ARMY........Garrisson gates are open for the week beginning 25th May

[roxane]

Thanks. It's complicated. I'm on my phone right now so typing a a bitch. Going out and about is my perennial problem, one I've thought about a lot. I'll type more when I'm on my laptop.

[JackieClaire]

That's why I thought of the dog thing, Roxxy. Your pooch would be a kind of barrier.

[JackieClaire]

Well I never did, Molls...............now just remind me.........who are you

[JackieClaire]

I'm on a privilege day off from work. :happy2:

[available]

nice to see you again Molls

[JackieClaire]

Hello there Ava,

If Roxxy can make head or tail of the Doit website...............she deserves a medal.

[roxane]

waves to molly!! hi ava!

i have had stages where i make a proper attempt to be sociable, get out, go to classes, all that. i fall on my face each time. so i back off for a while and try again. i am at a loss as to how to do it again, what to try. ive tried a big mix of things. its so difficult when i feel stressy and hate myself after for the stupid things i say or do (the reaction tells me this) so no sense of achievement there, self loathing is not the result i want to get. but i also need it, im human after all. i see no point to anything and that worries me. ive looked into therapy and my area wont provide it and i do not have the money for private.

some reading that will think im wallowing and asking for a preening. those who havent felt that way, be thankful and dont judge.

i'll look at that website JC

[roxane]

ps, my dog, or LS as dream called him, mugs people. he would be no good as a petting dog. so in that respect hes definitely a barrier.

[roxane]

Hey Roxy --- and Hiya back atcha Ava ------you are absolutely not wallowing Rox ----- and I can so identify with the self loathing and the self analysis after an 'event' or a 'meeting' ----- I do it relentlessly ---- and I TRULY envy those people who don't look inward at themselves and just strut through life ----- not giving a shit what others think ----- in the last few years I did have periods of glimpsing a bit of confidence in myself and that was so empowering --- but it didn't last long!! brass balls we need Rox ;-)

with knobs on molly.

[satz123]

FFS !! at last I got back on !! :rant:

[satz123]

I just stalked Satz, wondering where in the heck she was! Can't have the whole army on leave at the same time! Who will do all the fightin'??

I's here ready for a fight :horse:

[NoSugar]

Great to see both of you, Molly and Satz! xx

[satz123]

Great to see both of you, Molly and Satz! xx

:hug:

[roxane]

hey there satz.

just had a tree man round and told me the tree is not causing cracks to appear in the house, so thats one less worry. i will just carry on painting over them.

[roxane]

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-3097528/Jonathan-Rhys-Meyers-apologises-fans-shocking-drunken-appearance.html

follow up.