ARMY..................week beginning 24th August 2015!!!

[IamMary]

Morning Shambles - How you doing?

[shambles70]

stuck on two bottles feel wretched

[shambles70]

Stop with the food talk haha!

[shambles70]

Am losing track of days....scary

[shambles70]

And I let everyone down...an extra bottle got in there at some point yesterday

[shambles70]

I don't even know how? What the absolute fuck??

[shambles70]

It's a combo of both molls...every time I wake up (I'm sleeping so much atm...don't know where I'm fitting in the drinking) the anxiety is crippling...if I ride it out it makes it easier and I get more clarity but that anxiety is brutal

[shambles70]

What's happening arm is that I either go get it myself or my little bro brings my quota, but somehow I ended up with a bottle extra and....

[shambles70]

You know the rest

[shambles70]

I'm really at the last leg....gone through all this, but this is the worst hurdle

[shambles70]

The intensity of it, the dreams, the anxiety...right now I'm so ashamed about yesterday

[shambles70]

If all else fails I have an appt with the drug and alcohol people weds next week.

[shambles70]

I think I'll be fine this really is the worst bit

[shambles70]

Thanks molses ��

[shambles70]

pm me your number xxx