Hi, its Theme2be if you rember me~

[Theme2be]

I have missed you all and have not overcome. I wont ever give up so I can return to inspring~ Let me know what worked for I have tried so much~ Love

[3June2013]

Hi, its Theme2be if you rember me~

Theme2be I don't think we've met, I've only been here five months, but hi there! Are you here to quit? Not really sure I'm understanding your post!

[Guitarista]

Hi, its Theme2be if you rember me~

Hiya Theme 2 be.

Good to see you again. I know you are aware of the toolbox, but it is always worth another look i reckon, no matter where we are on our journey. Here's the link below for you. Maybe you'll find some inspiration there.

https://www.mywayout.org/community/f1...box-27556.html

I hope you stick around and keep in touch with us here. How are things?

G bloke. :goodjob:

[Queenbug]

Hi, its Theme2be if you rember me~

Hello Theme...I do remember you....stay close...hope you are ok xx

[Sunbeam]

Hi, its Theme2be if you rember me~

Theme to Be, I do remember your posts. The toolbox has SO many ideas to try and inspiring posts. Keep going back there to read and gather a new idea to try if the current plan isn't working AND NEVER GIVE UP.

[Queenbug]

Hi, its Theme2be if you rember me~

Theme...coming back isn't a failure...it's determination :h

[gettinitright]

Hi, its Theme2be if you rember me~

We only fail when we stop trying.

[Zenstyle]

Hi, its Theme2be if you rember me~

Welcome back Miss K! I know it's not where you want to be but it's lovely to see you here... :l

The victory is in never giving up. (I'm sure there's a snazzy saying but I can't remember it right now!)

Looking forward to chatting! X

[Theme2be]

Hi, its Theme2be if you rember me~

thank You and, yes I will go to the tool box. It is really the talking for I have always been somewhat reclusive here and now know that I need to reach out more and dig deeper so thats what I am doing. First thing is to try to get outside of myself and get more into service oriented. I just graduated as an nationally certified massage therapist and that will be lovely once I am involved with different projects. I have an injury and have been off work for over a month and so got back into those early AM binges and one knows how sick it can make your physically. I want to string some days together for the love of God. It is good to be back and will be round. Much Love~

[gettinitright]

Hi, its Theme2be if you rember me~

I work from home and it is so easy to backslide when you are home 24/7. You can hide! I am applying for PT work just to get the heck outta this house some and see people.

[Theme2be]

Hi, its Theme2be if you rember me~

Thank you, gettin' it. Listen, it is no excuse. I was late night binging prior but when I have all this time and it tugs at me. It is physically terrible.

I am curious if I will ever understand. I know I CANT drink Alcohol and then sit in the liquor store parking lot and cry like a baby to not go in. But, I go in.

I needed to bring myself out of hiding for after physical tests my internals are showing damage and I am to much in Love with Life and Art and Music and Healing to go out this way, not to be draumtic.

Need my MWO family:h

[gettinitright]

Hi, its Theme2be if you rember me~

It isn't an excuse, but it is what it is. We are here for you. You can do this.

[techie]

Hi, its Theme2be if you rember me~

Welcome back. I remember you well.

[Theme2be]

Hi, its Theme2be if you rember me~

Your Love means alot. I realize I may need to do the medical detox althoug I am schooled/educated in holistic but its fierce and it drives me right back to the bottle . This feels like it has not before. I want this. I desire it and want to crave it past this vile gasoline craving. Horrible. This is a terrible disorder an I dont want to die of it.

[Theme2be]

Hi, its Theme2be if you rember me~

It is late here in Las Vegas and this city is 24/7 for free drinks and my cell rings for invites and its usually based on open Mike nights they call them here and one can do a song and be amongst other artist or performers but its difficult because of the free alcohol. I had no trouble before I moved here and now its full blown or has been. Not as bad , but I get it takes one week of going all in and then its lights out. I want to fly free of this. I hope I dont tire any one of my words. I feel so sure this is the place to come to. I have gone away for a while and I tried many other places.
I feel home now.
I want to live.
My Mom needs me.
My reason for living/being born needs me.

I dont want to let this beast win.

I love you all so much~