As some would know, I've finally seen a doctor about my problems, the drinking, low self esteem, and a string of crappy relationships, etc etc.
Anyway, he prescribed Campral and gave me a referral to see a phyciatrist. I have been assessed as having Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. I kinda thought so, as I have been wondering and searching for a reason for the way I am, and I'm glad at least I can put a name to it and begin to get better.
I'm not trying to use this for an excuse for my drinking, but I do know that I can't seem to handle my emotions very well, and drinking has helped me numb them, for too long now.
I will be seeing the phyc each week and a drug & alcohol councellor each week too, and I'm glad that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I've tried so hard to keep it together, but I'm so tired of falling apart...
Wondering if anyone else here has PTSD, would just like to share and find out if you have gotten better, I need hope that its possible!
Love to all, Jas xx
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