But, on a good note. I have noticed some changes.
1. I don't have to keep drinking and drinking anymore, I have been managing to stop and say to myself "I don't want another one, I'll get some Perrier instead" and actually enjoy it and not resent it in my hand.
2. I have added energy to play with my baby girl more. I don't wake up feeling like there is a road crew working in my head, racked with guilt and shame.
3. My hubby and I are getting along better as I am not so sensitive and ready to attack because of the alcohol. I can actually see what he is saying and not that he is accusing me or anything like that. I did marry a wonderful man; he is a credit to his sex. Even though three are days I don't always think that, my life would be so sad without him in it.

4. My house is much cleaner and I'm cooking some kick a$$ meals lately!!
Cutting down has been great for all of us. Thank you all for helping me realize this. I know I could not have done it without the support from all of you. :l
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