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    One Step at a Time - December 2013

    The allergist suggested tests for something that does not sound good at all. So I am freaking out somewhat over that...
    I have not liked this time of year for years and years...no kids and basically no family except dh and the doggies..too much celebrating everywhere and I just don't feel it at all...I am in the F it mode too....dam medical crap is just getting to me I guess and I jsut want to numb it away for a while...
    I didn't stop for any wine tonight so that is good....sigh...
    Dottie

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      One Step at a Time - December 2013

      Good for both of you tonite for staying strong,Dottie i know how the medical probs can wear your patience before my last bender i had been sick for 2 weeks,i was sick of being sick just wanted to escape but in reality made myself sicker! im not white knuckling it rite now just a sort of fantsizing i guess,hope it passes its getting old
      I have too much shit to do today and tomorrow to drink:sohappy:

      I'm taking care of the "tomorrow me":thumbsup:
      Drinkin won't help a damn thing! Will only make me sick for DAYS and that ugly, spacey dumb feeling-no thanks!

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        One Step at a Time - December 2013

        Wow, hang in there. Sounds like everyone is craving. Oddly I'm feeling pretty good tonight, though that could pass quickly. Hope you're ok Dottie, you've got me a little worried.
        For me another very stressful day. Found out that the building where my husbands office suite is is being sold. He will likely have to move and we re thinking it may be soon. We have a few options on the table and although he still has a few years to retire that might be one. You know, because I need one more freaking thing to worry about!

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          One Step at a Time - December 2013

          Lizann the doc worried me today....but I ask lots of questions and then come home and look things up on Google....sigh...
          Dottie

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            One Step at a Time - December 2013

            I do the same thing, Dottie. It makes me crazy! Hope all turns out ok.

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              One Step at a Time - December 2013

              Hey all,

              The holidays are difficult, we can get through it. Most of you are in relationships and I've broken up again (always seems like it happens near the holidays) but won't let it take me off my plan. It get's hard knowing you can't rely on someone you thought was there for you. It's so easy to say F it but others don't make me who I am.

              We can work through life's difficulties without crutches. Let's do it folks.
              2023 - focus, getting it done, and living the way it should be and being the person I need to be.

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                One Step at a Time - December 2013

                Good morning peeps,
                All is well, completed my contract job and now to get paid...
                Trying to set up a trip to NY but we will see if another contract job is on the horizon, so checkers match may have to wait :-(
                Hope you all have a great weekend.
                FT
                AF with a few speed bumps during 2014 & 2015 but will succeed.
                As of 4/12/2014 I have not smoked at all and feel great.

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                  One Step at a Time - December 2013

                  Hey FT...I had been wondering where you were.
                  I am playing hooky today...just don't want to be at work. I feel guilty but then I remember I work my butt off, so the guilt passes quickly.
                  Going to relax and rest today and then be out Christmas shopping tomorrow.
                  I love my family more than alcohol.:h
                  Live in the Solution....not the problem

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                    One Step at a Time - December 2013

                    sorry about the breakup Allswell. You ok??
                    I love my family more than alcohol.:h
                    Live in the Solution....not the problem

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                      One Step at a Time - December 2013

                      Have one peep in from the airport.....pick up one more in a couple of hours. All three kids will be here for the holidays. Full house again. Ha! Tony
                      ?Be who you are and say what you feel because
                      those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.?
                      Dr. Seuss

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                        One Step at a Time - December 2013

                        Hi FT,and Allswell,good to see you guys,Allswell seems like a lot of break ups happen around holidays i always joke that the guy was just to cheap to give a gift haha,jeez i feel groggy as heck this morning,like ive got cotton for brains,must wake up! i cant believe december has blown by sooo fast usually when im sober time drags ass,not this month! ive decided no turkey for x-mas only ham so i bought 2 woo-hoo,Louie went to the doc yesterday,(just a check-up)and she says hes not eating enough,duh we know! he is so stubborn,hell take a few bites then clamp his mouth shut and shake his head no,so frustrating,if you try to let him feed himself finger food he squishes it all over the tray or throws it on the floor,advice please,well have a nice friday,luv ya guys
                        I have too much shit to do today and tomorrow to drink:sohappy:

                        I'm taking care of the "tomorrow me":thumbsup:
                        Drinkin won't help a damn thing! Will only make me sick for DAYS and that ugly, spacey dumb feeling-no thanks!

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                          One Step at a Time - December 2013

                          X-post Mama and Tony hello to both of you,so wonderful all your kids will be home Tony! Mama enjoy your day of hooky!
                          I have too much shit to do today and tomorrow to drink:sohappy:

                          I'm taking care of the "tomorrow me":thumbsup:
                          Drinkin won't help a damn thing! Will only make me sick for DAYS and that ugly, spacey dumb feeling-no thanks!

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                            One Step at a Time - December 2013

                            I survived last night. Stress seems to be never ending...water leak in the front yard will cost a small fortune to fix....folks called to come give us an estimate..water bill triple this month...Always something ....
                            Dottie

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                              One Step at a Time - December 2013

                              poor Dottie!! I am sorry
                              I started reading about the Phil Robertson and Duck Dynasty fiasco and ended up watching this video.
                              iamsecond.com
                              I had no idea he was a full blown alcoholic. He attributes his sobriety to being saved by Jesus.
                              Not preaching, just thought it was interesting if you want to watch it.
                              Being a bum and enjoying it.
                              I love my family more than alcohol.:h
                              Live in the Solution....not the problem

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                                One Step at a Time - December 2013

                                Hi Everyone!

                                Just checking in with my new lesbian hair cut. LOL and no offense to anyone Let's just say it's VERY SHORT...it's cute but I have to get used to it. I will take some pictures at lunch time and try to show you. My sister said I look like a white Halle, but she's my sister, she has to be nice. LOL

                                TGIF...that's all I can say!
                                :heart:I love my daughter more than alcohol:heart:

                                Believe in yourself. You are stronger than you think.

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