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[Wagoneer]

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Sunni - I have not been around for a while (not drinking luckily!), but I just wanted you to know that you are in my thoughts. So much crap you are going through - augh!) You are a strong and awesome woman. I hknow your son will come around. If he is strong like you, I am sure he will turn the corner soon. Take care and you have a lot of people that love you!

Love Waggy

[sunshine_gg]

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:l Thank you, Waggy!

I'm so happy to hear you are doing well!

You know, I don't think drinking really ever entered my mind through all of this. But then, I'm probably more the type that will tumble and fall after the craziness is over. I'm keeping an eye on it, though.

Last night, junior picked up his son from the other grandmother and we'll have him here until tonight. He needed that desperately, I think. He adores his kid and it kills him, not being able to see him.

He's been working all week and pretty long hours but said he would like to go to another AA meeting with me on Monday. We looked last night and it turns out, there is no year round meetings in his town (where he will be living once he gets his own place and closer to his work)... only during the summer months. That sucks.

[sunshine_gg]

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Went to another AA meeting with the kid. Not nearly as difficult or emotional as last week. Whew. Hoping that this will continue. That he'll continue. It certainly can't hurt.

[FlyAway]

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You are right, it can't hurt. It's great that he wanted to go again and that it wasn't as overwhelming as the first. :l

[Pavati]

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Hi

That must have been SO difficult to do, but I am sure that he appreciated the fact that you could be there with him.

I hear you about falling AFTER the tension - I tend to do that, too. It is when I finally relax that everything lets go all at once. It is a good thing for me to remember, too.

Hope you're having a great time with your grandson!

[sunshine_gg]

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Devastating news - my dad passed away. What's worse, his partner believes, he made a conscious decision to drink himself to death. He had been sober for 25 years or so, but started again a couple of years after my mom died. I don't know what to think. I feel utterly lost.

Waiting for a friend from AA to come over. Need to talk to someone who understands.

[DreamThinkDo]

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Oh, Sunni, so very sorry to hear this. Cherish the memories you have of him. Sending you lots of hugs.

[Rusty]

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Oh Sunni, I am sooooo sorry!:l:upset: I am so glad you have someone coming over right away. I wish I could be there for you. PM me if you want to talk. I'll give you my phone number. I will be done working in about two hours. Hang in there, hon.

[JackieClaire]

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My lovely Sunny, thinking about you and yours. I'm just a PM away,hun.:l

[SKendall]

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Ah, Sunny I am so very sorry. Words can't come. When my father died I felt like an orphan hold your family and partner very close. Sending you strength and tender feelings.

[NoraC]

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Oh Sunny - I am so very, very sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

[Doggygirl]

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I'm so very sorry to read of your loss. I hope you are surrounded by loving friends during this difficult time. :l

DG

[choppersmom]

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Sunny, I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

[sunshine_gg]

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Thank you everyone :l
Yes, I had a lovely lady come over and sit with me for a while today and just had a very long conversation with my son.

Feeling very numb (but not aided by booze!)

[available]

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Sun very sorry to hear of your loss, be strong.