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[brittzak]

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Greenie have a blast!!!!!!

Cowgal...I'd be happy to be alone if i were you. At least Mike will be gone. Do something nice for yourself today.

I am packing to get ready to leave in the morning. I am so ready. Zak is driving me crazy asking questions...he is excited too I guess. Brit's choir did good last night. They get their score tonight. She i at Busch Gardens today...I am JEALOUS..ha ha I am packing and cleaning bird cages. Everyone has to be clean and ready before I leave.

[brittzak]

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Bear Jr.....we cross posted. I am very happy for you. Thanks for stopping by and letting us know how you are.

[cowgal]

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fun

Have a fun trip both LUV and Geeneyes!!!

It is good to see you doing so well Bear Jr.:thanks:Thanks for keeping us posted as to your progress................

I am not doing that great, sorry to say, been drinking again, but not too bad, will get through this!

Love you guys, stay cool...............enjoy your trips!


MA

[brittzak]

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Brit's choir won best in the NATION tonight!!!!! She was so happy when she called me she was crying. She will be home at 1 am. I cant wait to hug her neck...I am so excited for her. All her opera sounding singing that drives me and Zak both nuts paid off! How wonderful is this???? I am one proud proud Mama tonight.

MA....get back on that wagon girl. You have done this before ...you CAN do it!

[lucky 2.0]

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BEST IN THE NATION!!! WOW!!!! What a huge accomplishment! I can only imagine the pride you both must have, probably even Zack is proud!

Enjoy vacation BZ!

[cowgal]

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day 1

Back to day 1, this WAS just a bump:bump: in the road for me, feeling ok, off to the gym to sweat a while, then to a meeting, then up to see the horses.............................

LUV have a great trip, YIPPEE for Brit, you must be so proud:yougo:, Greeneyes, catch lots of trout!:thumbs:

Lucky, good to see you here, hope you are well.................will not drink today, it just takes me down when I do, so staying positive and getting out of this house for most of the day!!

Off I go...........................

lots of love,:l:h

MA

[Niblet]

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Hello everybody
Finially I have a day off and face a pile of laundry needing to be washed... Oh well, next weekend is good Friday as well as Easter Monday... 4-day weekend coming up !!!
Welcome Snacker and FLgirl !!! We're all happy to have you join us :l
BearJr, you sounds just amazing. Thanks so much for stopping by and keeping touch.. That means so much to us all.
Greenie, have fun trout fishing ! I can't wait until all the ice is gone and we can get our boat out once again.
Luv, have a great time with your kids on your trip... Congratulation go to your daughter !!! That is awesome !
Tex, I hope this email finds you mare and foal doing just fine... Gosh it's so scary when a mare doesn't clean out after foaling... Did you try giving her a shot of oxytocin?
I hope that the rest of your foals are born without a hitch... May God Bless and Keep them all healthy.. Oh, I've been trying to find that magazine that has your world champion paint in it... Is it Horse and Rider magazine and which month.. I'm trying to get my hands on an issue as a keepsake. Give your sweet lil' foals a hug for me... there is nothing quite like a brand new life learning how to use those long legs
Hello to More2 and Ducky xxx
Cowgal, I just love love love your attitude !!! I so wish we lived near one another.
Bird, I sure hope that the darn rain stops for you guys !! Gosh it's even too wet for your kitty to go potty.
Well, I'm off to put some laundry out on the line and then muck out the barn. The sun is shining but it's pretty chilly... right around the freezing mark actually... brrrrrr !!!!
Hugs, xxx

[Determinator]

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Bear Jr, congrats buddy! wonderful to hear.

Luvs you must be the proudest mama in the nation!

Cowgal, I can feel your frustration dear. if you think you don't have any withdrawals to worry about how bout getting the al out of the house right away? that really helps me when I'm feeling vulnerable.

XXXX everyone

[cowgal]

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made it

Made it the entire day, w/ 2 AA meetings, lunch w/ a bunch of friends from AA, all wanting to help me stay sober................giving me advice, maybe treatment? but really at this point of my job etc itis not an option............maybe a separation so I don't have to come home to what I just did? Rent is soooooo expensive, since this is a college town, we will see, just will make myself scarce, his family (my mil and her attitude to favorites of the grandkids, and them NOT being my kids, hint, hint, my feelings were already pretty raw, but couldn't take it, this family is soooooooooooo unsensitive and I am overly sensitive, and (my sponsor says) a super sweet, sensitive and giving person................not a good match...............:upset::upset:

Thanks everyone for being here........................Det, Greeneyes, LUV, Lucky and Nibs.............I am sure I missed a few of you wonderful guys, sorry about that as I am rushing as to not get busted typing this by Mike, he is in a mood.........our sweage backed up all through the house and he spent the day fixing that (drunk as all hell to boot, he wants a metal or something............I said thank you and forewarned him I had to stay away esp if him and Pat (a guy who has beer 24/7) were going to be here

lots of love off to shower then to read myself to sleep...................

