Upstanding Army

[DreamThinkDo]

sorry, was interrupted.

You are one of the funniest people I know - sometimes ha-ha funny, and sometimes extremely witty funny. Something can be done about feeling miserable, you know that as well as I do.

And as for being an old bag - well, that applies to most of us, the old part, anyway.

I'm sending hugs and more hugs.

[roxane]

thanks for the hugs. and for the compliments.

ive done the drugs. ive done the talking therapy. as humans we are generally pack animals, being on your own for a length of time can effect you mentally. i like being on my own but i dont like being lonely. i also find being in a crowd an incredibly lonely experience. i have few friends and of those, none that i feel truly comfortable with. people consistently say im hard to read or get to know. i thought i was open and not as closed as i am perceived.

[roxane]

i disgust myself with my miserability.

[roxane]

indeed, the addict personality. or part of it at least.

[DreamThinkDo]

That bottle will be used to hit you over the head. You will not go there. You've been there, and it solved absolutely nothing.

I get the alone/lonely thing, and I understand the social limitations of a small village - I live in one - but could you not join a sock-knitting circle or something, or even start one - just to be with people (even if they do piss you off more often than not?)

Or draw up a fantasy menu for Xmas - be as lavish and exotic as you want. I would love something to drool over. I'll prolly be working Xmas day, so please indulge me.

[roxane]

done the joining in thing too. lonely in a crowd.

social limitations are me, not the village or anywhere i may be.

anyway.................enough self loathing, it doesnt do any good.

why will you be working christmas day??!!

[DreamThinkDo]

No, you're right, it doesn't do any good.

A very tight deadline, for one - the joys of being a freelance.

[roxane]

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2880771/From-incredible-bizarre-amazing-photographs-2014-world.html

pros and cons of freelance.

[roxane]

thinking about it, that is a very tight deadline considering there are major holidays within the time, wow.

[DreamThinkDo]

Join us, Molly - we're just solving life, nothing serious ;-)

Those pics are amazing, Rox - thanks!

[roxane]

feelin left out :-(((((

that made me laugh, thats what its all about isnt it.

went for a walk and spread my miserableness to the mud and wind.

[roxane]

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/travel/travel_news/article-2880950/From-fighting-tigers-leaping-wildebeest-incredible-urban-snapshots-National-Geographic-reader-s-best-photographs.html

theres a link to nat geo at the bottom for more if you want.

[roxane]

lets be misfits together...............................oh wait.

[roxane]

cheesy grin smiley.

[DreamThinkDo]

lets be misfits together...............................oh wait.

Told you you're funny

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