One Step at a Time - December 2014

[mama bear]

I love you too Sweet Nora.

[mama bear]

ps...I MAY have a panic attack, but I will not drink osteroops:

[paulywogg]

I'm sorry Mama,that is so sadare you sure you're o.j?

[paulywogg]

*o.k?

[mama bear]

yes dear Pauly. sad and stunned...and kind of jumpy ....but ok

[Lizann]

OMG! So sorry mama! How very sad. Sending hugs your way. Can you get out for a little walk, to fend off the panic and soak some of this in?

[mama bear]

I'll be going home in a few and burrow under the covers. No panic yet!! I am good, but may go home early for some peace and quiet

[K9Lover]

Oh Mama! I am so very sorry! I'd love to give you a big ol' hug right now!! Take a nice hot bath and snuggle under your covers, and remember how much we ALL love you! :heartbeat::heartbeat:

[mama bear]

thanks Niner! I am home and just pulled the quilt over my feet....I spoke to Zen and told her she better check in...or else!

[NoraC]

Hang in there sweetie! (((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))

[Dottie Belle]

mama I dont even know what to say except that we are ALL here for you....((())))

[mama bear]

thanks everybody
cooking dinner and resting

[Kradle123]

My sweet mama- My heart is sad for your birth mom - that must have beem a shock.
but I very glad that you have such an amazing family to stand with you and help you through it all.

I cant imagine what you are feeling but I honestly see you more of an inspiration now than ever. You gave created your own great life. Somehow, someway you drew magnificent loving people to your circle and made them into your family. That is huge......
Wow....love you, love you. :heartbeat:::heartbeat:

[mama bear]

Good Morning loves
Lovely post Kradle. Thank you! I am blessed to have you all, even those peeps that no longer post.
I slept like a log last night. :yay:
Up sipping coffee and going to get into shower soon.
Have company Christmas party tonite......bleh

[Frequent Traveler]

Morning peeps,
I'm still here and doing well, did some soul searching last few weeks and now officially a single man, trips to north are over and done. Went north during Thanksgiving and things were just not recoverable and it was time to move on. Yes unfortunately Uncle Al did visit one night after I got home but he departed the very next day and things are back on track for a healthy me, both physically and mentally. It really boiled down to long distance relationships really being extremely hard to maintain.
Overall, new job is working out nice and being home is also nice after 11 years of being on the road constantly.. I know its hard to believe that I actually have a Christmas tree in my house for the first time in 11 years, yes first time being home during Christmas and loving it.
My health is slowly but surely returning to normal, BP is now averaging 118/82 and no more chest pains.
Hope everyone has a great weekend.
FT