my birthday is tommrow 43 guess ill write this now , this forum has really helped me from the bad times to the good times (trying to get there)
and all the friends ive made here betty , popeye slimeybear
and anyone else ive contacted jasmin .hart etc
its been a lifeline
youve put up with all my shit when ive been down and at other times
i know one day ill be ok then and forget about my past and all the pain in that
we have to move on
and i know candace would want that (my girlfriend killed herslef)
.......
im ok im doing vlounteering work training to be a community mental health worker its a long slog
if only through all myyears of pain and being screwed up i can help someone else then it will be worth it
ive read a lot of books but ...... when it comes to living people al that pseudo intellectism goes out the window
even tho im osttraziced by my family sometimes through my alcoholism i carry on thats what i do
thanks roberta for your pms
hopefully this year ill be AF free i attend support groups ive been in rehab once didnt work
i dont want to go to rehab now (omg its like that amy winehouse song lol)
because i will DO it for myself
ok had a few but im a good person i think even tho im a little crazy etc
thanks again for this board !
love everyone
jay
and all the friends ive made here betty , popeye slimeybear
and anyone else ive contacted jasmin .hart etc
its been a lifeline
youve put up with all my shit when ive been down and at other times
i know one day ill be ok then and forget about my past and all the pain in that
we have to move on
and i know candace would want that (my girlfriend killed herslef)
.......
im ok im doing vlounteering work training to be a community mental health worker its a long slog
if only through all myyears of pain and being screwed up i can help someone else then it will be worth it
ive read a lot of books but ...... when it comes to living people al that pseudo intellectism goes out the window
even tho im osttraziced by my family sometimes through my alcoholism i carry on thats what i do
thanks roberta for your pms
hopefully this year ill be AF free i attend support groups ive been in rehab once didnt work
i dont want to go to rehab now (omg its like that amy winehouse song lol)
because i will DO it for myself
ok had a few but im a good person i think even tho im a little crazy etc
thanks again for this board !
love everyone
jay
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