XOXO:l:h

MA

[brittzak]

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Thank-you everyone...Yes..I am a very porud Mama right now. She is so excited and proud of herself and her team. Our little school only has 30 people in their choir and they competed against fine arts school with 100+ people choirs from NewYork, etc.....VERY PROUD!!!!
We are in orlando. Taking a lil break right now before going to dinner tonight. Bought tickets to a dinner show at a place called Capone's. Should be fun. Spent the morning and early afternoon at Sea World.
MA.....SEPERATION...I think that is a GOOD plan girl. just might save your life...SERIOUSLY! Hugs to you honey.
Nibs...I hope ya get some rest this weekend. You have been running full force.
Dtes and Lucky....thanks for coming by and for the congrats!!!!

[bird]

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Hi all
Wow thats great Luv and hope you vacation is going well.Hey Nibs what have you been cooking lately??Yeah CG that separation sounds good. Hey the rent is cheap up here. Thats why I stay,I can afford it. Its spring break here. We went bowling yesterday and I am sore. Guess Im really out of shape. And damn it rained again but not as much.A cold front coming in now. Supposed to be 33 tonight yay. Will enjoy it while it is here. Later on...bird

[cowgal]

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pretty bad here too

The rain has flooded us out, our plumbing backed up all over the house Friday, took alot of $$ (which we don't have!) and time, took Mike all weekend and lots of beer (why I drank so much, oh well, this is day 2 here)

Have a blast LUV, hope it dries out soon, but MAN, it is going to the 30s tonight, I despise the freezing weather!! YUCK!!!!! Want the 80s back, PLEASE!!!

off to study, starting the RN program tonight, AAAUURGH, cannot get to the login site (am not computer literate besides the basics, Zac said he can't help me either!!??)

Waiting for a reply from the IT dept.....................looking forward to class, it is Sociology, which sounds BORING as all hell, but I need to take it......................of course Mike is already complaining that I am being scammed....................WTF!?!? He is just jealous I am making something out of myself, will touch base again tomorrow................

XOXOXO
MA

[greeneyes]

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Hey! Quick hello - on a time schedule. Had a great time fishing. People were all so nice and the cabin was new and big, a retired guide fished w/ me all day (gratis!) and I caught fish in a beautiful river on beautiful days! What more could I ask for?

Luvie, great news on the choir! I've been wondering how your neck feels? Hope you are having a great time down there! Nibs you too. How's your back? MA, you back on the wagon? Need to be! Gotta make sure you cover your arse in case things don't go smoothly! Big hi to everyone else!

I put off the tax return so I have to hammer it out tomorrow. Yikes!

[Niblet]

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Lost my darn post by hitting the wrong key... darn-it !
Well, Greenie welcome home and I'm so glad that you had such a well deserved wonderful time fishing !
Cowgal, run and don't look back Honey !! You so deserve this xxx Know that we all love and care about your wellbeing.
So, we just got home from shopping and visiting at Dad and Lyndys... he's doing pretty well, a bit fat but that's about it... Well, as we arrived I saw where he had an area all filled with little planters containing tomatoes he planted from seed, baby flowers etc... He had a fan lightly blowing on them so I just thought that it was too humid or something... Well I had to laugh !!! Lyndy said,"Bobby, do you think your plants have had enough excercise, can I shut the fan off"... Haaa !!! He read somewhere that the stems are stronger if the plants think they are in a bit of a wind for their excercise... Haa !!! haaa !! I didn't laugh at him, but it just kinda struck me funny.... Makes sense though I guess...
Well, I'm only stopping by real quick and I'll have more time soon enough to touch base...
Be well everybody, Hugs xxx

[brittzak]

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Been REALLY craving lately. I had stopped Topamax some time back but I guess I gotta get back on it. i guess I will take the shit my whole life. I really hate that, but I do So SO SO much better on it. Cravings pretty much go away. it is so expensive too...BUT, looks like it is worth it for me. I hate whiteknuckling it much more. It makes me grouchy.