ALCOHOLISM:
Acamprosate [Campral] 333mg TT (666mg) TID CF
Baclofen [Lioresal] 20mg TID
Topiramate [Topamax] 50mg BID
DEPRESSION:
Sertraline [Zoloft] 100mg TT (200mg) QD
Aplenzin 348mg (bupropion [Wellbutrin] hbr) QAM
Aripiprazole [Abilify] 20mg QD
ANXIOLYSIS:
Propranolol [Inderal] 60mg TID
Amitriptyline [Elavil] 50mg QHS
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I stumbled upon a 750ml (fifth) of vodka I hid from myself. I ended up drinking it all at once, after a month clean. Was not drunk at all. No euphoria. I began to question what I ever found to be so elusive about drinking— I've been having cravings, tbh, but this slip up has actually made the cravings a lot better. I woke up with a mild hangover feeling too, and that is unusual for me. I'm becoming... indifferent to alcohol, but I still think about other drugs from time to time, but ETOH almost killed me. My anxiety is still high, and my depression is still there, but I think that will improve if I can stay sober.
Is there a particular medicine I take that made me adverse to the alcohol or maybe it's the combo of everything?
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