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ARMY...................MOON GATES NOW OPEN..........week beginning 21st June 2015
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Hi all,
Thanks for asking if I am ok. Being honest I am not feeling the best at the min, had a rough night last night. Not feeling great today either but then that's ok, I know its not going to be easy, if it was I wouldn't be here now. Mr. Bandit is off to AC/DC tonight, Normally I would see that as an opportunity to have a few drinks while he was out but we've already been to the shops and didn't get any. Just to make sure I also have no cash on me and he is taking my bank cards with him and the bank is closed - many a time before he has made sure I have no money on me only for me to race to the bank and physically withdraw it - so sad but true.There will come a time when you believe everything is finished. That will be the beginning.
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youre not going to feel good bandit, you know it, you have to push through it. count beans, flies, clean the kitchen have a bath go to sleep do an online game, anything but feel angry and embarrassed later. oh, and eat, definitely eat. the positive? you will feel you can do it, it is achievable, its not impossible.
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Originally posted by mollykayou poor love -- those early days are feckers --- and its hard cos I'm sure you feel demoralised with the money thing an all --- but feck it -- like Roxy says --- do whatever it takes -- in my case often a big meal was the best thing -- cos even in the depths of my drinking a full stomach and I wasn't that interested --- just realise it's only a few hours and the rewards are great --- play it forward and think of where you'd be with and then without drink tonight --- how you'll feel tomorrow -- and IT DOES GET EASIER...... it truly becomes irrelevant --- but the hard work needs to go in at the beginning --- come and talk here ----- it's what we're for -- the army has lifted me out of more blue funks than I can count xxxx
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Originally Posted by mollyka:
you poor love -- those early days are feckers --- and its hard cos I'm sure you feel demoralised with the money thing an all --- but feck it -- like Roxy says --- do whatever it takes -- in my case often a big meal was the best thing -- cos even in the depths of my drinking a full stomach and I wasn't that interested --- just realise it's only a few hours and the rewards are great --- play it forward and think of where you'd be with and then without drink tonight --- how you'll feel tomorrow -- and IT DOES GET EASIER...... it truly becomes irrelevant --- but the hard work needs to go in at the beginning --- come and talk here ----- it's what we're for -- the army has lifted me out of more blue funks than I can count xxxx
Yeah....Of all the HALT triggers...The only one that was NOT a trigger was Tired...when I'm tired, all I want to do is go to sleep. Now hunger, that was HUGE! Doesn't wine or scotch go well with a meal??? Wel,l of course. NOT.
At the airport in Cleveland, and will fly home shortly. Just finished off a delish plate of English Pot Roast. Serious comfort food for me. :-) Just roll me onto the plane. Hahahaha
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