It seems odd to think I've not had a drink for 11 months. Like it's always been but was only yesterday that I was clearing bottles out. It's easy to forget how those first days, months were. The obsessive thinking about alcohol has dimmed to a low murmur. Something I did in the past. A memory.
I also still think I will drink. Not today though, or next week. I think that every day. It's always in the future. I'm working on the thought that that will go.
Now I need to stop eating cake.
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