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Morning lovelies.
And so into week 3. Loads of healthy changes being made and although I still miss the buzz and get some cravings life is good again. Yesterday I went to shopping centre where I cannot remember visiting where I would always be in boots and super drug buying tablets followed by booze on the way home. It was strange and brilliant not to be doing this. I am still scared that my addict mind will do a flip and start the cycle again. How can I prevent this???
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Originally posted by starty View PostMorning lovelies.
And so into week 3. Loads of healthy changes being made and although I still miss the buzz and get some cravings life is good again. Yesterday I went to shopping centre where I cannot remember visiting where I would always be in boots and super drug buying tablets followed by booze on the way home. It was strange and brilliant not to be doing this. I am still scared that my addict mind will do a flip and start the cycle again. How can I prevent this???"Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.".....Carol Burnett
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AF - 7-27-15
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Good morning everyone and how are we all this lovely morning
:congratulatory: Clean & Sober since 13/01/2009 :congratulatory:
Until one is committed there is always hesitant thoughts.
I know enough to know that I don't know enough.
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Morning Mario and Molly! All is good here. Having my healthy smoothie after a walk or rather shuffle with the doggers.
Molly I am hoping that will keep me away. I KNOW these things done help and hopefully my monster relapse with serve as a harsh reminder for the rest of my life. My mind is a scary place though and it tells me stuff in a very convincing manner at times
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And one more thought before I hit the road. My world got soooooooo small when I was drinking/using. I didn't want to see anyone (except peeps I drank with and as you know that is a very boring pastime) I couldnt be arsed to do anything except refill my glass. Had NO energy and looked like shit I expect. Great advert hey?
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Molly moved on down to Spain as a business venture came up, plus there more people around all year there, Actually I was in Portugal yesterday, a 12 hour all round driving trip, bit tired today. Might go and get a facial :sohappy::sohappy::sohappy:
:congratulatory: Clean & Sober since 13/01/2009 :congratulatory:
Until one is committed there is always hesitant thoughts.
I know enough to know that I don't know enough.
This signature has been typed in front of a live studio audience.
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Morning Molly, Mario and Starty...
Poor Statz, I was laughing reading that last night.
Starty - That very question bounces around my head too, especially coming up to the festive season and knowing all it takes in one drink, like Shambles that time at the wedding and its right back.
Good post Molly - I just want to skip Christmas and go straight into January!
My biggest fear is social pressure. People thinking Im weird (cos thats how my Al brain thinks) cos Im not drinking - and the Mrs Doyle encouragement.AF - July 19th 2015 :happy2:
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