Army, it's a new week

[DreamThinkDo]

i have a lot of shite ones but i also have some that might get me 99p! or 20p. i have about 200 so it adds up.

You should be able to pay for quite a few 50p flights then :hahaha:


Seriously though, good idea to let go of some things

[roxane]

..............eaten?

[roxane]

wonder why it isn't available here? Howdy Foxy --- sorry you're not feeling great --- my tummy is a bit off -- so I made apple and custard muffins and have two of them queuing up for my mouth -- should fix things.....

could be doing a lot worse ;-) seriously tho --- and I'm sure I've said this before ---- imvvvvvho --- there is no point in doing something just so we are doing something --- we need to want to do something --- and tbh --- for me --- it took nigh on two years sobriety to really get back my wish to do even very ordinary things that I liked before the grog took away my will to LIVE!!! basic things like reading and cooking --- they are only back in force in my life for the last year or so -- up to that I was making myself do things ---- gardening would be another one --- I LOVED it -- used to do it at a serious level --- grafting and all that shite ---- completely lost interest --- but just lately found myself 'looking' at the garden and looking at seed catalogues even.............

look I'm not saying do NOTHING ---- but it doesn't have to be a MIGHTY thing like college or new jobs or something ----- could be as simple as finding a recipe and committing to experimenting with it this week --- or getting a book from the library that is less taxing than maybe you would have read in the past and gentling yourself back --- I did that......

it's hard letting things go tho --- I don't DO things ---- love empty rooms --- but the things I DO have........ cling on for dear life!!!

i go from patience to impatience. i know its going to take a while but then im in a hurry as well. it doesnt help that i am on my own for days weeks at a time. i am bored of my own company. but i dont want the company of just anyone.

i have no intention of playing the piano when i couldnt before. or starting a degree course, im not up to it, never was. but i get itchy to do something.
i have cleared my wardrobes, redecorated two rooms (sort of), deep cleaned the kitchen (sort of), been through my books and set aside for charity shops, cleaned the windows....................and so on. ive run out of things to do. never mind bigger stuff, that scares me.

ah, one thing i have to do is sell some stuff but have no idea how to go about it. well i do but only sort of.

looking at the garden with renewed interest? perfect timing for that. seed catalogues and planning, great things to do.

[roxane]

banana bread, thats what i'll do. i have some bananas in the freezer.

[roxane]

i do have too much time on my hands since my hours were cut.

having said that, i shoudnt be allowed near the kitchen.

[roxane]

found a recipe online but it was in cups. half a cup of butter, what? had a choice to change it to metric so now it was 118.73 grams. moved onto next recipe.

eggs to creamed sugar butter. never seen anything like it. it didnt split, it didnt mix together. had one small tin, not big enough so i dug out some flat pattie type things. so now i have to adjust timings for all of it. plus i put my dinner in at the same time. no point wasting the heat, fill the oven up i say.

the individual ones are ok but bland, the tin is on the way to burned on top before it was ready inside.

[roxane]

the sink is full.

[satz123]

found a recipe online but it was in cups. half a cup of butter, what? had a choice to change it to metric so now it was 118.73 grams. moved onto next recipe.

eggs to creamed sugar butter. never seen anything like it. it didnt split, it didnt mix together. had one small tin, not big enough so i dug out some flat pattie type things. so now i have to adjust timings for all of it. plus i put my dinner in at the same time. no point wasting the heat, fill the oven up i say.

the individual ones are ok but bland, the tin is on the way to burned on top before it was ready inside.

:haha:
sorry Roxy but that is so descriptive !!

[roxane]

god no.

im not looking for something particular to do, a hobby, i just wanted something sweet and remembered the bananas in the freezer. not so bad as jaffa cakes or mars bars. and i did something. bonus.

do you feel bad enough to be ill tomorrow too?

[satz123]

knitting?

Jacks'll learn ye how to knit a beanie :thumbsup:

[roxane]

:haha:
sorry Roxy but that is so descriptive !!

good!

[satz123]

here's somethnig for you to make Rox and useful :
http://fb-35.sfglobe.com/2015/01/20/...rc=fbfan_32636

[JackieClaire]

Evening lovelies,
Made sweet & sour chicken (from a jar) and Nasi Goreng (from a packet).............then a rather long nanna nap........nanna napping doesn't count as a hobby does it

[JackieClaire]

Shames its not an Olympic sport...........sure fire gold medal winner here.

[roxane]

here's somethnig for you to make Rox and useful :
http://fb-35.sfglobe.com/2015/01/20/...rc=fbfan_32636

i did think about putting oats in my bath but i forgot.