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[greeneyes]

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That's great, nibs! "this farm girl has pitched enough shit" made me LOL!! All that really fell into place didn't it! What a relief!!

[Niblet]

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Yet another good day at work to report One day at a time I always like to say...
Gosh it turned back into a really cold winter here ! The horses had to come back into their stalls at noon by my hubby because he said the wind was sooooo bad.. Oh to be a Northerner...
Hope that everybody is well. How you doin' Cindy?
Thank goodness tomorrow is Friday. I've been having a bit of a cold with a nagging cough keeping me and hubby awake off and on all night. I think tonight I'll make a steamy mug of neo citron while watching that whaco lady on survivor !!! Haaa !! Haaa!!!
Hugs, xxx

[brittzak]

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AWw, hope you feel better Nibs! It was the same here in the South today...cold and windy! I hate this crap...decide is it gonna be Spring or not already!!!! One day it is 70 , the next 20...

I am off tomorrow, they are coming to tile my bathroom and kithcen, and laundry room and then I am DONE with the house for a good bit. Thank Heavens!

[cowgal]

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hey all

Just home from dinner w/ the fil.......................cuban food (YUCK), but was ok.................LUV have you been to facebook?? PM me your whole name so I can add you...........that is not as fun as this, but ok.

Need to get to bed, another long day tomorrow............glad you are ok Cindi, and Nibs, Greeneyes, and everyone else I may have forgotten...............:h:h

Been craving al, actually was really upset after work yesterday and had a beer just to face coming home.:upset: Am ok though, going to an AA meeting at noon tomorrow, then tomorrow night DEFINITELY going to meeting rather than staying home and chancing drinking while I watch Mike do just that..................much more fun w/ my AA guys!

love you all, goodnight................doing ok, XOXOXO:l

MA

[greeneyes]

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Geez, no kidding!!! and when she cooks it's a buffet and she cleans the corners of her closets, she excels at work and is a single mom. It's WONDERLUVIE!!!!! ROFL! Seriously, I just try to manage my own litttle life and shake my head in amazement at Luvbug.

[Niblet]

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Yep, I'm with you all on that. Hats off to our Luvbug !!!!!!!! Your home must be an amazing place !
That lady on Survivor seemed pretty mellow on the show this last time... hmmm, but that Coach fella seems like a "kreeper" to me ! The lady that was voted off didn't see it coming though eh More2 ? They sure are a backstabbing bunch if I ever saw it.

Last night when I brough Milley and Maisy in for the night, Milley didn't finish her grain, was pacing her stall, biting at her sides and kicking at her belly.... Here we go again with a bout of colic in the barn !!! I walked her and walked her, she passed a bit of gas which is a very good sign... Her gut noise was wayyyy to quiet so I prepared to make a call for the vet... When I put her back in her stall, I thought well, she passed gas we'll just see how she is. Well what she did was get down to roll so I call the vet. About 5 minutes before he arrived, I could hear LOUD noises from her gut even from in the hallway where I was standing... She promply tooted, and tooted and then started diving into the rest of her grain and then munched quietly on her hay... Even though I had to pay a weekend callout for the vet it was a relief for him and us that she is ok... He left me with a bottle of stuff specifically for colic should she need it...
I woke up early and headed to the barn to be greeted by 2 happy, hungry horses and 2 sweet lil' miniature goats hollering " MAAAAA "

MA, Mike sounds like such a loser that continues to drag you down You soooo deserve to be blistfully happy my friend. xxx

I ended up sleeping most of the night down on the couch because I didn't want to keep hubby up with my coughing... Evidently I can even cough in my sleep ??
Hope all is well with all you and yours, Hugs,xxx
Has anybody heard from our precious "Magic" ??? I miss her so much.

[brittzak]

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I havent seen magic in AGES...I miss her too. Wish she would check in.

MA, HUGS honey!!!!

I never do anything halfass. EVER! Sometimes it is good...sometimes NOT....like drinking.....I didn't pick it up until my thirties, but honey when I did...well, you all know the story. It isn't always a good thing to be like this. I see Brit becoming more and more like me as well. She gets something in her head and obsesses over it until it happens. It drives me nuts...and I am same way. LOL

Off to baseball this afternoon...luvuall

[cowgal]

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sorey

Nibs, Cocoa has only had a "slight case" if there is such a thing of colic (yeah he farted alot!), I just walked him alot that night....................friends of mine have spent $$$ Thousands on theirs w/ the problem................thank god she is ok.:l

I am not the happiest camper, have to haul the horses to Havana today to my friend's house, thank GOD for friends w/ acreage, huh?!:thanks:

Off to load them up and hopefully won't drink over it, very sad day though.........:upset::upset:

MA:h:h

[brittzak]

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MA.....call if you need me!!!!!! I am sorry you have to take them back.

[Niblet]

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MA, my heart truely goes out to you.... I'm so very sorry you have to bring them to your friends farm. On the upside sweetie, know that they will have plenty of pasture until your pasture grows back. My thoughts are with you on this tough day. Thank the dear Lord the horses have eachother in an unfamiliar setting. I just wish I could be a real shoulder for you as you need that right now.

Luv, hope that the baseball game was alot of fun.. Sure makes me envious as I watch more snow piling up here... I cannot wait to get back out in the garden !

Well, I thought I'd stop by before heading out to scoup poop in the barn.
Hope that everybody is well, Hugs,xxx

[cowgal]

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off to the hell-hole

I am off to work, don't enjoy it much, but am grateful to have a job..........yesterday was bad, can't go into much, but glad to have it done with...............today is my "early day, so should be off by 4 or so, then baking the cake for tomorrow's "birthday meeting".......if I can make it sober.........

love you guys, off to the rat race.................:l:h:l

MA:l

[greeneyes]

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MA, Whadda ya mean "if"? There IS no "if". That word got changed to "will". You WILL be sober. You live with a reminder of the alternative! There is no reason in the world for you to drink. Your horses have food and are cared for. Your kids love it that you're sober. You HAVE a job. You are exercising, loving your AA group. Shut that door and lock it!

[brittzak]

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MA, look at Mike....that is what you do not want to become and that is where AL takes us. You are doing so good. Life is what we make it....I learned the hard way myself. We can lay down or stand up and fight. You are a fighter! Put on those boxing gloves girl.

[cowgal]

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happy

had a decent day, feelings not good, but hanging in there, Zac and I are going to start the cake now.........................then off to pour myself into bed........................I am VERY tired, yesterday was emotionally and physically exhausting taking the horses back to Havana:upset::upset:, spoke w/ Larry, love the guy (who keeps them in Havana) :h:hhe is so supportive, knows the situation, it is just tough right now...............love you guys, gonna get working on that cake, then off to shower and bed...................what a life....................I do have a job, and a good one at that.

MA

[brittzak]

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It is tough MA....I think MOST of us here have been where you are. It isn't easy to leave a relationship, even if it is toxic. Honey, just do yourself a favor and stay away from the bottle....there is NOTHING in it but PAIN...you stick to your plan. You are doing so good and with each day you get stronger. Keep on your path..I feel certain you will gain the strength to keep moving forward in life.
I know you miss the horses, but look at it this way...with them in Havana, you can take the whole day away from Mike and go riding. It gets you out and away from the situation and gives you some ME time. KEPP FIGHTING, we can all do this!