Just wanted to check in and say i have been sober for a whole year today!!!!
I feel so ecstatic!! Just wanted to shout it from the roof tops!!!! A whole year......wow! I couldn't even go one day at times. This website has saved my life. I'm very much a lurker but i still even now check in every day. I'm quite shy so i don't post often. However reading all the posts has got me thru a whole year. That and total grit and determination. I have lost so much weight about 3 and a half stone ( 49 lbs). I seem to be able to eat loads now aswell and not put any weight back on. In my drinking days i used to balloon like a bloated pig. My BP has come right down. It was DANGEROUSLY high!
Well i feel amazing. If u are out there struggling. Please believe me when i say it is so worth being sober. It took me about 4 mths to really see the benefits. That isn't bad considering i'd been drinking for 25 yrs! What is 4 mths in your lifetime? I promise u will start to look and feel great. Your body has to detox and repair for a while first.
It is a gorgeous warm day here in the UK. It is 10.15am and i am going out walking with my dog thru the woods. A year ago on a saturday i wouldn't have gotten of the bed all day. I would lay there. Sweating, head pounding, wretching. Anxiety off the scale. When people ask if i'm bored from not drinking i say "it's far more boring to lay on a bed all day in agony and anxiety. It would be even more boring being hospitalised and it would be very boring to be dead".
So thanku to u all even if u don't know that u help me. U do!!!!! :thanks:
Xxx
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