Just a quick note to those that posted some very kind and motivating support before I left for vacation last week. I'm fine. 
I had a really nice time. The long walks on the beach at 5:30 in the morning watching the sunrise, the purple, grey sunsets, my boys smiling and joking, hubby kissing the back of my neck on the terrace. Two weeks ago I was lost and felt this was an impossible task I asked of myself. But I feel really good about it now. Yes, the first day in Mexico I was like Pahvlov's dogs; association triggered a craving and then a few days later at the one restaurant were I have done a lot of drinking in the past, I walked in and I swear, all I saw was the margarita filled tables! Not the people. That was a little ruff and the first time I felt deprived. But it passed. My new saying: This too shall pass. Very calming. 18 AF, Good feeling!
Thanks everyone. Son has University orientation, be back in a few days. Again I really appreciated the support, it helped.
I had a really nice time. The long walks on the beach at 5:30 in the morning watching the sunrise, the purple, grey sunsets, my boys smiling and joking, hubby kissing the back of my neck on the terrace. Two weeks ago I was lost and felt this was an impossible task I asked of myself. But I feel really good about it now. Yes, the first day in Mexico I was like Pahvlov's dogs; association triggered a craving and then a few days later at the one restaurant were I have done a lot of drinking in the past, I walked in and I swear, all I saw was the margarita filled tables! Not the people. That was a little ruff and the first time I felt deprived. But it passed. My new saying: This too shall pass. Very calming. 18 AF, Good feeling!Thanks everyone. Son has University orientation, be back in a few days. Again I really appreciated the support, it helped.
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