Well day five , still no sign of the package, had to work all weekend so it made it a bit easier, made myself go to bed early so didnt have to much free time to think about booze.
Ex came over for kids and left beers in fridge my son was really made, told me he thinks its his way of trying to control me(he is 11 amazing), havnt touch it lucky not that keen on beer these days. Feeling pretty good not sleeping very well, and have not been very social as yet, really worried about that most of my friends like a drink guess i will tell them on a health kick. My son tells me every day what day i am up to and how proud he is of me , puts the pressure on but that is probably good.
My daughter is a wreck at the moment, having a real hard time with girls from school (god they can be such bitches)wish she could just skip the teen thing it is horrible, it breaks my heart to see her so depressed, god i hope she dosnt turn to the booze, she is such a sensative girl she just gets so hurt when they are horrible to her, i feel like going and slapping them for hurting my baby girl (she is 17) not really a baby but she will always be my baby girl.
Hope everyone is going well take again soon chill:h
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