Slipped back
Hi nicole..like you i am not at the stage to say i dont drink anymore...still moderating
HOWEVER for months i have read and posted and realise in reality once a problem drinker then maybe there arent many who can honestly moderate.
the anguish of shall i? how many? how frequently? etc written by moderators has brought me to the realisation that for most it isnt possible(myself included)
for now we struggling moderators plod on but deep down knoow it one day has to be AF forever ,,we are just on a different part of the journey ready to face it and do it.
Life is definetly better drinking half as much half of the time but the SLIPS are a reality.
not beating myself up..just considering the evidence of so many moderators who consider as i do with this struggle to make the final change and become non drinkers.....maybe oneday
Regards Cassy
Hi nicole..like you i am not at the stage to say i dont drink anymore...still moderating
HOWEVER for months i have read and posted and realise in reality once a problem drinker then maybe there arent many who can honestly moderate.
the anguish of shall i? how many? how frequently? etc written by moderators has brought me to the realisation that for most it isnt possible(myself included)
for now we struggling moderators plod on but deep down knoow it one day has to be AF forever ,,we are just on a different part of the journey ready to face it and do it.
Life is definetly better drinking half as much half of the time but the SLIPS are a reality.
not beating myself up..just considering the evidence of so many moderators who consider as i do with this struggle to make the final change and become non drinkers.....maybe oneday
Regards Cassy
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