Dear Friends,
I am finding it a nice time for myself to just relax & come on here & say hello to friends that I actually "really" can talk to.
*****some words to the Muffins** then..
Speaking of which ...MY DAUGHTER PASSED THE BAR!!!! This is huge. Been crying all day. She failed the first time... out of pure fear! Yes fear is crippling. I have had some beautiful friends praying & I have been praying like mad. First time around we all just assumed she would pass due to her grades, etc.
For all who don't know, my daughter was a heroin addict in high school. With the grace and love of God there is always hope & healing. I love telling the story -- one of success & hope for others.
Oh...yes..of course anytime we go through these severe challenges the ol' Mom worries about the daughter's depression & tendencies...it is always always serious with me! This has been a whole year of strain and worry.
That is why my husband & I are emotionally overwhelmed at the moment. And praising God/Holiest Spirit/Allah/Yahweh/The One/Christ/Brahma ....whatever you like!!...and of course all the support that we have had off & on ...It truly does takes a village!!
Oh..my daughter is my soul sister for sure...
Where was I...right... I was thinking today...we really need to get rid of the social stigmas, etc & start using new words. I mean I don't like alcoholic, addict, only because they have been used & misused for so many yrs.
What about NCD...Neuro-Chemical- Disorder...I mean the drug companies would love it... and there could be hundreds of varieties ..like all of the the Disorders....Does 'NCD" already exist?
Peace be unto all of you!!!!
~C
PS..If you know of anyone with a teenager addicted....there is hope..have them talk to me anytime...
PSS...Whew...I sleep well tonight..if I don't stop crying....

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