This sober life is making me go back and feel like when I was before I started heavy drinking. I guess I became so are occupied with drinking that I forgot what I used to enjoy. And one thing I used to enjoy was listening to music. I used to enjoy music even when I was drinking but then it was AL I was "enjoying"
Anyways listening to song Staind - Its been a while , I felt this some is for me, of me and so mee ... Here are the lyrics :
"It's Been A While"
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!
And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
I googled more and it turn out there were several other songs which I already knew were on theme of recovery and addiction some of thwse are
My own prison by creed
Trush Hurts by Bullet for my valentine
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