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[brittzak]

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Sorry Cowgal! I will be praying for you all. Maybe this will be the SCARE he needs to get his hinny in gear with you....

Having a oyster roast tonight with some buddies. Hanging all the lights. House is a MESS. I have crap everywhere but got tired and could do anymore last night. So, I gotta go finish, feed Prissy, my puppy, say goodmorning to Iris as she is screaming her fool head off in there...LOL (shhhhh, she must hear me. Sad when you are scared to go pee cause you dont want to wake the animals...LOL)

Brit's little BF is being mean, guess I need to whip his butt. Young love....I can remember listening to Airsupply and just crying over mine...LMAO. How freaking funny is that? Wonder what she listens to?

HAPPY SATURDAY!

[brittzak]

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WELL DAMN TO HELL I am pissed! I am decorating taking out all my ornaments getting ready for kids to come home tomorrow to do the tree....the year Billy died my good friend gave me a very special angel ornament it glows different colors and turns on the tree in his memory...it is BROKEN...I guess I didn't wrap it good enough. OK...deep breath...I sat down cried for awhile mainly cause I am trying not to just FUNK out over holidays. It is a freaking ornament!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will go find us a new one today!!!! Is so funny to me the excuses we let ourselves have to drink and just ball up and veg out. It is an ornament! It isnt like he lives in the darn thing...LOL So, regrouped and finishing up now but wanted to share my story...going to post in general too.

[cowgal]

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oh LUV

It is sentimental.....................sorry about the ornament, it will be ok if you get a replacement.............

Feeling better today, Bird called, she is coming to Tally today, will get together for something........gotta get these boys outa bed!! It is almost 11 and they are still out!! Well they probably stayed up all night! I was out cold after I got home from my AA meeting around 10 or so..................slept like a baby........................looking forward to a quiet weekend...............Mike won't be home til tomorrow..................yeah!!

Will totally enjoy the boys..................going to the mall probably...............Bird said she was going too..........will have a good day!

love you, hope you feel better LUV, :h

MA

[brittzak]

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Sounds great ladies...wish I was there but...but I just showered and about to go shopping myself. I need a new wreathe and garland. Mine is just ugly all of a sudden...LMAO. I am fine about the onrnament, feel silly really. Just reminds me how I have to readjust my thinking to get this sobriety thing down pat! Have fun!

[momof3]

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Brit, You are so damn funny with your posts about the kids, the boyfriend, and the daughter. You make me smile.

I am sorry that your broke the ornament. Perhaps Billy is sending you a message....maybe he doesn't think you need it anymore.

xxoo
Mo3

[toughintexas]

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MA and Bird, I'm sooooo jealous! I wanna be with you guys too! Ya'll have fun together for all of us. I'm serious about a meet up in Colorado after the first of the year too! We're pooped here, I've been up for about an hour, hubby is still in the sack, we're still kinda on Mountain time, but this is even a reach.....lol.....just running on empty here, gonna take a slow, easy weekend. Had movie night by the fire last night, just us and the dogs! Hancock is really a cute movie! Fixing to go soak my tired butt in the hottub with a cup of java. Will check in later! Love you all!

[LVT25]

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Hi guys,
I've never posted here, but you should know I pop in and check up on ya once in awhile!!
Tough, if you get a MWO get-together planned for Colorado-PLEASE let me know! I don't do Denver by myself, but I can handle Ft. Collins! Your house sounds wonderful!:h

Have a great day everyone! I need to get busy with my own decorations--looks like santa's workshop blew up in my house!!:H OVERWHELMING!

[Niblet]

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A big warm welcome LVT !!!! Hang with us anytime !!! The more the merrier !

Luv I have to agree with our wise Momof3 about your ornament... Maybe is is a sign Sweetie... I can sure understand though how upset you are about it being broke..

Welcome Home Tex !!!! You have been soooooo missed my friend !!! I love that you are so strong with your spoiled brat self-centered daughter !!! Hang in there and know that she will have to as you say "get a grip"... Nicely handled on your part. xxx Enjoy some relaxing time.

Sure sounds like Bird and Cowgal will have alot of fun their kids ! I'd love to join you guys.

Congratulations Princess on 189 days AF !!! That is incredible !!! Yahoooooo !!!

Keep the bird stories coming Luv... I would love to meet your "Iris"... Tooo funny
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Well today we brought Freckles to her new home and brought "Daisy" (aren't cows named Daisy LOL ) home... Her and Milley are in stalls across from eachother so that they can sniff noses. Tomorrow we are running more electric fencing to make a new paddock to seperate them. Daisy is an aggressive horse toward other horses and Milley is blind in one eye, very old and not a fast runner. She needs to be protected. They will be right beside eachother and still have eachother for company. Daisy isn't aggressive to people or that, only other horses... We've decided to call her "Lacy" which sounds very similar.
So today we are going to take the dogs for a run in our back bush. When we get back they will get baths and we are going to have a sauna. Hubby has already packed the trails down with our snowmachine... Yep is is snowing to beat the band !!!
Have a wonderful Saturday everybody !!!
Hugs, xxx

[brittzak]

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Went to town and bought a bunch of new holiday stuff. Didn't replace the ornament. Perhaps it is a sign...from Billy or God, but a sign none the less. I gotta get this Christmas stuff done today as Prissy is stuck in doggie room and getting PISSED off. She wants to SEE...lol and eat all my shit I am sure.

