One Step at a Time - December 2013

[Lizann]

One Step at a Time - December 2013

Aww allswell, what will u be doing for the holiday? Do you have family around? I too miss having girlfriends, what's up with that? Thankfully I have a twin, she was here last night and we watched old movies together as our hubby's were otherwise engaged. Feeling very anxious today, which is never a good thing. Just too much not good stuff going on. I'm just going to put on some Christmas music and get the house in order for Tuesday nights festivities. I should run a bit today, that always helps too, just having trouble getting started. Happy Saturday all. It's been awhile since I've said this, thank you all so much for your love and support. You have really helped me and I love you all.

[Dottie Belle]

One Step at a Time - December 2013

Hi all,
raining like crazy today. Hubs seems to be in a bad mood these days. I am tired most days and that does not help at all. No shopping for us..sent money to his kids..no clue what to buy them so we took the easy way out. We dont buy each other presents since we seem to buy what we want so nothing to surprise us...and it just isnt the same with mother gone and dad in the LTC place. bah humbug...
Off to the grocery store...
back later

[allswell]

One Step at a Time - December 2013

Hope everyone is having a good Saturday,

Lizann, hope your run goes well. I'm a runner too and it always helps IMO. Christmas will be quiet for me. I have family spread far and wide but no close family in town anymore. I'm flying down to Tampa the first week of January to visit some family and friends so looking forward to that.

Have a good weekend everyone!

[NoraC]

One Step at a Time - December 2013

Hello everyone! So much going on here. I've been busy, busy too. Just getting things together to mail, etc. Casey said he's taking me somewhere this afternoon for a surprise. So, we shall see. ????? Of course, he was out almost all night last night and then had to get up and work. So, he might be changing his mind.


Liz - I agree with you. I just love everyone here and thank you all for your support! :h

[mama bear]

One Step at a Time - December 2013

Confession time
I got drunk as hell last night and I am beating myself up BAD today. Feel like crap and very depressed and keep crying. Hubby has been awesome...I told him everything and cried and cried that it wasn't that he can drink and I can't.....blah, blah, same old song and dance. Time to put my big girl panties on and get my head screwed back on right.
Christmas shopping with a hangover....not pleasant.
I wasn't going to say anything, but I knew if anyone would understand, my family here will.
I love you all too.

[mama bear]

One Step at a Time - December 2013

My Christmas will be quiet with family. Every day is touch and go because of Pop's condition.
I hate it for anyone that is alone. Open door at my house if you can get to Florida!!

[Dottie Belle]

One Step at a Time - December 2013

Yep mama we get it...I was on that very cliff last night....not even sure how I made it through....but here we are...
Dust off and move forward...we are NOT perfect.

[NoraC]

One Step at a Time - December 2013

Oh Mama - I'm so sorry. I didn't want to say anything because everyone has been struggling so hard but I did the same thing. So, time to get my head screwed back on too. I love you girl.:l:h

Dottie - good for you. Great that you fought your way thru it. :goodjob:

[mama bear]

One Step at a Time - December 2013

I love you too.
It wasn't worth it....

[allswell]

One Step at a Time - December 2013

Hey friends,

Let's face it, this is a hard time for all of us. Let's do our best okay.

Alls

[NoraC]

One Step at a Time - December 2013

Alls - you are so right. One Step at a Time. That's all we can do - just take it a step at a time. :h

[mama bear]

One Step at a Time - December 2013

thanks everyone. It was great to hear your voice Nora.
I fooled myself that I could mod, but I can't. Period.

[paulywogg]

One Step at a Time - December 2013

I want to drink BAD,just a mood im p.m.sing which is always a tough time for me,bleh

[mama bear]

One Step at a Time - December 2013

Pauly, I have been blubbering mess all day. It's not worth it honey. Plus I took a Mucinex and feel like I am about to crawl out of my skin. Never again...to the Mucinex!!! I would rather be clogged up than feel like this.
I'll take my anti anxiety meds later and make an early night of it. Tomorrow is a NEW DAY for all of us!!

[Dottie Belle]

One Step at a Time - December 2013

I am on the cliff again tonight...dh makes me so mad I could spit...I may love him most days I do not like him at all today..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh