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[cowgal]

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sorry

W/ work and all I have not really been good at keeping up, Babybear, sorry about your rough time, I can totally relate about wanting to numb all the feelings, I will be thinking of you as you go through this time...................you will be in my prayers, again sorry, MA:sorry:

Nibs, it is sooooooo great to see you back, Bird good to see ya! Best, always great to read your insight, you are an inspiration................:h

LUV, More2, TIT, Cindi, all else (I am sure there are many w/ this short term/long term memory loss) who I have missed, especially new people..................have an AWESOME evening and will check in and REALLY read and post soon, just so busy w/ work etc............

love and hugs,:l:h:l

MA

[brittzak]

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BabyBear...Pamina is right. This group is GREAT support for the alcohol issue...but after some time I also found a grief site. It is called GROWW. You may like it. OR try other avenues. I lost my fiance in 2006 in a car accident ...9 months after he was killed, my Mama was diagnosed with cancer and she died in 2008...both of them died in April...2 years apart. Sudden traumatic death...is such a BLOW to your system...please seek some help. I wish I had. I hope you keep coming here as well. Have you thought of getting any of the supplements? Your Dad took Campral...I know BearJr did also...might be something to consider? You need to get a plan. A plan to get kick started to quit. You know there is a problem...that is great! First step....Bear wouldnt be angry, he'd be proud of you for admitting it.

Nibs...I posted pics in the gallery...of my bedroom...go see.

[Niblet]

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Pamina, you have added to this already loving group.... Please do not feel like you are intruding in any way, shape or form... You as well as anyone is welcome !! The more the merrier... Really.
I hope that everybody has a wonderful Thursday !
Hugs, xxx

[Niblet]

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Luv, will do !!!

[brittzak]

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If the painter does not finish my house tomorrow I am gonna FREAK OUT!!!!! It has been a complete mess for far to long. I can't take it any longer. I fee like crying tonight. I just can not stand this damn mess any more. I think I took on to much at one time. Hopefully he will finish tomorrow.
Nibs thank you for all my pics...I loved them!!!!!!!

[Niblet]

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Luv, when I was my hubbys "gopher" on plumbing jobs I can truely understand what you must be feeling... All too often folks would be moved into a portion of a new home only to live in drywall dust, power cords and strangers coming and going for days on end... Chin up sweetie xxx Your home will be finished. As I type this I can hear my hubby on the sawzall cutting out our back door that will be replaced.... We have to redrywall, need flooring, trim, the works... I will also be living under construction... This eyesore of ours is the first thing to greet you at the back door... ugggg.... Any suggestions on how I might redecorate this small entrance area ??? Seriously, you have a knack for these kinds of things... I like woodsey, warm decore and am not afraid of "colour"... It will always look worse before it can look beautiful... When you feel overwhelmed, lay in your beautiful bedroom sanctuary you created and "breath" knowing that you are celebrating 3 MONTHS AF !!!! Yahooooooo !!!!!!!!!! I'm so proud of you my friend xxx
I hope that everybody is having a wonderful Friday... Hugs and peace to you BabyBear... We all want to be your soft place to fall... we will hold your hand and point you in some really positive directions. xxx Feel our prayers Honey.

I still cannot tell you all how much I've missed you... Tex honey I've left you a couple of messages and will try again a bit later or tomorrow to reach you. I miss you something terrible....
Hugs,xxx
Oh, and how are ya Morrison... Missin ya Bird...

[boredinbiloxi79]

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still relatively new here but I'm happy to say that today is day 29 for me.

[bestlifeldms]

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Congratulations & welcome! That is quite an accomplishment! Biloxi, huh? I used to have a condo in Diamondhead. I love your area! Sold it right before Katrina. Haven't been down since. Understand things are very different now. Good luck, here! Great to have you!

[cowgal]

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hey all

Welcome Biloxi:welcome:

Nibs, thanks for the pics, love them!!:thanks:

Best, LUV good to see you, hang in there LUV, with the painters, they will get done, those contractor guys really are on slow time though (Mike is one of THEM!)

off to run errands, love Fridays when I get off work early!! Off to my meeting tonight, last week missed it, had a bad day.

love and hugs,:l:h

MA

[brittzak]

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Cowgal...the problem with the painter is he is a freaking DRUNK! He can only work about 4-5 hours a day before he has to knock off for a beer...he shows up at 11 and he starts the shacks about 3-4..NO LIE! He can paint though and is CHEAP! If I dont kill him, my house will be beautiful! LOL So, I will either have a nicely painted house or a new deck out back...just kidding...he showed up today and is working his hinny off. He is a nice guy. He just asked would i get him a beer..i said would you finish my kitchen...i will get you a beer when you do...Heaven help me.

[cowgal]

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yeah

The guy who painted for mike was a total drunk, he drank from 8am on..............be happy yours doesn't start til later, good luck, I am sure he is talented painter, most drunks are (look at me:H:H )

lots of love, you will make it girlie and just think of your house when it is done.

Me, I have been out playing w/ the horses, soooooooooooooo nice to have them back here, but they have almost eaten all the grass already..................but if they go back to Havana, there grass is dead for the winter, so I have to buy hay anyway, may as well keep them here til I can put down the summer grass and get it established, them back here for good!! YAY!:clapclap::yougo::yay:

love, hugs................:h

MA

[brittzak]

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Welcome Biloxi!!!!!!! AND CONGRATS on 29 days!!!!

My kitchen and livingroom are DONE! He will be back Monday to do the kids Bathroom and the outside doors and shitters and we are DONE!!! YAY!

Nibs, I dont know about the door area. Your house is lovely! I bet you already came up with something didnt you? Did you get in touch with TIT?

[Niblet]

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"SHITTERS" Luv LMAO !!!!!!!! :H

[Niblet]

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I'm soooooo happy for you that your home is almost finished Luv.... Yahooooooo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yep, I got a hold of TIT but she had company.... I'll try to reach her again today.. she sounds really awesome !!! Tex, you go girl !!! You are missed something terrible here.

I'll be back to work tomorrow. This exam week that I've been off has really be terrific... I feel as though my battery is charged and I'm ready to face the music once again.... I just hope that Marilyn will stay off my A$$ is all. I love working with the teachers and kids yet she tries to take that from me it seems... Unfortunately I do not know how to stand up for myself and end up eating alot of crap sandwiches that she feeds me.... I wish I had the skills to have that stop. I'm her target it seems and everybody else is joked with and treated just fine.... Just don't get it.
Oh well, we shall see and I'll let you all know how it goes... see it feels so good to come here and share this. When our computer was on the fritz I felt sooooo alone in this darkness.
I hope that everybody has a wonderful Sunday... make some time for yourselves and smell the roses.
Hugs, xxx

[brittzak]

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SHITTERS are SHUTTERS...duh uh...one day I will learn to type. HA MAYBE!

Nibs...ya want us to come beat the shit outta her already? Ok well I havent a clue how to fight but I can curse really well and I think I could set her straight verbally. I really dont understand people like her. What does she get out of treating you like this? She is SCUM! We luv you!!!!

Hope everyone had a nice weekend.