My lil brother calls and wants to know why Brit and BF are fighting I say cause their 14 and can ....he says ARE YOU SURE HE ISNT PRESSURING HER FOR SEX...I say...you want me to hang up on you? He says "Lisa, she is getting to the age". I say "they dont date yet, he doesn't come over, don't make me kill the boy Jody." LOL He said he is sure glad I have the girl...then says hey we could get her HOO HOO sewn up. He thinks he is so funny. I said yes, thank God you dont have a girl. Poor thing would be mental.
Zak is getting an African Grey for Christmas. They are GREAT talkers...the best! We havent decided it's name yet...we wont sex it so we can pick any name...sexing a bird is stressful for them and since we will never breed it...we can pick anything. He cant decide if he wants it to be a girl or boy.....we shall see. Now lets see what this thing is gonna say! We need to teach this one GOODNIGHT!

[cowgal]

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hey

Hey all.........Welcome LVT!!:welcome:

......... LUV, your brother's questions are my own questions all the time for my Zac..............I saw on a show on TV that girls are having sex in bathrooms (boys and girls bathrooms at that!) at school!! Zac has gone to the mall etc w/ his girlfriend etc, I wonder what is going on and question him all the time, I just have to trust he will use the judgement/good morals etc that I have instilled in him.................

Had a short but sweet day at the mall...........was REALLY crowded, and I, like Bird, dislike crowds................they boys had their own agenda, the girls are so sweet! Regardless, it was wonderful to see Bird, get a hug, and see her doing so well..................

I have been depressed/obsessing over drinking/eating poorly/all the "bad behavoirs" seem to be coming back..............maybe the holidays just got to me...................last week "SUCKED" in such a big way(Thanksgiving I mean).................my job is hard, I miss the horses TERRIBLY, resent Mike, my job etc.................oh, I am just such a mess..................feeling very depressed is the best word for it.

Trying to not drink, for the first time since Rhonda having a difficult time w/ the thoughts.................just want to run away, get away, oh, I don't know.......................just "blah"

love you guys, just had to get that out..................better out than in!?

Off to the gym, then to see the horses..............the trip is just getting to be a drag, miss having them right here, buying them hay anyway, so costing about as much as when I had them here.......................just sad.:upset::upset:

MA

[brittzak]

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WELCOME LVT...hope you will stick around...you are more than welcome too!!!! Santa blew up in my house too, but i think I finally got him organized now. Looks so nice and i have cleaned now too...smells good now...all I have left is laundry....so happy! I can not wait for the kids to get home..

Of course, kids will bring home TONS of laundry from their Dad's . His house smells like moth balls ,so Brit refuses to wash hers there...LMAO God help, I hope I never die. My poor kids will smell like moth balls. Can you imagine? Princess Brit would go through life smelling like a moth ball. Mine as well kill her... She hates it. She even washes her bag when she gets home. It does stink. I don't know with it smells like that. Zak on the otehr hand doesn' care if he smells like dog shit rolled in dirt, I send him back to bath sometimes three times...he drives me nuts...why are boys so STINKY???? He is taking SEX EDUCATION...5th grade...they teach them mainly body parts and hygiene this year. So he say "Mama, I know what testicals are"....I said Zak..."whatever, you already knew what they were you just want to sy testicals" and we both laughed...it was true...he just wanted to say TESTICALS. I said "go ahead and tell me all the other words you talked about and think are funny to so we can get them out of the way....LMAO I said did you guys talk about deodorant ...He says yes I said did you say you already wear yours ...he no cause I forgot most times...OMG So, now I every morning I say...Teeth, comb hair AND deodorant...my God ! MEN! HA HA HA

My litte nephew texted me this morning...so cute...he just learned...says "hey Aunt Lisa" We were both excited. He is 12.

MA.....you know I had 4.5 months after Lenair before drinking again. But, I started craving about a month afterwards. If I can do anything to help you not drink to assist in your sobriety, please call. Increase AA if you have to. I should have! I am doing good, but those slips are getting harder and harder on my body. Read the toolbox thread please it will help you!!!!!! OK...Luv you honey!

[Niblet]

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Awww Cowgal if only I could give you a hug for real.... Gosh, I can truely feel your depression with all that is going on in your life. Take Luvs' advice and read that thread with hopes of lifting your spirits.
Well, "Lacy" just simply does not look like a Lacy so we've decided to call her "Maisy" which is very very close to her original name "Daisy"... Soooo, Maisy it is !!!
After work Hubby and I went to town Christmas shopping for "Audry"... I drew her name out of a hat at work. I found a really nice little cordless table-top waterfall ornament that holds 3 tea lights. Hope that she likes it as much as I do... hint, hint I said to hubby
Well, I'm gonna tuck in a bit early so... Hugs to you all with alot of love , xxx

[Niblet]

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Oh, Luv how long will Zaks' African Grey live for ??? I would give my eye teeth to meet your feathered friends ! I'm assuming that his bird is hand-raised?
Thanks for the bird stories

[LVT25]

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Hi guys, I wanted to pop in and thank you for the warm :welcome:!

Got a chuckle out of the moth balls and the sex ed. I also have a 5th grader, I think they had the class last year! All of a sudden he thinks he is going through puberty and the boys are comparing and counting hairs! TMI--I know!:H

[brittzak]

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Yes, it is hand-fed...they all are. They typically live 50-60 yrs so Zak will have him a VERY long time. Perhaps his entire life if he is cared for properly. God only knows what this bird may end up saying...LOL Zak is a chatter box so they may carry on whole conversations with one another. LMAO...

I would love to see your horses as well. Glad you like Maisy. Send me some pictures! Send me some of the snow too. I have to live through u...HA HA We don't get any.