Just wanted to celebrate with u all that i am 6 months AF today! That is the longest i have ever been sober! Feeling so proud of myself today!!!!
I've lost nearly 3 stone too. 40 lbs to be precise.
What a journey........................................
I can't even express how much this website has helped me and how amazing u all are so thankyou from the bottom of my heart :thanks:
My next challenge will be to get thru xmas and new year. I know my husband has about 3 huge bottles of JD coming in from work at xmas and i've been obsessing like crazy about it. It will be torture watching him slurp thru it all and no he wont give it away cos he drinks every day and loves JD. I used to drink it like water If i ever think i'm cured and don't have a problem i have to remind myself a "normal" person wouldn't be obsessing and thinking about the JD coming into the house. They wouldn't of given it a second thought would they?
I have to remember the hangovers and all the nasties that go with it. Although they seem like a distant memory i have to try and remember every horrendous feeling that went hand in hand with the poison!
I feel so amazing right now and don't want to jeopardise it. My skin is great, i sleep 9 hours of amazing sleep every night, i have so much energy, all my anxiety has gone, my BP has come down, i've lost so much weight, and i'm a much nicer person. I need to carry on being AF and all u wonderful people help me every single day :thanks:
xxxx
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