30 days???

[MDBiker]

30 days???

Welcome Light, congrats cowgal, it is 12 days now. Good for you.

Nibs, don't work too hard and watch that snow. I hope everything is ok at camp.

Barbs, it is good to see you on the board. We all miss you when you are gone. I hope you get all your strength back soon.

Tex, Lushy, and More2 I really hope you are having a good time. Let us know what happened when you get home. (we want details and pics!!!).

Cindi, glad to hear from you. I hope you are getting rest and peace. :h

Bird and

Dx, allways good to hear from you. Be Happy, Don't Worry (i just have songs running through my head all day)

Morrison, If you are out there, give us a holler and let us know you are ok.

:huggy

bear

[morrison]

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Hey Bear. I'm doing good. I go in chat a few times a week. Haven't seen you there. As Determinator said, life is good. I don't have anything to report really. I'm a bit over 3 months, but really don't care to count at this point. I figured if I keep track, it's giving alcohol too much attention, and it doesn't deserve any more of my time.

Oh, I guess I do have something to write. I went to my first counseling session today. It was actually fun. Haha. I think that is kind of sad. I have such little interaction with human beings now, that I considered it enjoyable. The counselor is really funny. It was only an hour long, and it flew by so quick. Nothing was said that I really didn't already know, but it was just day 1. The interesting thing is that if you looked around, you probably wouldn't assume anybody in there was a drunk or an addict. Everyone was in pretty good shape. I was dreading the counseling, because I assumed I would walk into a room full of zombies. It was all good.

[MDBiker]

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Thanks for the line morrison. Glad you are doing so well. I know, somethings the things we dread the most turn out to be nothing. Or even better, fun. I am so glad you are doing so well. It makes me very happy.
:huggy
bear

[bird]

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Hi all,
I am so glad its Friday. Was gonna go do laundry after work but too tired. Just glad to be home and nothing to do tonight or tomorrow. Had fun last night watching Survivor I know at least Nibs watches..Bootsie good to see you on the thread, I think of you everyday. Cowgal congrats on day 11!! DX keep up those smiles. Bear,looks like some good riding weather coming. Enjoy it. Welcome Lightforours. Cindi,luv ,More2, love ya. Morr the counseling thing sounds interesting....our microwave broke and we are having fun baking stuff (tv dinners) hahahha love bird

[Determinator]

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Bootsie, big congrads on 60 days!!!!!!!!

welcome Keeta and Lightforours, great place to call home here.

going out to dinner tonight with our wine tasting friends. this should be interesting but I'm up for it and comfortable. Made Vietnamese style spring rolls with Dx today for tonights party. they take patience but are so yummy.

be well everyone!!

[Guest]

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I need help! Been drunk for 4 days now, I can't do this guys, not again. I am so sick today. I am shaking, my hand is numb. WHY? I can't feel my fingers on my right hand.

[Niblet]

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Luv, I'm with you on the rehab thread... for a bit anyhow as I'm soon leaving for the weekend... Please feel all the love we all have for you xxx

[Niblet]

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Morrison, you are such an amazing man I'm sooooo proud of you xxxx

Bird, aint nuthin rong with them thar TV dinners !! Haa !! Haaaa !!! I'm sure that if you were given a bucket of lemons, you would make lemonade and fill your glass " half full"....

Congratulations Bootsie on 60 days AF !!!
Well, I have alot to do, so please take good care of one another... Hugs, xxxx

[doubter]

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30 days

Friends..I don't know if i'm following etiquette or not by posting here, but I wanted to post my resolution to be alcoholfree for the month of March, starting today. Today I've found this site and have already posted in ASAP because I wanted desperately to to talk/ get feedback from someone.
I don't know whether I'm an alcoholic, but right now I'm so depressed and scared that I want to run away from the place & job that I'm in.
Friends,please bear with me.

[Guest]

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doubter, welcome. i am here with you...march will be AF....i want to leave my job, everything right now myself, but we must fight this. right now it is beating me. i must get back to af

[Cinders]

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Doubter,

You are welcome here for sure!! :welcome:

A month AF is a great goal. Let's all try it!!

Have you posted questions in ASAP? I'll go look there.

Cindi

[bootcampbarbie]

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hey you all. hey cg so good to see you here. congrats on 12 days honey although i saw on yesterdays thread that you are moding it so whatever you are doing well i vote for af for you. i honestly don't think mod is a good venture it is just your mind fooling you honey bunny. i celebrated my 60 days with a nice dessert last nite yummy... i'm not counting but it was fun to remember as we actually came away for a weekend to celebrate hubby's real bday. so we are at a big fancy hotel on the beach that i got all on points. yep freeee. love that.. oh my dear luv bug what has happened honey. you and i both know that you and alcohol don't mix. so, are you off the topa? because we both know that decision making doesn't work either. well, i'm resting in bed all weekend while studying. sure wish i was with the girls in the desert though. well another time when i'm stronger. i know they are having a blast. should be nice and warm. love to you all. papa bear sending you a big hug. have fun cooking away over there bird girl. and nibs have a nice weekend where ever you are going. cindi sounds like you have a new job and are sober and doing well. and wow, morrison has 3 months. what a beautiful achievement. congrats for that. what a really astoundingly beautiful achievement. okay time for study as i lay in my jammies. i think i'll try a nice big bath next. ahh motivation. hahahhaah

[Guest]

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Beating this is SO HARD....I am really suffering. I am sitting here waiting to be seen. I am so scared, but I have to get through this. I MUST, I MUST, I have to take care of my babies. I have to. They derserve more than they are getting from me. Bootsie, yes I KNOW me and alcohol don't mix. I did so well for so long. I just want to get back there. I want to feel good again and LIVE....

[morrison]

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Luv, I'm so sad to see you struggle like this. I got to know you about a year ago, and you've been so instrumental in helping so many people here. I want to let you know that you helped me personally so many times. I struggled mightily, but I'm on my best AF stretch in over a decade, and a lot of it is because of you. No matter how drunk and obnoxious and weird I would get (and regretfully, it was a bunch,) you always gave me words of encouragement. You know your friends here are right. Alcohol is not the answer. But there is no sense in stating that over and over right now. We have to find out what we're going to do, and why you are struggling right now. Luv, I've always wanted to just run away. Hell, I want to run away (leave town, get another job, start over) right now. I don't know if that is a bad thing all the time. Maybe you need a break from work(do you have some time to take off?) Maybe you're burned out right now? I don't know all the details, but there is a back-breaking straw in all of this. We all know the insane amount of pressure and pain you've gone through. We have to figure out how to remedy this. Please get sober so we can talk. Please post your feelings. And please don't make any large decisions until sober. Let us help you make the right decisions at this time. You don't have to go it alone. None of us should. That is what we came here for in the first place. And although you have been Superwomen, nobody can do it all alone. We?re here for you. :huggy:huggy:huggy:huggy

[Guest]

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Oh Morrison,
Thank-you for this post. I am not drinking today and boy I am in pain. I gotta get AF days back under my belt. I am really thinking of leaving my job. It is tremendously stressful. I have been considering it for ahwile....not just today. I am getting fluids right now. I am trying to get out so I can go to AA tonight. I have never been, but I have to make drastic measures and quick.