Army Thread Saturday 8th February

[JackieClaire]

Army Thread Saturday 8th February

Shame......ta for that. Gawd carried round them brothers in a great big haversack for years............like a bag of really heavy rocks.

Ahhhhhh I know it's shit, hun:l That's why I'll be buggered if I'm going back there.

[roxane]

Army Thread Saturday 8th February

i have radio on satz. have to have it on timer though because when i get to sleep and is still on, it wakes me up ggrr.
keep having to turn it back on though, 90 mins at a time till im zzzz.

i look forward to drooling in a chair (what an image satz)

[satz123]

Army Thread Saturday 8th February

roxane;1624313 wrote: i take it to mean shame.

JC i know what im going to go through, ive read all the posts. i understand on an intellectual level. its still shit though!

happy to be able to spit it out here.

i sort of knew why i drank, i definitely know now and im not sure i will be able to do anything about it in the way i would like. will have to find another way.

:l:l:l What are you thinking of Roxy ?

[JackieClaire]

Army Thread Saturday 8th February

roxane;1624315 wrote: ps, i hope that didnt read that i was annoyed at your comment JC.
i know youre reminding me not to be surprised at sudden emotions :l

Don't be a daftie.................I'm a lady of that special age when my emotions can change in a second.

[roxane]

Army Thread Saturday 8th February

good thing though was i didnt have the al voice talking to me. im more or less doomed if i have that in the morning.. massive battle all day then.
i will get the physical/mental urge later, but i can deal with that.

[satz123]

Army Thread Saturday 8th February

roxane;1624317 wrote: i have radio on satz. have to have it on timer though because when i get to sleep and is still on, it wakes me up ggrr.
keep having to turn it back on though, 90 mins at a time till im zzzz.

i look forward to drooling in a chair (what an image satz)

This is new Roxy since AF.
I get up very early 'cos I can now - so after dinner I'm close my eyes and nod off for about 30 mins.
Not every night but I remember envying my sis who has always been able to do it.
I was always too wound up.....agitated......
Anyhoo I am now a flycatcher in the chair in the evening with me gob open -loverly :H

[satz123]

Army Thread Saturday 8th February

roxane;1624320 wrote: good thing though was i didnt have the al voice talking to me. im more or less doomed if i have that in the morning.. massive battle all day then.
i will get the physical/mental urge later, but i can deal with that.

brilliantinkele:

[roxane]

Army Thread Saturday 8th February

satz123;1624318 wrote: :l:l:l What are you thinking of Roxy ?

my mother.

[satz123]

Army Thread Saturday 8th February

roxane;1624308 wrote: morning all,
molly the olympics are on now here on bbc. red button gives all the choices. i know what you mean about the opening ceremony, i realised it was on only when it had nearly ended. apparently it was good!

as you asked how i am, im in a bad mood. that moment when you are just waking up your thoughts go where they want to, i didnt like where they went.

They are only thoughts Roxy-they can't harm you. Look at them & then let them go ! Move on to the next thing ....
The damage is done when we dwell on the thoughts : serves no purpose.

[satz123]

Army Thread Saturday 8th February

roxane;1624323 wrote: my mother.

Want talk about it ?
Fine if you don't - but I'm here !

[satz123]

Army Thread Saturday 8th February

Going watch this guy today: Kuya posted this yesterday - so I would trust what she says ( be afraid not to ):H
Sorry KY !!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JBA5HJqcTa0[/video]]616 Why are you Addicted? How to free yourself by changing your mind. Faster EFT tapping solution. - YouTube

[DreamThinkDo]

Army Thread Saturday 8th February

Hallo all!

Roxy :l:l:l:l:l:l

[roxane]

Army Thread Saturday 8th February

thanks satz, but it would turn into war and peace, and a messy one at that.

this is what i put on loamers thread.


i woke up slowly this morning where your thoughts go where they like. a load of of baggage with my mother. had to snap it off and get up. then tears appeared wtf! i was so frustrated because i know i cant bring anything up with her. i have tried in the past and she immediately gets aggressive defensive and grabs victim status. she then goes to her husband and tells her version of what i said and he comforts her. shes got it down pat.

how do i know? he has come out with stuff (when hes talking to me) that is completely not what i said!

no proper adult conversation there!



i have come to some resolve in accepting she is damaged by her childhood and its just the way she is. but it still gets to me how selfish she was when we were younger. she stopped parenting and partied. in front of us.

[satz123]

Army Thread Saturday 8th February

DreamThinkDo;1624327 wrote: Hallo all!

Roxy :l:l:l:l:l

:waving: Dreamy

[tiptronic_ct]

Army Thread Saturday 8th February

:hallo: Army

Checking in from the office. Looks like we should be done around lunchtime. I'lm do the weekly shop on my way home, which would then make for a relaxed Sunday.