What a shock!

[Bella]

Hi All. Hope your'e doing well in all your personal challenges? I've not been on-line for a few days as I have just found out that I am pregnant. I have spent the last 2 days reeling from the shock. I will tell you why.

I am 38 yrs old and we already have a 4 yr old son. We have been trying for another, for 3 years. I have gone through some treatments to no avail, and was finally told that results of blood tests show that I am approaching menopause- Very young! I was also told that even if I was to conceive, it is very un-likely that I will have a successful pregnancy, due to old eggs!!! So thats the situation. As you can imagine, I am very anxious and waiting to miscarry! I have to wait for 3 weeks to have a scan, as there might not even be anything there! Who knows. For the last 2 and a half years, this whole issue has been all consuming and depressing. It is only in the last 6 months that I had finally accepted I was un-able to conceive. God works in mysterious ways!

I have stopped the drinking and now stopped the smoking aswell. oh and I've stopped the caffeine too. Talk about clean living!!! But, in a way, I think it will be easier to do this as I have a good reason now. And, I know this is negative, but if this comes to nothing, at least I can have a fag!!! And a drink!!!

Anyway, Lots of love to you all. Bella xxxx

[AMELIA]

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Wow Bella, I hope everything turns out well for you!!
Perhaps you relaxed enough in the last 6 months for your body to finally fall pregnant.
Keep us informed!!
Best wishes
Amelia

[Guest]

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congrats Bella. Thats fantastic news, Im delighted for you and your family and stay positive!

[irishlady]

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Bella, I'm so happy for you.. Hope everything goes well...Keep us up to date with it all..

Love, Louise xxx

[rudemama]

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Congatulations Bella!!!!!! Try not to worry.:l Rudemama

[Beaches]

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Congrats Bella, very exciting news

[cookinghappy]

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Fingers crossed

I've been wondering how everything was going, Bella. THis could be just what you need. Being pregnant has always been the only time I've managed to be really kind to my body. There's something about looking after a baby that gives me a motivation that nothing else does. I hope this pregancy lasts and I hope you too get that motivation. I'll be thinking of you.

[Guest]

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OH BELLA, WHO WHE girl, I was not expecting that. I wondered where you were. I will pray for you. Joe could you a little playmate if that is God's will ......fingers and toes crossed...oceans of love...

[betty boop]

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Hi Bella, WOW!!!

Look after yourself and keep us informed love .....

[existence]

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good luck Bella, try not to worry about it too much...getting rid of everyhing else is good but getting rid of any stress is even better

good luck girl xx
Kel x

[boycie]

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Bella, congrats honey hugs coming your way darling. Kim

Betty - love the bike

Existence - love the aviator babe

[Guest]

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Bloddy fantastic. Take care of yourself, and have that husband pamper and treat you like the beautiful tresure that is our Bella. I could not be happier for you.
Hugs Mary

[meditation mama]

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Hi Bella! I haven't posted in a while, so I was happy to see your posting. I am sending you the most positives wishes possible. Keep your mind in a good place and your body will follow... Sounds like you are on a good healthy path - I am so happy for you!

xoxoxoxxo

[goingsobermum]

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Congratulations, what a suprise. I hope all goes well. I guess I must be growing an old egg too! I'm 38 and expecting my 4th baby.
Lots of Love
Suz

[Breez]

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All the best! Congrats!