Notes from day 14 (FOURTEEN!!!!! YA-HOO!!!!)
There is so much about this journey that is interesting.....
I wrote a few days ago about having two problems - sleepiness and sugar craving. One thing I tried was cutting out the Calmes Forte - figuring that since I'm not an anxious person, I didn't need the soothing the CF gives and that it may be what was making me sleepy.
Well, once I cut it, the sleepiness was helped a little, but I was having a lot of alcohol craving - It was terrible!!! Yesterday, I went back on the CF and no more cravings.
I have said a MILLION times in conversation how I am not an anxious person, I'm pretty calm, etc. I now wonder, though, if I have been mistaking anxiety for craving all along.... I mean, if I crave and drink, the craving is solved, right? But what if I am actually feeling anxiety, and the alcohol is just medicating that?????
It is really hard to tease all of this out. I'm not even sure if this makes a lot of sense.
Any comments? I've got to get back to work, will check in tonight,
Peggy
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