. xx

[Guest]

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OMG, I am devastated today...my favorite little puppy Sarah was hit by a car this morning. I am so sad!!! I had to put her down. They could not save her, her entire back-end was crushed. I am just so sad!!!!!! I am going through withdrawal already from the Effexor...NEVER take that anti-depressant. I am going through living hell. I am attending a seminar this entire weekend for families of highway fatalities. 2 professionals that specialize in traumatic death will be there. It is 3 days long. I really need this!!!!!! I am so afraid I will drink again when my Mama dies....I am getting help beforehand. I never really dealt with Billy's death...other than drink myself silly and talk to you all, which does help tremendously. But, everyone at this seminar will have lost someone like me...in a car accident. Suddenly, here one minute gone the next. I go from being very strong to falling apart. It has been 1.5 years...I should feel stronger by now. My boyfriend is lovely, I adore him yet I still am so sad. It is weird to explain. Love you all and am so grateful that you constantly listen to me.

[magic]

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Luv, I am so very sorry about Sarah, so sorry. xxx

I wish I was there to really hold you and hug you, you need it.

I'm so sorry I'm not.

Keep fighting, fighting for all you're worth.

I'm sending you my strength for the day.

Nancy xx

[Guest]

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Thank-you Magic...XXXX

[AMELIA]

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Sorry to hear about your puppy LUV. It is so awful when anything harmful happens to our 'unconditional' friends.
Thinking of you.
x

[lushy]

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Luv, I am so sorry to hear about Sarah. I know you are having a tough time and wanted you to know I am thinking of you too.