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[Determinator]

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Niblet, if I was Cody I'd be holding out for the lasagne!!

this is too funny. I bought a stop drinking hypno from ebay and downloaded it to my ipod last night. The guys voice sounds like Agent Smith from the Matrix. hahahahahahahaahahah. It was so funny and creepy at the same time I still don't know what to think. Sure entertaining though

[Cinders]

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Nibs,

Sending warm thoughts to Cody to eat. :l

Det,

How funny!! Somehow creepy doesn't seem like a good hypno basis.

Luv,

Hanging in there with you, girl!! Feeling really "up" today, which is actually dangerous, wish I could feel more middlish most of the time. Not way down nor way up, hmmm, can't wait to see that shrink!!

Bootsie, More2, TNT, and anyone else I have forgotten (oops, I hate that!!),

Please have a wonderful day.

Love,
Cindi

[Niblet]

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Thanks Cindi, you are so sweet xxx
Det, that's too funny.... I could just see Cody digging into a pan of lasagne... Haaa !! Haa !!
Actually, I think that he is just bored with the horse pellets because I offered him some regular sweetfeed and he gobbled it up !!! Phewww !!! I'll just gradually switch up his feed until he is on just sweetfeed, alfalfa cubes, and beet pulp....
Have a good day everybody, I have to go and check on the lasagne as the timer just went...

[bird]

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Hi all,
Thats good about Cody Nibs. Is 30 old for a horse?? Luv glad you are sounding better. Got all my dental work finished up today except for crowns which I;m not gonna get yet cuz they are too much. Am thinking of quitting my job sice I got all the stuff done I needed the insurance for. The weather has been nice here and ive been trying to get the yard cleaned up. Not much else here. Love you all. bird

[Guest]

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Had a stressful day at work...UH! But, I am sobber. everyone sounds good here. Praying I sleep tonight. I have to learn to just put things in Gods hands and stop worrying myself to death.

[bootcampbarbie]

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oh my goodness you are doing so much better luv. i haven't been on much lisa so i didn't know what was going on. i didn't realize you were in such a bad way. girl you call me anytime. really.... and remember you can't make any big decisions the first 6 months of sober land or at least well the first 3 months. so, hang in there. and if you ever want to talk about lenair and the success i had i'd be happy to share. nibs, hope cody is having a good day. i ate enough for both of us. promise.... more 2 i somehow saw you all were meeting up this weekend my hubby's bday. well, so know your house will sell immediately. i'm putting one into escrow right now as a matter of fact. morrison, as always proud of you. and i'm with you birdie i have a crown to do. ouch i'm waiting i think a few weeks. it's going to hurt
love you papa bear. cindi, dex, doubter and all i have to jump in shower. more later

[Guest]

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Bootsie,
Yes, had a rough week and weekend. I am stressed over work. I have 27 employees and they are auditing us like mad. VERY stressful. I think of all the people a change would effect worry how they would all live, etc.. I am a worrier which is probably why I started drinking, I HAVE got to learn to let things go and just know God will always take care of us.

[Guest]

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OH and Cindi, I am the same way...UP or DOWN...I think I am bipolar, REALLY! But, I am hoping the anti-depressants help.

[Guest]

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Thanks More2....attending my second AA meeting tomorrow at 7...this one will be SMOKE-FREE! The people were nice at the other one, but OH MY LORD...i can't take 20-30 people ALL smoking at once.

[MDBiker]

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Hi all. I hope everyone is doing as well as you sound. I am doing pretty well. My son-in-law (without a Drivers license) took my 2002 Pontiac over to see his mother and rolled it several times. The top is crushed, it bounced off of he front and back, so I am pretty sure it is totaled.

I truly am thankful he was by himself and was not hurt or drunk. My insurance man told me today it was not a big deal and he would take care of it. Isn't God good. I just sold my car and didn't even have to try. lol

I am so proud of myself for not getting upset and not stressing out, and not trying to control the situation. That is a big change from last year. Anyway, I need to go fix me some dinner. I will check in tomorrow for sure.

bear

[Determinator]

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wow Bear, you have become a Zen master it sounds....congrats on keeping your cool through that.

well, Dx and I just rolled into our hotel after a great Italian porkout. yum. I remember there was a time not long ago that I wouldn't even consider eating Italian food without wine. Feels nice to calmly order a nice pana italian water and then really enjoy myself.

All is good, I wouldn't be dead for quids!

glad to hear everyone sounding happy.

[Guest]

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Bear, that is horrible, but at least he is Ok and your daughter is not a widow. Could have been much worse....

Det...I love italian food....WELL, I love food period..when sobber anyway. When drinking can go the whole stent with no food, which makes me more sick. You are doing great!!!! Be proud.

[bootcampbarbie]

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ah glad you are doing well with aa luv. keep it up. it is the medicine you need. i am not sure but i think that if bipolar that anti depressants makes it worse? gosh i haven't a clue someone else may know. you should ask though. all these brain waves need love too. bear so happy all are safe. my poor hubby was driving his little mini cooper home yesterday and the guy in front of him forgot and i mean this sarcastically forgot to tie down his rebar.. so when he slammed on breaks the rebar when flying through air like some kind of sci fi movie. spears through the air. and luckily my hubby was not killed. it missed him as he ducked and went right through windshield and several places of the seats like daggers. then the guy gets out after hubby is ready to beat him up. mind you hubby is zen master and the guy goes. uh wow, guess i should have tied those. nicely enough hubby did not throttle him. but hubby loves his baby car and is very sad.... but happy he and car lived to see a nother day. phew..... well, tea and gratitude time. and watch out for rebar.... and trucks that don't tie down their loads. hey det so happy you had a nice dinner. i gorged myself this weekend on food and it was fun. and yesterday a client sent me a big fruit basket and i ate like so much fruit um not a good idea but i did.
hahahahahah

[Cinders]

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Bear, I am so glad to hear your SIL is okay. Cars can be replaced. And really happy to hear that you responded as you should have rather than losing it. I know exactly what you mean. This really shows a lot of personal growth on your part in 10 months. :l

Bootsie, Same for hubby!! What a stroke of luck that he was not seriously injured or killed by that accident!! Breathing big breathes for you and saying Thanks!! I know how much he means to you and I am sure that was a scary thing, even after the fact. :l

Nibs, How is Cody today? 30 is old for a horse but I've known many that lived well past that and happy, too!! I can't ride a horse for sh*t but I do love them, I used to work in stables as a kid, cleaning (ick) and grooming and feeding. They are just like people, some are kind and gentle and some are mean as hell.

Bird, I forgot to say "hi" to you yesterday. Living in Alabama, I can only say that your weather is about to deteriorate quickly, if it already hasn't. Stay safe, girl!! You doing okay otherwise??

TNT, Didn't hear from you yesterday. Hope you are doing well.

Luv, What can I say. Walkin' the path with you. We will be okay, both of us. Let's get healthy and happy, okay?? I want to be the greatest Granny in the world and it is hard to do when Granny is a slobbering, stupid drunk. I do have goals.

More2, Are you doing okay? Just wanted to say "hi" and make sure everything was good in your life, too.

Anyone I have forgotten, please forgive me, I am old.

Love,
Cindi

[cowgal]

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hey all!

Just wanted to tune in to let you all know I was thinking about ya!!! Staying AF, now at day 16, and loving it..................hope this high lasts forevery, and I thank all of you for getting me through the last hard part, will be counting on you for the next one.............

Thanks,:thanks:

love,:h:l

MA