Anyone in the First Week of Their Unpteenth Quit?

[Lizann]

So many people at the block party. It was such a non issue, I never even went over to the wine table. Made a big deal out of nothing. Went to fleet week today. Such a good day with hubby. My back is super sore! Good night guys. Thanks for your support,

[BeachGirly]

Wow- sounds like we all did well this weekend.

I had a rough day today, not AL wise...just sad. It is one year since my Dad passed away. Last year, between the AL and the anti-depressants I did not really deal with any of this. I was numb. In this past 6 months or so, I have been doing a lot of internal work on myself. I have spoken with counsellors, quit AL, lost weight, gotten off anti-depressants and now am working on a bit more self-awareness, mindfulness and simplicity in life. I thought I was ok with Dads anniversary date, but I was blindsided by the pain today. I know it is no different than yesterday, or tomorrow...but it was just a reality today. I went to the care home he had been at and sat in the parking lot for a bit. I do think about him a lot, and wonder what he would say about things - he was always my biggest fan. Oddly - I have not been able to look at his pictures much for the past year. I think it is now time, I spend some time with my photo albums and really deal with these feelings.

Sorry to be so depressing guys...
On a happy note - I know he would be pleased that I do not drink. He never knew I had a problem, but he would be able to sense the difference in me and my new sense of peace with the world.

[Ginger999]

BG, I'm sorry you had such a sad day. It sounds like you are trying to deal with it now and that's a very good thing. You have done so many positive things for yourself this last year. You are an amazing lady. Big hug, my friend. :hug:

[jane27]

Hugs from me too BG. I'm sure your Dad would be proud of your courage & the commitment you've made to help get yourself through such a devastating loss. I hope tomorrow brings lightness and reprieve from your heavy heart. Do you like seashells? If you do, I'll collect & mail some to you. Thinking of you. xoxo

[abcowboy]

Morning all! No holiday here and it's back to normal for me... going to start tiling that bathroom that I started on before seeding season.

Liz, all I can say is you did great! Keep it up!

BG, I know the feeling, my dad and I were close, and my memories of him keep him close. I know he is always with me, watching over me, and saying "it's good", the only 2 words he could say after his stroke. Memories are what we have to stay connected to those who have gone before us....

Not too much to say, looks like all the quitters are sticking with it, but make sure you all check in on a regular basis and keep us informed eh! Have a great day my friends...

[Lizann]

Sending you hugs BG!
Went to fleet week yesterday with hubs. Went on a missile cruiser. We just love that kind of stuff. Apparently fleet week is only done here in New York and San Diego. It was a beautiful day to be outside.
Parade in a bit today. Maybe even hanging out in the pool if it warms up later.
Have a great one guys.

[BeachGirly]

Ah - thanks for the hugs guys- that helped. Today is a brighter day.

Double work day - so won't be able to post until much later today - hope everyone has a wonderful day.

[paulywogg]

Hey guys, hope everyone has a good memorial day, I'm working and it'll more than likely be slow,but Vegas doesn't really"do" holidays,just a quick hello for now,I'll be back later

[BeachGirly]

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[SoberSoul]

Hi everyone, glad to read that everyone is doing reasonably well. Here too!! I loved ABC's long post about moderation and I totally agree with you, Cowboy. That is why my slip-ups have to be acknowledged and not totally glossed over. They inevitably would lead to daily drinking, sleep interruption, heart palpitations, etc. if I didn't fight it.

Mom arrives tonight. Yikes.

[scottish lass]

Quiet day so doing some lurking - had to nip in to say thank you to abc for that great post! Well written!

Ginger - Lavender sparkling water - I WANT SOME! Never seen that, sounds lovely

[MinStar]

Hey all.

Just checking in again before I turn in. Long day with family again. Tired from a lot of walking. Think I topped over 10k steps today :-) went along the cable cars, down to river along Southbank westminister and houses of Parliament...

BG- I can now just about look at pics of my father. He passed in 2006. Time does help heal some of those wounds. I hate anniversaries of his passing. They still knock me for six. It's nice you took time to reflect a little. And you know he is watching and so proud.

I am going to have to keep this post quick as I am shattered. Sleeping at my mums is not much fun. I've got kids in single bed with me or all three of us in a double. :-/ they sleep fine, just I dont. :-(

Lizann- sounds like you're weekend is going great. Well done on another AF day- something you said made me realise we do make a mountain out of a mole with AL sometimes.

Go in with all guns blazing -tool box full and mind full of apprehension , fear etc. After all that, it didn't require as much effort/ battle as we thought. I love it when that happens.

Hope I'm making sense. Am seriously tired :-(


Hellos to all SS Cowboy Ginger Pauly Jane27 Scottish Lass and anyone else I've missed.

[open halo]

Big Hugs Beachy Girl, I guess we all have used AL to cope with grief and pain, so proud that you are dealing with these emotions in a much more positive manner. I lost my Mom 10 years ago, she was only 50 and the anniversaries and holidays are always the hardest moments.

Minstar, make sure to take some "you" time if at all possible!!

Hope everyone is having a great Monday, here's to a wonderful week for all of us!

[open halo]

Miss Miss, hope you are doing okay . :happy2:

[paulywogg]

Yeah,where are Miss and Nora?