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[cowgal]

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amazing!!

I REALLY had my doubts inside that the phonecall would not work, but kept my mind open, and WOW, my mind went blank for a while while she was talking to me, but besides saying things and giving me advice on things I HAVE NOOOOOO IDEA HOW SHE KNEW(unless she reads MWO and knows I am cowgal, which I doubt is the case!) I just sat there w/ my eyes closed and "let it happen".

I am amazed, the craving which was literally driving me so crazy(I didn't even think I could make it until 1:30 for the phone call without drinking!?) was just lifted, it just DISAPPEARED!!!!

I am on cloud 9 right now, need to NOT GIVE IN the next time I think about drinking, I will call you LUV or Best, or Bird...........or Cindi or anyone I forgot........I PROMISE!!!!

It is a gorgeous day here, wish I had someone to ride with, but will definitely go to the gym/pool...................gotta work of this Al/junk food weight, it is making me SICK!!!:upset:

Love you guys, have a WONDERFUL Sunday, since I have my own pc, it is so cool to be able to check in more often whenever I want, even been on chat!!

And nice to have the time, that will change when I go back to work and that is some feedback Rhonda gave me on changing too................????

MA:h:l

[brittzak]

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GOOD MA.....and YES you call me next time....I lOVE YOU. You know you can call any one of us any time.

[greeneyes]

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Great MA!! I'm so glad. I know what you mean about that "I have no idea how she knew" stuff. Quite amazing.

[cowgal]

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Happy Monday!

Well, the urge is gone, and I have another ENTIRE day to do w/ whatever I want..............without AL stepping in to ruin it, yep RUIN IT, that's what always happens, NOT FUN AT ALL!!!! Weather is going to suck, raining and cold.:upset:

Good thing I got a short ride in yesterday, sat out by the pool after working out at the gym, off to the gym now, then running errands and to health food store to stock BACK UP on all the supplements Rhonda had me on...............ran out mid Nov................may have had something to do w/ the cravings etc kicking back in..................worth the $$ cuz I think I felt better when using them too.

Everyone have a great day!!!!!!:h:l

lots of love,

MA

[cowgal]

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where is everyone?

I finally have time, not tomorrow though, today turned out to be beautiful after all! I was out almost all day, which is what I enjoy. I even signed up for Tia Chi, start Sat AM at 9:15....not happy about getting up so early, but I will get used to it.

Hope everyone is doing well, made an awesome veggie soup and teryaki salmon, sitting down to dinner alone, kids ate while I cooked, Mike drank his dinner, he is out already...........what a life!

Tomorrow work and AA meeting at 8, so a jammed packed day, will fit the gym in between somewhere.

lots of love and hugs,:l:h:l

MA

[brittzak]

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MA...I am thrilled to be reading this...this is the MA I like reading. Glad to have you back to YOU!!!!!

[cowgal]

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YEAH!

What a nice day at work, it is days like this I LOVE my job, wish they were all so pleasant......went in at 7 and out by 4................

Frosting my cake and off to my AA meeting, night all! HUGS.................:l:h:l:h

MA

[brittzak]

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Had an OK day...have PMS and GROUCHY...no reason really just am grouchy. Everyone on my nerves. I know they were glad when I left today...I was too...LOL I am grilling out tomorrow night and fireworks with the kids...NO booze. Have been doing great on the topa. Really dont know why I ever stopped it. I am much better with it and cravings are gone again. Sleeping well too...6 hours a night again...may not sound like a lot but for me honey that is heaven. Anything over 4 is like walking on a cloud. I am thrilled!!!!
MA you sound so much better honey. I am so happy. YOUR BACK! AND I am glad.

[bestlifeldms]

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Good Morning All,

I wanted to stop in and wish everyone a healthy and happy 2009! I hope it is the best we have ever had! Love, Sherry

[brittzak]

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HAPPY SOBER NEW YEAR!!!!!!!! Staying in with my babies tonight. We will toast with sparkling grape juice....luvuall! Lisa

[cowgal]

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HAPPY NEW YEAR~

I am staying at home, watching a few movies, then toasting w/ tonic in a champagne glass..........if I make it up that late!

Went out last night w/ all my AA buddies, went to Village Inn and had such a great time, haven't ever laughed that hard drinking, I swear!!!:H:H:H

Then to lunch w/ another AA friend, we went walking at a park after lunch and just talked about the year, he has 15 years AF, can't EVEN imagine that, but enjoying being AF so much I actually am soooooooooo looking forward to 2009............ALOT of changing gonna come this gal's way.

MA:h

[brittzak]

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MA, 2009...it's OUR year....you know what I have learned through all this...CHANGE...you MAKE it happen.....instead of letting it happen to you...MAKING it happen feels so much better!!!!!

[lorisunshine]

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Hello all you guys,
I just wanted to wish you all a very happy, healthy, peaceful, prosperous and alcohol free New Year. In a few hours I will be toasting your good health and happiness with a glass of Perrier on the rocks with a twist of lemon. I am thinking of all of you.
Hugs all around.
Lori

[brittzak]

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HAPPY 2009......sorry I missed you Greenie.....was outside with the kids....and my cell is SCREWED....I have to get a new one this weekend...you can hear me talk but I cant hear you....

We need to meet for lunch????? AND time to get this Feb meet up planned guys....I am ready to SEE you folks.

[cowgal]

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Yeah really!

I cannot wait to actually meet you beautiful, wonderful people!!! Get a real live hug!! I'd welcome you to stay w/ me, but you may not want to once you see my house...............scarey w/ 2 teenage boys and a husband who don't know how to pick up after themselves..................actually my MIL is going to come and stay w/ us the end of Jan, so the house will still be clean!:H:H

Had an early night and up having a big breakfast already, just cleaned up, need a nap already!:H:H

lots of love, hey Lori, Happy New Year to you too!!

MA:h