I'm still here, still sober. I got quite sick for about 10 days but I'm on the mend now. Seemed to be some sort of
upper respiratory viral thing. Not fun.
I've come to realize that I used to drink to get away from me. Since I never though much of myself I guess the easiest way to avoid that reality was to get drunk. Nearly a month now and I have no interest in drinking. I'll keep plugging on.
The situation at home is difficult, with a baby here. She is adorable and I could not,love her more but still it's hard.
And there's the extra worry about what is wrong with her, developmentally. I worry that it is going to be a life-long
thing for her. Like everything else there is nothing to do but wait since she has therapists coming here weekly.
Peace amigos/amigas
Ann
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