One Step at a Time - September 2014

[Recluse]

One Step at a Time - September 2014

Zenstyle;1705702 wrote: I have got to say something, and that is that at times all of us are challenged with life. This "stuggle" we are having is not just about being addicted to alcohol... it's more than that. Some people are tougher than others and they can deal with life better perhaps... and some are luckier than others and they get a better break... some of us don't fare so well in those regards, and so be it. We make up for it in other ways I reckon! Fulfillment comes in a variety of forms.

This makes an awful lot of sense to me zenny.

[NoraC]

One Step at a Time - September 2014

Reccie - thank you. I can't believe I did it either. That is why I'm determined this time to get some new tools in place!
I'm going to try to fit into a bathing suit. :wow::sorry::what?:mg and use the pool at the gym. I am also going to go to the gym for other work outs.
I am collecting recovery motivational quotes and going to keep them in my phone. I am also starting a Quote notebook where I write these thoughts/motivations down in my own handwriting. I am hoping that if I do that when I read the quote back, I will remember my resolve/feelings at the time I wrote them down.
I am trying to make plans to leave the house because I'm such an introvert that I isolate. So, I was just looking at some plays/musicals that are going to be around in the next few months.
I'm still considering AA again. Not sure on that one but I haven't completely ruled it out.
Hubby & I are making some plans on painting the rooms in our house one at a time. He probably shouldn't because of his health but maybe it will do us both good to do this together.
Anyway - right now, I am reading my Kindle and sitting in front of the fan blowing hot air at me. :H

[Recluse]

One Step at a Time - September 2014

Sunny, getting out into the garden sounds like a good idea.

And you have loads of good ideas there nora! :goodjob: I would definitely recommend using the pool, it's so calming to be in the water.

[NoraC]

One Step at a Time - September 2014

If I had a pool, I would be in there everyday. I just love the water. I can't swim well but I get from one end to the other :H it's just that feeling of being in the water and the peace that overcomes me. It's not quite the same at the gym but I do still feel so peaceful when I'm in the water.
So - I should get up and try to find a swimsuit, right???

[fennel]

One Step at a Time - September 2014

Nora, I'm sorry you are having such a rough time. I think that you are in such a stressful place these days, with no real end in sight...it can get to us after a while! :l Honestly, it's about time for me to TTFP again. It's been a few days and I am taking my mom to Dodgeville this week to choose a headstone, etc. and it's going to suck big time. It's times like those that I am most likely to knock out the pain with alcohol. :upset:

As for swimming, anything that will give you peace is a wonderful thing. I have been doing relaxation exercises, which has been helpful- when I remember to do them.

As for swimsuits, I actually wear guys surf shorts with guy's surf tops...much more forgiving, LOL!

[fennel]

One Step at a Time - September 2014

Peeps, I purchased some women's yoga pants last week and wore them today...and I felt so self-conscious! I feel like a Norwegian dude in drag.

I thought they looked comfy (and they are), but they sort of "cling"...I'll get Mrs. Fen's opinion on them when she returns, but I may end up giving them to Good Will...unless one of you would like a pair of charcoal grey, cotton knit women's yoga pants. Size medium.

My cat is drooling on me at the moment, which is so disgusting. She used to be Mrs. Fen's cat, but since Mrs. Fen is never home, she's adopted me. :catroll:

[NoraC]

One Step at a Time - September 2014

Fen - I'm sure that you looked really cute. (But, Mrs. Fen might not wanting other people checking you out.....:H )
Seriously though, I'm sure that you looked great.

[fennel]

One Step at a Time - September 2014

Zen, the holiday in France sounds ideal. :h

[fennel]

One Step at a Time - September 2014

NoraC;1705761 wrote: Fen - I'm sure that you looked really cute. (But, Mrs. Fen might not wanting other people checking you out.....:H )
Seriously though, I'm sure that you looked great.

You are too kind!

[mama bear]

One Step at a Time - September 2014

just checking in before dinner with Nana
Nora - I don't know what to say. I am glad you talked to us, and we are here with you, but I'm upset that you drank on AB. And worried.
I have to race out the door. I love you all.

[allswell]

One Step at a Time - September 2014

Wow, I haven't been around for a few days and things move at the speed of light.

FT, constant travel wears down the soul. If you have a chance to put some roots down please do!

Haven't read back, this thread is too busy - have a great weekend everyone. Hi Nora!

[Zenstyle]

One Step at a Time - September 2014

NoraC;1705742 wrote:
I'm going to try to fit into a bathing suit. :wow::sorry::what?:mg and use the pool at the gym.

Nora!!! I know I shouldn't laugh but I almost wet my knickers!!!

Priceless! :h

I feel like a fat fecker too if it's of any help. I wore those stupid leggings the whole time I was in Scotland. I'm ALMOST back in jeans!

[Zenstyle]

One Step at a Time - September 2014

mama bear;1705764 wrote: just checking in before dinner with Nana
Nora - I don't know what to say. I am glad you talked to us, and we are here with you, but I'm upset that you drank on AB. And worried.
I have to race out the door. I love you all.

I really understand your worry Mama... but I've noticed something about Nora... she is a very strong person (physically and mentally) and she's stubborn, like us (well imagine that!) :H

Do.not.do.that.again Nora! Seriously. We love you and we don't want you to harm yourself luvvie. We just want you to be happy and healthy. I said earlier, life is a pain in the neck sometimes... we just have to stick together, hold hands, and laugh this shit off! :l:l:l

We'll beat "it"... whatever "it" is for each one of us. Safety in numbers... remember that... X

[Zenstyle]

One Step at a Time - September 2014

Nora...

[Dottie Belle]

One Step at a Time - September 2014

WOW I leave for one day and I am 3 pages behind....
Meeting was great and we got lost trying to get to one of the houses. Damn GPS it didnt understand what I was saying and kept trying to take us to the wrong place then the battery in my cell phone died so I couldnt use that either.....oh well we are home safe and sound.
Gym tomorrow.
I will see if I have Nursie's email.
I feel like a fattie too so we all need to join together...
Going to attempt to catch up.